kwada usiku pompano ndikuyesera
kupewa kukhala ndi kamera mozungulira
banja langa konse atadzuka kapena
akamandimva m'chipinda china kapena
china chilichonse chomwe ndimaganiza kwambiri
ngakhale mwina ambiri anga makanema
amakhala
masana nthawi zambiri amakhala
amantha kapena ndimakhala ndi kamera
ndipo ndikutulutsa ndiye chifukwa chake
ndimayatsira masana nthawi yayitali
chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimawaika pachiwopsezo kuti
andiwone ndikumva kamera ine ndipo nthawi zambiri
sindimaganiza kuti amandipeza koma
sizimachitika nthawi zonse ndichifukwa chake ndimakhala
ngati ndikufuna kupewa
masana masana kotero ndili
bwino chifukwa chomwe ndikuchitira
usiku uno mpaka pano kutsegulira
kamera sizifukwa zina zilizonse
zomwe ndimangoganiza
pakadali pano kupatula kuti winawake
adandiyimbira foni dzulo ndinayankha
ndipo zowonadi ndidatumiza kanema
usiku watha ndimamva kukhala mesejiyo kotero
ine anatenga ngati chithunzi chowonekera kuchokera
iPad yanga kotero ndidawayankha ndipo
adandilankhula pang'ono lero polemba
mameseji kuti poganizira kuti linali
gawo lachinayi la Julayi gawo lachinayi
la sabata la Julayi kapena zilizonse zomwe
samatha kuyankhula nane pafoni
motero ine ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa
choti ali patchuthi kapena china chake koma
pali winawake wodziwa manambala awo amafoni a
m'dera la New York City kotero
ndikudziwa zochuluka ndipo ndikudziwa dzina lawo koma
sindinena pano ndikunena
makalatawo ndi ZI sindikudziwa ndingokhala
kuti onena za iwo ndi Z
aliyense yemwe ali ngati munthu ameneyo
adanditumizira meseji kuchokera ku
nambala yawo ya nambala yaku
New York City sindikudziwa aliyense ku New York City Nditha kuganiza
pokhapokha ngati atalumikizidwa ndi Christina
Ricci mwanjira iliyonse sanatchule
Christina Ricci koma adati ngati munthu wina
wotchuka amufunsa
kuti afike pakumva kuwawa ndikuganiza
ndiye kuti ndimangokhala ngati mwayi kapena china
chilichonse liwu likanakhala
la munthu wapakatikati pampandowo Uation kuti
ndiyankhule pazomwe ndikukumana nazo
kunyumba ndi chilichonse kotero ndikuganiza kuti
mwina ndikhoza kulakwitsa sindikudziwa ngati
sanatero Claire sanalongosole
kuti ndi zomwe zikuchitika G kotero sindikudziwa koma
ndi munthu yekhayo amene ndikudziwa yemwe
mukudziwa amene angandilumikizane naye atha kukhala
ochokera ku New York mwina
chifukwa chake ndikulemba kanemayu
chifukwa andifunsa kuti ndinene mawu akuti "boot
goofin" ndipo sindikudziwa kuti ndi chiyani
za
pomwe pali kufotokozera komwe kwakhala
kanemayo kapena kunena mu kanemayo ngati kachidindo ndipo
ndikukhala ngati nambala yoyipa kwambiri
chifukwa ndangonena kuvomereza
kuti ndi code ndiye sindikudziwa ngati
ndiyenera kunena
kuti mwanjira ina kapena ayi ndikuchita zoyipa
kwambiri povomereza motsimikiza
kuti ndi mawu achinsinsi koma sindikudziwa
ngati
ndimalakwitsa kutero ndikumva kuwawa sindikudziwa ngati ndiyo
njira yoyenera ndichite kuti ndisadziwe zambiri
pankhaniyi moona mtima sindikudziwa
kuti zitha kukhala zopanda pake kwa onse omwe
ndikudziwa sindikudziwa Ndikumva ngati woyenda
pa intaneti sindikudziwa ndipo
pakadali pano m'moyo wanga zili ngati chilichonse chomwe
mukudziwa chifukwa chake ndimangokhala kuti ndimadandaula
kuti chifukwa chiyani angafune kuti
ndigwiritse ntchito mawu omwe
ndimapitilira zikumveka ngati china chomwe
sichikumveka ngati china kwa ine koma
mawu amenewo
ndiye kuti ndikungovomereza kanema
ndipo ndingaganize
kuti zikugwirizana ndikufotokozera
munthu yemwe ali mu kanemayo kotero
sindikudziwa ena kuposa ichi chinali
chifukwa chokhacho chomwe ndidayikitsira kamera
usikuuno kwatentha kwambiri pano pa Julayi 4 sabata
ndipo palibe mpweya
m'nyumba muno ali ndi chipinda chimodzi cha AC
pabalaza ndipamene
mchimwene wanga wagona pakadali pano
osalowa chipinda chija chifukwa ndi
chidakwa chomwe chimandimenya pomwepo pamaso
pa aliyense kotero sindinadziwe kuti
amadzutsa
bulu munthu woipa yemwe amandimenya kotero
ndimakhala kutali ndi chipinda chimodzi ndipo
ndimakhala ndimtundu uliwonse
wabwino mu ichi nyengo yomwe ili ngati kuti
