my video diaries aren't sure you if
videos are for me to vent to myself
because there are no people reach out to
me during the beatings that they all
know about on social media everyone
knows about the beatings my entire
family marginalizes me they're all
bigots they're all ultra conservative
but their closet conservatives they
don't want you but no they're
conservative there are all transphobic
bigots
there are hauled deeply closeted
transphobic people their views are all
very backward and they all stand there
while I'm getting beat down from them
and all these video diaries have been
recording several years there they've
all been for me to vent to myself on
camera because no one else cares and
until the past few months it was always
that and the only thing that changed
anything was when I went to meet
Christina Ricci in Cincinnati a few
months ago a movie convention or various
famous people go to meet their fans and
I paid extra money to go meet her so I
met her and she knows about this stuff
and I'm recording it for dr. Phil at
this point and if you're watching and
you're just a stranger on the Internet
that's your life not my - the plight of
psoriasis all over my body spray and
bleeding from the harassment and from
the beatings the harassment that you
make on comments to me all of it causes
my body to bleed head to toe from a
Ruth's rhetoric psoriasis that I've had
since I was a kid
so that's my life your life is just
whatever you're making of yourself