'Ae i kēia lā
no ka mea ʻoiaʻiʻo ua hoʻi koʻu ʻohana āpau i ka
home ma mua ua like wau me ka mea i hele aku no
ka hoʻolauleʻa o 4 o Iulai ua haʻalele lākou iaʻu
hoʻokahi i loko o kēia
hale. o
kahi hōʻoluʻolu maoli akā kaumaha nō naʻe lākou
wale nō āu e ʻike nei ʻaʻole lākou e kamaʻilio e pili
ana i ia mea iaʻu no laila ʻaʻole lākou i
makemake iaʻu e noho pū me lākou ʻo 4 o Iulai
i transgender mai loko mai o ka lumi moe
a lākou e hilahila ai a ʻo kaʻu
kuʻi ke kaikuaʻana iaʻu iā Iapana e pili ana ka
lumi i ka makuakāne no laila ke kiʻi nei wau i
ka wikiō e kiʻi wale nei lākou i ka
diary wikiō i kēia manawa i ka
ʻike āpau ʻike ʻoe i kahi ʻano o kēia ʻano naʻau e pili
ana i koʻu manaʻo makemake wau a me nā
manaʻo nui āpau.
ka mea i hōʻole ʻia e kou ʻohana ponoʻī
ʻoiai ʻoe e noho nei i ko lākou hale i ka
hōʻole ʻana i kekahi ʻae ʻana iā ʻoe
ʻaʻole wale ia e hāpai iaʻu
ʻike wau iaʻu iho a maopopo leʻa ʻaʻohe lākou
hoʻomanawanui iaʻu ʻaʻole wale lākou i haʻalele
iaʻu i ka hua ʻōmato a maopopo nō iā ʻoe ʻO Paul ka
mea e aloha
iaʻu iho i kēia manawa ʻaʻole wale ia ʻo ka ʻoiaʻiʻo
o ka manaʻo nui ua haʻalele wau iaʻu i loko o kēia
hale me ka ʻole o ka lewa lewa
ʻo Mira's ka sweater no ke
anuanu maʻalahi maʻalahi mai psoriasis no laila
paʻakikī ia ke hele maoli mākou
i ka wā wela a i ʻole ke
kumu hoʻohenehene i kēlā me kēia manawa kahi hoʻonohonoho maikaʻi a
ʻike koke paha ʻoe i ka makani ma waho a i ʻole
kekahi mea e like me aʻu ke anuanu
maoli wau e like me manaʻo ia e like me ka
hāʻule ʻana o ka mahana ma 25 kekelē
ʻae ua hana ʻo psoriasis i nā
loli a pau a noho mākou i kahi aniau kahi
e maʻa mau ai ke anilā i ka
maʻamau he wela a mehana e like me
ka maʻa mau. Ke hoʻomaka nei wau o Iulai
wela a wela hoʻi a no laila ʻaʻole
wau e pono ke komo i kēia
mākeke papaʻai no ka mea maʻalahi wau i ke anuanu makemake
wau e wela maʻalahi i loko o
kēia hale akā maʻalahi wau anuanu
a ʻo wau wale nō pupule ʻaʻole maopopo iaʻu ʻaʻole
maopopo
iaʻu ʻaʻole makemake e nui ka leo e kala mai ʻaʻole
wau e lohe i ka mea ahi ahi i waho
iā Mike Ua hele mau wau i ka hā
o Iulai i nā mea i ka hapanui o nā pepeiao. me ka ʻole
o
kaʻu kaʻa ua ʻōkuhi ʻia ʻo wau e Iceland. ʻO Backus
i ka makahiki 2015 me ka laikini ʻole i kau ʻia i
ka wā i hala aku nei he ʻehā mau makahiki i kēia manawa ke
manaʻo nei wau e like me aia a ʻehā wale nō kēia
o Iulai Agnes hiki iaʻu ke noʻonoʻo
ua hiki mau wau i ka hele a i ʻole
ma ke ʻano he ala ma laila koʻu makuakāne e hoʻokele nei. ʻO
wau i nā wahi ʻaʻole maopopo iaʻu he mea
hoʻonāukiuki loa wau i ʻike ʻoe i ka wā
he ʻohana kou i kēlā hana
pono ʻole a lākou e kamaʻilio
ai ʻike ʻoe a kamaʻilio pū lākou me ʻoe
he ʻōlelo hōʻino ia i kahi mea nui a lākou e hana
ʻole ai. mālama ʻole lākou i ka uē ʻana a me ka
uē ʻana i ke kumu o ka hū ʻana o kou kino i
ke koko ma ka ʻili āpau mai
psoriasis a ʻike lākou i nā ellipticals mai
ke koʻikoʻi koʻikoʻi e like me ke kī ʻia
ʻana e like me ka pupule
no laila nā trauma āpau i kēlā me kēia
traumatizing ʻike i koho ʻia
ʻaʻole ia na ka naʻaupō kahi e
makemake ai e hoʻopaʻa iaʻu e hana iaʻu i laila
hewa ia no laila hoʻoholo wau i ka diary wikiō i
kēia lā e pili ana i ka weliweli o koʻu ʻohana āu i
ʻike ai i ka hā o ka lā o Iulai.
E hui pū me nā mea āpau āpau e
ʻike ana iā lākou i ka hale.
ma ka peahi i loko o koʻu
lumi moe
e like me aʻu e like me ke kū i luna a ma ka
piha-puhi pono wau e kū i mua Ke hele nei
wau i kahi ea wela i puhi ʻia ma luna oʻu e ʻike i ke
kahe ʻana i kahi hale mahana wela
. ʻo ka frigging paha
kēia he ulu lāʻau i loko o lākou iho he puka
e like me ka hale kōmaʻomaʻo ʻo ka wela ma
aneʻi he nui loa wau e hou ana
ka hou a akā naʻe e lawe wau i kēia
ʻahu aʻu e hoʻāʻo ai i kēia wikiō manaʻo wau
e kiʻi wale ana i ka ʻike. ua faila kēia ma ke
kua
i lohe mua ai wau ma mua o John