imawoneka ngati zaka 90 kwa ine koma
sindikudziwa kuti ndi iti yomwe
ingakhale yoyandikira pafupifupi 100 sindikutsimikiza kuti ndichinyontho
kwambiri ndipo
kutentha kulikonse komwe kumamveka ngati ndikuti 90
mpaka 100 ine sindinachite ' sindikudziwa kuti ndi chiyani koma
ndi pakati pausiku kotero
sikotentha ngati momwe Dzuwa limatulukirabe ndikungoyenda
ndipo ndikumvanso chisoni
chifukwa choti sindinasankhidwe
kuti ndipite kwa
dermatologist wanga kuti psoriasis
yandimasula yomwe sinafotokozeredwe
za momwe amapyola
muzochitika zenizeni ndikutanthauza kuti
ndizosokoneza zomwe zikukhudzana ndi zachuma ndiye
lingaliro langa lalikulu ndipo akungokhala
ovuta kotero sindikudziwa
Ndikuyesera kudutsa njira zilizonse kuti
ndilandire chithandizo chomwe ndikufunikira
chifukwa tsopano psoriasis yanga ndikutanthauza
ngakhale siyowoneka ngati
thupi langa pompano pokhapokha ngati mungafune
kuyang'ana ngati manja anga ndikuganiza kuti
zikuyamba kuwonekera ngati kuti
imawoneka ngati yaying'ono ngati ziphuphu zakumaso o r china
chake kuti ndi psoriasis ngati inali nthawi
yachisanu ikadafalikira
pa ine mwachangu kupsinjika kophatikizana
zonsezo zingakhale zowopsa kutenga
zonse zomwe zingaphatikizidwe zitha kukhala zowopsa
pakadali pano nyengo yachilimwe ndichinthu
chomwe chimasunga wanga mwaukadaulo
ndikusunga thupi langa kutenthedwa
lokha thukuta lokha pakadali pano kuti
mwina ndikupewa kuvala iliyonse mwadongosolo langa lomwe
ndavala mochedwa uyu
ndiwoti um sindikudziwa kuti
limavala inali itatha
ndikamaigula kotero sizili ngati chinthu
choyambirira kwa ine kuti ndiyisunge bwino kapena
kuvala pokhapokha ndikachoka kusamba
mukudziwa kapena mumadziwa kwakanthawi
kochepa kapena simukudziwa komwe ikufuna
thukuta mwachionekere kotero ili ndi
diresi labwino koma ndiyenera kupeza
madiresi ambiri motere chifukwa
ndimakonda koma ndimafunikira kupeza
omwe sanatengeke ndi
zovala wamba ndimodzi mwa
madiresi ochepa kuti ndimavala mosasamala kanthu za
whe Ther ndinakusambitsani mwina si
diresi yonse imagulitsanso ndipo nthawi iliyonse
kapena china chilichonse chifukwa ndi imodzi
mwamavalidwe anga akale kapena ocheperako ndi imodzi
mwamasamba omwe ndikuganiza kuti
ndidagulapo ngati ndingakumbukire
zochuluka koma ine ndimakonda kwambiri komabe
ndikupitilira pang'ono izi
koma chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndidasankhira
kanemayu ndichoti ndichite chinthu chomwe ndapemphedwa kuti
ndichite kachidindo kameneka ndipo sindikudziwa ngati
ndachita bwino mwina ndimakonda ngati
mukuyenera kunena kuti simukuyenera
kudziwikiratu monga
momwe zikuwonekeranso kuti ndikululuka thukuta
pompano komanso mantha pang'ono omwe
mwamvapo koma osachita mantha kwambiri
chifukwa ndikuganiza kuti aliyense
wagona momwemo monga ine 'Ndikungotuluka thukuta chifukwa
cha kutentha m'chipindachi pompano chifukwa
palibe mpweya wovuta kumtunda kuno womwe
sunakhazikike ndipo kulibe mawindo kapena
mawindo
sakundipatsa zambiri ndiye zangokhala vuto pano
ndikuyamba' Ndidayeretsa
pano kwakanthawi ndi ine ndimagwiritsa ntchito
izi posungira kuti ndisunge zinthu zanga zonse
zafashoni chifukwa palibe
kwina komwe ndingaziyike ndikayika malo ena
anthu azigwira ndikuziika
kwina chifukwa onse amadana ndi
mafashoni kuchokera kwa mnyamata wovala madiresi ndi
malingaliro awo ndizo zonse zomwe zili
pano komanso zowopsa bwanji kuti ndikhale ndi nkhope
zomwe sindinametepo pafupifupi masiku awiri kapena
atatu mwina tsopano ndikuganiza kuti zakhala
zochepa kuposa zomwe
akuti anyamata ameta sabata Lachiwiri ndipo awa
ndi Lachinayi usiku ndiye kuti papita
milungu ingapo kuyambira pomwe ndinameta nde kuti mwina ndimeta mawa
ngati ndisanadziwe maso anu ocheza nawo omwe
nthawi zambiri amangokhala
osameta masiku omwe pamutu panga nyumba yanga
ndi iyi ayi
Tsitsi langa lakumaso ndilofunika kuti likule mmaola ochepa
ndikulimeta bwino ngati pali
mthunzi wa 5 koloko limatanthauza
maola asanu pambuyo pake kufikira pomwe
mthunzi wanga umakhala ngati nthawi zambiri
ndikameta nde okonzeka
ayenera kutafuna kachiwiri kotero ine kapena
chirichonse chomwecho