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kulungile bobathathu bam ndithetha ukuba
abazali bam kunye nomntakwethu omdala bonke bangaphandle kwaye
kakuhle umama likhitshi lam ndicinga ukuba
yena notata wakhe khange babe njalo bonke
bakude apha ke ndithetha nje
umzuzwana kwaye ke ngokubanzi babecinga
abantu aboyikekayo kwaye uyabona ukuba usapho lwam
bonke bangabantu abakhulu
kunam, ndingathi mhlawumbi bahlanu isithoba
ndicinga okanye into ejikeleze indlu
yam umama wayemfutshane kunam kodwa yena
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kunam abantakwethu abadala bathande ubuncinci ubuncinci beenyawo ezintandathu
kwaye umntu omkhulu kakhulu kunam
utata wam ngumntu omkhulu kum wonke umntu
osapho lwam olusondeleyo unjengaye nabani na
endinokucinga ngaye usapho lwam luhle kakhulu
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nosapho lwam kwaye bayandibetha kwaye
bayaphambana ngathi bayandihlukumeza kwaye
babalekela kum ngayo yonke into engalunganga
kum ngokunxiba iilokhwe okanye nantoni na ngam
ndithetha ukuba bayakhalaza ngomvuzo wam ophantsi
kodwa ngabo abo ndibasebenzelayo
abayi kuba pa y mna ukuba ndikwazi
ukuhlala ngokukhululekileyo kubo ngoko ke ngokucacileyo
abafuni ukuba ndiphume apha bafuna ukuba
bandixhaphaze ngokwasemzimbeni ngamazwi
endicinga ukuba bafuna la bhegi yokubetha kunye
nabantakwethu abadala
kubazala uqeqesho Ndithetha ukuba awusoze ubethe
ibhokisi ngemini ebomini bakhe endiyaziyo kumdlalo
endakha ndamva efunda ukuziqhelanisa
nokulahleka akaze aphumelele
khawucinge ngobomi bakhe bomdlalo wamanqindi ngaphandle kokuba
ubala amaxesha andibetha ngawo
phambi kubo uyabazi kwaye
kukunxila ixesha elininzi
kuyothusa kwaye
ndidiniwe ndifumana imifanekiso kwaye
ndizama ukungachithi indawo yememori khadi kwiividiyo zakhe
andazi ndifana
nokuzama Ividiyo yento endicinga ukuba ibalulekile
ndiyathetha ukuba yidayari yevidiyo
yamaxwebhu ayo yonke into eyenzekayo
ebomini bam andazi ukuba yimalini
xa ndiqala ukufota oku njengeminyaka
embalwa edlulileyo akukho mntu wayezibukele
konke konke kwaye hayi omnye ekuhlaleni
wayebajongile bendisoloko ndicinga ukuba
andisoze sa nabani na owaziyo nabani na onqakraza
kwiividiyo nangaliphi na ixesha nangona
abantu bebesazi ngako ukuba akukho mntu ukhathalayo
oku kulunge kakhulu kwi-LGBTQ enombulelo
weSixeko ngenxa yoko ayenzi ngqiqweni ukuba
abantu bangakhathali ngoko ke ndicinga
ukuba
kukuphakama komnye umntu ngeenwele zobuso ezinxiba
iimpahla zabasetyhini kwaye wazi
izinto ezintle nakweliphi na inqanaba kufana nawe
kuwo wonke umntu kukuba bonke
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bangoluhlobo lomzabalazo ngobuhle babo kunye
neenqobo zabo ezifana ikakhulu kum
zonke iifolda kwaye Umsebenzi wam wenkxaso
andazi ukuyila into encinci
malunga noko kodwa ngokusisiseko kule minyaka
imbalwa idlulileyo bendifumana amanqaku
ngenxa yokuba andinakukwazi ukuphuma
apha ekugqibeleni ndigqibe kwelokuba
ndiza kuthatha Sele
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uxinzelelo lwam nangona kunjalo
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nje Ndizo zonke izinto endithetha kuzo yonke
