Ndikupeza ufulu wongolankhula
pang'ono za ine
ndikuyesera kukhala chete Sindikufuna kuti liwu
langa likhale makolo anga ali pompano ndi zomwe
mchimwene wanga wapanga adatenga galimoto
kumanzere ndipo amachoka panyumbapo
bwino kwambiri kumapeto kwa sabata iliyonse ndipo
amatenga galimoto ndipo amakumana nanu chifukwa cha inu
amachoka kumalo ano omwe amawoneka
kuti amachita bwino kwambiri kuti
achoke kwa iye
khalidweli silinakhazikike
kuyambira pomwe sindimatha kuganiza
kuti ndikutanthauza chomwe chili pafupi ndi nthawi
ndichisokonezo chotenga nthawi kutenga galimoto kupita nazo ngati
ziwonetsero zinayi patsiku ndakhala bwino
ndikutanthauza pakadali pano ngati
m'mawa wam'mawa pali zina zotero
pakadali pano ndili ngati ndiyenera kuyang'ana pa
chifunga ichi koma Nthawi zambiri amachoka m'mawa
kwambiri ndipo samabwerako mpaka
usiku kapena ngati kumapeto kwa tsiku
nthawi ina
samabwerako tsiku
lonse mpaka nthawi ya masana ali ngati
atapita nthawi yonse
ndipo akuyesera kufanana
sindikudziwa kuti ali kuti nyumba yanga ngati ali pafupi
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ndiye ndikungolankhula pampando uwu
wokongola uyu ndi chipinda chamtendere
kwambiri mnyumba yonse ndipo kumangogwa kotero
ndangokhala ngati ndathawa
izi pompano chifukwa
palibe kulikonse padziko lapansi ngati
iye sindimamuwona kotero ndimangokhala ngati
ndimalankhula pang'ono za momwe
moyo wanga ulili ndipo amandisiya
mnyumba yogwirira ntchito ndipo izi
sizatsopano kwatsopano zomwe zakhala
zikuchitika zaka zambiri koma ndimayankhula
nthawi zonse pamavidiyo koma
ndikungonena ngati II ndazindikira kuti sindinalembe vidiyo
iyi yokhudza makamaka kumapeto kwa sabata
bola ndikakumbukiranso tsopano
kapena kwa pomwe kumapeto kwa sabata ambiri
amasiya galimoto Loweruka ndi
Lamlungu jaysus Lamlungu
amanyamuka ndikuloleza nyumbayo
modekha ndikungokhalira kulira motere ndimakhala ngati
ali ndi
wokwatirana naye kumapeto kwa sabata iliyonse
ndipo amamenya ine patsogolo pomwe
Nthawi zambiri sindingathe kuziwerenga
Ndasokonezeka kwambiri ndi izi ndangokhala
zomwe
zandikakamiza kuti ndipulumutse zonse zomwe ndimapanga
ndikuganiza zinali mu 2017 pomwe kusungitsa
kuli kotetezeka chilichonse chomwe ndidapanga m'malo
mowononga pa chakudya chilichonse chomwe
ndimakhala ndi njala kale chifukwa sindinakwanitse
kugula chilichonse kenako amangopulumutsa
ndinangoyamba kusunga ndalama kuti ndizipeza ndalamazo
m'malo mowononga
sabata iliyonse kuti ndichite zomwezo
sindinayambe kuyamba ndi seva yamphongo yomwe
ndidasunga kenako ndimayenera kukhala ndi
moyo pazosunga ndikuyamba nthawi
ina ku 2017 ndichifukwa chake ndidayamba
kutenga chilichonse chomwe ndimapanga
sabata iliyonse ndidayamba kupanga mafashoni mu mafashoni anga
kotero ndimamaliza sabata iliyonse
Ndimangoyamba kubweza ndalama ndipo
sindimadziwa kuti ndiyamba nthawi yayitali bwanji
ndikufa ndi njala mukudziwa kuti ndidamva
izi
mpaka pano kuti ndichifukwa chiyani ndili ndi njala pokhapokha
nditamanga koma kwenikweni ndidatero sindikudziwa kuti
ndilira mpaka liti d pitilizani kuchita izi ndi
njala kuti ndigwiritse ntchito chilichonse chomwe ndimafunikira
kuti
ndituluke chifukwa chongosiya
nyumbayi ndikupeza ntchito ya malipiro ochepa
yomwe ingakhale yabwinoko kuposa zomwe
ndikuchita pano Malipiro ochepa otsika omwe
agwirira ntchito banja
ndizomwe zili mawu oti Francis
iwo samangodandaula kuti ali
ngati
ine ndikutanthauza kwa ine banja langa kwenikweni ndi
okhometsa misonkho ndi zomwe iwo ali
mawu oti kukhalapo
kwenikweni amakhala bwanji pangani
chilichonse chomwe ndimafanana nacho ngati mwana
amatembenuza ndalama zake ndizofunika kwambiri pamoyo
kotero kuti kukana kwawo kulipira
ndalama zochepa kwa munthu wondisamalira
