I'm getting video for the purpose of
just a few hours ago not very long ago I
got a text message from an unknown
number on my phone and I don't know who
this obviously it's an unknown number I
don't know where this is they just they
tell me their name and they they refer
to me by my Bourne name which is a
curious thing but they mention a
celebrity who wants to help me out to
get on dr. Phil or shows similar and
they don't specify they say so in the in
the text message about them not
specifying those celebrity is not
specifying so I don't know this is
connected to Christina Ricci or not and
I have no idea I mean this could be I've
been trying to be a little bit quiet up
here because my family is downstairs so
I'm trying not to pay like noisy talking
because none of them really know much
about this anyway basically I'm not sure
if this is connected to Christina Ricci
or I don't even know if this is an
Internet role I think there's like that
slightest chance that it's in turn
actual so I don't know what's going on
there's an internet troll it's like it's
like that slightest chance of that so I
don't know but I took a snapshot of the
text message and I blot it out like all
the detailed information like but
basically I blotted out the important
stuff because I don't want to give it
away that's if this is like a real deal
text message I just got this a few hours
ago and I haven't responded yet and I
don't know I'm trying to figure out what
the best way to respond to it is about
being like I don't know I don't know the
best way to respond is right away so I'm
like thinking about how to respond but
if this is someone genuinely trying to
help me out that's awesome obviously
because I'm like freaking out I see this
message Emily well you just met
Christine Rishi a few months ago
I have no idea I don't know if it's her
it could be someone totally different
because it's me the fact of the matter
is I mean I can't order a bunch of my
fashion cards it talks about the details
of my lives I have no idea if that's her
or somebody else by chance I have no
idea I mean one thing I know is I do
mention dr. Phil I'm like well okay that
I can see is maybe something but it
could still be an internet troll and I'm
trying to figure out if it's
international I don't know they figured
anything out so as far as how to contact
me so anyway I'm talking about this
because obviously that's a big deal of
receiving help in also the phone number
I don't recognize the area code I have
to look on Google I got to Google the
phone like area code see where that's at
I a block over as I said I plotted it
out on here but the area code is
definitely not local or anywhere that I
know of so I'm just like okay I have to
look that up before deciding anything I
guess and then try to figure out how to
take that seriously or not series that
I'm trying to figure out sounds genuine
they gave me their full name on the text
message so I'm going to reply by
deciding at the video of this to talk a
little bit about the fact that someone
contacted me earlier tonight and okay
I'm figuring that out also I didn't get
to do any of the fourth of July stuff
that's my family obviously as I
completely dissociate with me okay so my
gender identity and everything which is
obviously a completely frustrating
subject for them on religious reasons
I'm alone but just in general pompous
reasons I think more than anything
they're just awful towards me but I did
end up dressing up and my more late
kaleidoscopic almost almost looks like
fireworks to me like the the design on
my dress I have a lot of these dresses I
I'm eventually going to have four I'm
gonna have them in my shop when I open
it eventually and just in my fashion
stuff in general I love the style it's
very cleitus Copic and very glamorous
and I just love how unique it is anyway
it's not part of the subject at all I'm
just talking a little bit about so I
ended up dressing up and after my family
got home my dad agreed to drive me
downtown to I just ended up going to a
bar and have two dollar beers for a
little while so I did end up celebrating
on some level tonight for her life was a
July thing but it wasn't I didn't get to
go see any fireworks so tonight I got to
be the interesting part of the setting
that I was in as far as my dress and
everything so I mean oh and all that
wasn't so bad that I got to do something
at all but I missed the fireworks that
saddens me because I miss fireworks for
the first time this year that I can
think of I don't know that I've ever
missed fireworks awful July until now
but it's possible I probably have before
I just can't think of any other time
that bothered me that I didn't get here
at all I mean obviously I can see why
they would dissociate if they're that
uptight about me but at the same time it
just saddens me that like this time they
didn't even ask didn't even ask if I
want to go just sad it's like they they
are and they all officially realize or
do you think at this point that they are
just that snobbish and they're like well
we're not gonna try it off sometimes
they actually bring up whether I wanna
go places with them and I don't really
want to come places with my family so I
usually shun the whole subject or at
least a shunning is us shutting is a
strong word to use they're basically
shutting me and I'm just like
acknowledging the fact that they're
shutting me when they don't care about
situations and when I'm getting feet
down the weekend of my birthday more
than once or at least in situations or
like crazy on the first day weekends
I'm talking a lot at this point there
anyway I have this text message that I
took a screenshot of it and this is my
iPad that I have a screenshot of that
text message and I blotted out all the
important information to protect you
know whatever this might be I'm assuming
they're not an internet troll I don't
know I'm trying my best to just be
considerate in that situation and think
it might be someone generally trying to
help me
so I'm doing my best it's so frustrating
these were so many internet trolls they
don't know I know what's going on
so here's wishing for the best and that
situation if it's christina ricci and by
the way of Canaries your happens to be
seeing this video right now I have no
idea
thank you so much if you're helping me
you're beyond anything I could have
possibly imagined you're beyond any of
the hope that I'd normally have in any
situation if you're watching this I
don't know if you are if you're watching
this and you're there for me you know I
appreciate and whatever means that
you're helping me on any level or at
least any pertinent like any attempts of
presenting your concern on any level
like I don't know is to put it I really
appreciated if you really are being
there for me from like your angle and
distance of things I'm you know I really
appreciate that if you're sick in this
video that's beyond anything I could
have really genuinely hoped for I
honestly I didn't know what to expect
either why if you're there for me I
really genuinely appreciate them you are
if this is all connected to you on any
level thank you so much