indlala kuyo yonke le minyaka kwaye
le ndlu ibiphambene yinto
ehlekisayo yokuba bebeya kuhamba
ngelixa besela ngesingqi okanye ndiyaxolisa Ndithi
oko bekungaphosakalanga kwakhona okanye ligama elithi
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endinayo ukusukela ndisengumntwana
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ukuba luxinzelelo olunxibelelene nalo
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umzimba ophambeneyo
owenzekayo ngokungathi
ndiyakhathazeka ngenxa yoko
ndaqala ukufumana ividiyo emva koko
ndaqala uyazi sele ulambile
ngenxa yokuba ingavumi ukundibhatala ngokwaneleyo ukuba
ndizondle kathathu ngemini kule
ndlu ndihlala kwisidlo esinye ngosuku
xa ndinethamsanqa ihlala ingaphantsi
kunoko ngeloxesha
ndaqonda akukho ndlela yakuphuma
apha ngelixa uhlala kweli phepha ke ndaye
ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiqale ngokupheleleyo hayi
ngokupheleleyo kodwa ngokusisiseko
kangangokuba bendihlala kwisiqingatha
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isibini seminyaka okanye kunjalo kwaye ndiye ndaqala
ukutyala imali ngayo yonke imfashini endinayo
ndaza ndaqala ukwenza utyalo-mali kwaye ngelo
xesha ndandilungile ndakube ndiqonda
ukuba ndinako kweyona nto uyaziyo
ngaphezu kweminyaka endiyiyo njengoThixo
le mibambano efana nendalo endihlala kuyo engathi andinakukwazi
ukufumana ilayisensi yam ndingayimisanga kwaye nokuba
ndiyayenza ndingayiqhuba imoto yabo ngoba
oh bububhanxa endaweni yoko
bakubiza njengendawo yokumisa kwindawo yokumisa.
isitrato esecaleni hayi isibane sokumisa ukuyeka
ukusayina okuncinci njengokumakisha okanye
njengayo nayiphi na imilo enye kwaye ndifumana
ngokusisiseko uyazi eyona pullover ihlekisayo
kwimbali endinokucinga
ukuba ayisiyiyo bendingaqhubeki
nokuyeka. Akukho nto
ndiyithethayo ndiyathetha kakhulu
ndikhathazekile kwaye kancinci ngoluhlobo
ndiyaqikelela kodwa kunjalo ndizama nje ukuba ibe
ngaphezu kwayo nantoni na le kuba
ishushu ngoku kodwa ewe
ndiqhele ukulamba kukutshisa Ihlobo
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Mississippi ngendlela eshushu ngayo kanye njengoko
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na ongazenziyo ngokwakhe unabalandeli beesilingi
kwigumbi labo ukuze
babenayo into yokuba andinabalandeli ngaphezulu into encinci
ehlekisayo evuthela umoya oshushu
kum kakuhle uyazi iAustralia inceda
ngokuya iba ngumba ke kunjalo ndifana
nje ndenza imali kwifashoni ngelixa ndilamba
nangaphezulu kunokuba bendilambile
ndihlala apha okanye ndinqunyanyisiwe
ilayisensi endikwaziyo Uyazi nje ukuba uphume
apha kwaye yonke into andinakukwazi ukuyenza ngaphandle
kokuba ndiyivulile ivenkile yam okanye
nantoni na engaziyo ukuba
ndingaphila ubomi obuqhelekileyo ngokwasemalini
ngelixa i-psoriasis iyingxaki kwaye
Ndingade ndiyinyange ngoku loo
nto iyaphazamisa
kwaye ndiyazibetha kwaye ndithe mandithethe nobomi
abanakundiva ukuba ndingxola ngokwaneleyo
andifuni ukuviwa kunjalo
sele ndinemizuzu elishumi ividiyo ilungile
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