m'nyumba ndikubwera pambuyo pawo
ndipo ndikuganiza kuti mumadziwa kuchapa sabata iliyonse
Maziko pafupifupi tsiku ndi tsiku
sindimasankha kundilipira
ndalama zochulukirapo ngati kakang'ono kakang'ono kakang'ono
kwenikweni amayi anga sangakhale mwina ndichifukwa
chake amayi anga amakana kulipira munthu wogulitsa
pantchito iliyonse i n iwonso
bambo anga amalipira kuchokera ku Social Security
yake adapuma pantchito kotero
amandipatsa zochepa monga momwe amandipatsira gawo
la bajeti yake yamisili ndipo amayi anga
sayenera kutenga kalikonse ndipo ndi momwe
ziliri choncho mukudziwa kuti ndine pang'ono
pokha za izi ndikuganiza ndikutsimikizira
mfundo yonse yotseka zonsezi zinali
zenizeni chifukwa zinali m'maganizo mwanga
ndimaganiza zodikira kuti nthawi
zonse amadzipangira nyumba
kumapeto kwa sabata iliyonse chifukwa amakhala ngati wangwiro
m'malingaliro mwanga
ali ngati mwana wangwiro m'malingaliro awo
ndipo amadana nane ndikulemba kuti adye kulephera kwathunthu
m'moyo wake ndiwoseweretsa wamkulu
wacko mkulu yemwe samangokhalira kuchita chilichonse
ndi moyo wake alibe ntchito
sagwira ntchito kuti iye ndi
chisokonezo chotero ndimafunikira gawo la dziko lawo
chifukwa iye ndi mwamuna wamwamuna wa hetero
ndipo amamenya munthu yemwe ndi wochepera theka
la kukula kapena atavala momwe zimawapangitsira
kuti eya koma chifukwa choti
palinso tsitsi lakumaso ndidzakhala
chibwenzi samandimenya l ngati
wopusa wopanda nzeru pomwepo ndiye kuti ali
ngati bambo athu chifukwa
samangokhala mulingo wathu zomwe ndikutanthauzira
kuti ndizowopsa ngati
zoyipa zonena kuti ndikunyoza kuti
alibe ntchito yomwe akunyoza
chonchi Kwa iye akunyoza zinthu
zonse zomwe zikuyenera kuti zikugwira
ntchito za anthu achikulire omwe
ndimakonda kuwapeza onse omwe ali mmenemo atakhala bwino ndi
ine koma ine kuti ndipeze miyezo yawo yazamalamulo
ndipo ndizomwe
zili zoyipa m'maganizo awo
oh ndi achipembedzo osasamala
tsiku lina ndipo adati muli ndi
kanema kakang'ono
konena kuti ndili mnyumba muno
ndekha koma tili mnyumba yomwe
tikudziwa ndipo ndikulimba mtima
mosasamala kanthu akungolankhula zankhanza
ndipo akudziwa kuti
sanyalanyaza ali komweko kuti mwa
iwo okha ndi osaganiza
kuti ndikulakwitsa ndikutanthauza kuti ali ndi chitetezo
amapita ndikutenga galimoto kuti ayandikire
pang'ono kapena pang'ono ndiye iwo c Ndibwerera
ndipo ndikusangalala kwambiri chifukwa adachoka kwa
iye kwa maola angapo masana kumapeto kwa
sabata ndipo zonse zomwe akudziwa pakadali pano
chilichonse
chomwe chingandichitikire munthawiyo bwino adandisiya
ndekha zimangokhala ngati ndangokhala gehena
Kutalikirana naye nthawi zonse ndimatanthauza kuti ndinali
ndekha ndimunthu ameneyo makolo anga
sasamala mulimonse banja
langa silisamala ndizowopsa ndimangokankhira
tsiku lina za Mike uyu mukudziwa
ndizoseketsa kwa ine bambo pakadali pano
Ndine mulingo wazomwe zikuchitika chifukwa
tsiku lina ndikadakhala kuti ndikulemba
zomwe zikuchitika mmoyo wanga kuchokera
sizomvetsa chisoni kuti ndikadatha kudziwa
tsatanetsatane wazonse
ndi awa anthu pazaka gawo lonse
la moyo wanga wakhumudwitsidwa
ndi zomwe ndakumana nazo ngati kuti ndikadakhala kuti
ndikumva kanema pakadali pano
zili pa diary komanso
mulingo wongolankhula ndikudziwa zomwe zili tsopano
nthawi ino sabata iliyonse
ndangoganiza chabwino ndichita pezani vidiyo yomwe
ikukambirana momwe zimakhalira ngati tsamba
limodzi lalikulu likuyenda bwino chonchi ndiye
kuti choyipa kwambiri ndayimirira
patsogolo pawo momwemo zachitika
nthawi zambiri sindingathe kuchitika sabata ino
kapena sabata ino sindinachite bwino
Ndimangomupewa
pamtengo uliwonse womwe akhala akuchita chaka chino ndikulemba
ntchito
Steinway yanga yomwe
ndidakumana nayo kwambiri