right so she's like one of those who has
their own office and stuff so it's kind
of like the winter that complaining
about other doctors the only thing is I
mean that drug farsta Lara that works it
definitely like in the past year and a
half I've had the least amount of issues
with my body breaking out and I like
essentially bleeding like it bleeds
I mean right now it's nice and mild but
like if it's especially in the middle
winter I wouldn't really matter winter
or summer it can be any time of year
cause it's non seasonal it's like a
chronic like year-round name for me like
but summer being the mildest climate
wise it's a little bit easier anyway but
I am like I was on treatment recently so
that's part of the reason why I but like
all the treatment I'm trying to think
now probably it was the end of March I
think the beginning of April somewhere
around there yeah it's like something
like once every season like you take a
treatment of it and like you I just go
to the doctor or they they give me the
treatment there
I'm kind of in-between it's confusing
because they had to do bloodwork again
last week so I'm waiting for the results
on that and they have to contact us and
said yeah like the only thing that sucks
is like I don't have voice mail my phone
so I made sure they have my parents
numbers to actually contact both them so
hopefully like that seems to be going
smoothly and everything with that
honestly I don't know I mean I'm just
doing my best
like what I'm supposed to do
to all that but like yeah I mean the
only reason I'm even back on it at all
is because it's somebody who works at
the company that makes so I was like
about like if it's like that battle if
your body you've really badly need it
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about
oh I don't know how best should talk
about it they're like oh gosh the main
issue is talking about it a little bit
dangerous like I mean I'm not sure what
I'm supposed to do in the situation I'm
in currently I'm trying to move out but
like I like really a highly intolerant
family about how I dress and even
talking about in this way might look
suspicious so I'm like trying to be cool
about I don't know how best to like you
know a lot about positive police officer
it's a good thing what we're talking
about the store the flora and Streisand
everything goes wrong see like that
seems like yeah that's like like
basically yeah I have to move out like
sooner than later so I'm like saving up
most of my income and like with that
whole situation I shouldn't stand over
here talking too long we should probably
go back to the cover
I chemically unstable older brother I
really have so but I guess what I'm
getting at is that sounds like it's kind
of a stressful thing yeah yeah oh I just
get all those often as possible I feel
in the weekend spice there talk to
anybody about it like do you see a
therapist or anything yeah oh I've been
there 15 years ago but I therefore
awesome I just hasn't been in my budget
on any level
oh I mean like I don't make minimum wage
I work without I was a year ago
mm-hmm we've been impossible thank you
but um main thing was affording to move
out at all I just - I've been on got a
meal a day would you be alone to go talk
to somebody today I don't know that's
not income-based yeah the only the only
trouble is okay I had to get up and at
the same time I say I don't want to work
a minimum wage or anything like that or
being like the crisis type of situation
because all those are stressful on us so
what I did basically was sort of the
path to love years I invested everything
I made on fashion stuff so I'm going to
open the shop so I can support myself
well maintain is like I can't just run
away from the house with all that
passion stuff to do
invested everything I'm ready last year
which is $5,000 I lived on savings where
do you make your money I work for them
like I just I'm a housemate so I mean I
mean they provide and that's good they
don't make me pay rent Kyla's I
appreciate those aspects because my god
they're definitely old values I think
like it's bad when it's like not even
there
so I just I've been working on that
which is good I mean on all honesty
being out like I done pretty well on
investing like for how much I spent
I really I think I invested in a much
better value with the only things I mean
all that stuff is multiple pieces and
it's definitely a decent sized
storefront like that's my goal at this
point they're like obviously with that
all that holiness they really don't know
about that either
you know my family's kind of I don't
know if they know that all that kind of
thing that it affects their entire
behavior but it's not positive way it's
more than twisted life so it sounded
they're all that way like my mom would
rather especially her that way my dad's
more honest I really like the other
family members I can definitely say he's
concerns so like I said part of what I
do is okay but if you decide at some
point that you want to go visit them
they think I don't see my