Ndifuna ukuthumela enye ividiyo malunga
nesizathu sokuba ndibhale ezi
dayari zevidiyo malunga nobomi bam basekhaya.
Andithumeli iividiyo kumagqabantshintshi akhe nabani na
okanye nantoni na ndingafundi
izimvo phantse akukho namnye kubo
endikhe ndazifunda ndafumanisa ukuba kuninzi
andikufundanga kuba ndinexhala eligqithisileyo
kwi-psoriasis yam ebangela
uxinzelelo olunje kum nakwam Ulusu luziva
ngathi lungumlilo kwaye luhamba emzimbeni wam wonke
lundiluma kwi-psoriasis kuba
uxinzelelo luphezulu kangangokuba andizifundi
izimvo ngesiqhelo kuba amaxesha amaninzi
kunokwenziwa izimvo kwi-
ontology ye-bigotry kwinqanaba elithile
okanye ukungabikho nje- Ukucinga njengokucinga kwam
malunga nesihloko kunye nento ezinekratshi ayisiyonto
ingaqhelekanga kunye nobomi bam
ukuze ndibone olo hlobo lwesimo
kumntu oqhelekileyo naphina kuluntu
ndiyathetha ngakumbi kwindlu yam endihlala
kuyo kodwa yona ayindimangalisi loo
nto ikwiYouTube okanye abantu
abaninzi banoluhlobo lwamagqabantshintshi kubantu
ongabazi ngokupheleleyo kwiitshaneli zeYouTube
owaziyo ukuba andazi kutheni kodwa kunjalo
andazi ukuba kutheni abantu bezokwenza oko
kuqala kodwa kunjalo Kuqhelekile kuluntu lwemihla ngemihla
ukuba ndihlukumezeke ngoluhlobo ayindothusi lonto
yenzeke kwi-intanethi ibuhlungu nje
kum kunayo nantoni na kunayo nantoni
na ibuhlungu nje kunjalo ke ndithumela
enye nge Isitatimende esincinci esincinci
ndicinga ukuba engqondweni yam
andiyithandi andifuni ukuvakala
ngokukrakra malunga nayo yonke into abanye abantu
babonakala ngathi bayakhuthaza kwiividiyo zam
kwaye kulungile kwaye
kulungile ukuba kukho abantu abakhuthazayo
phaya phandle azifane
zixhaphake engqondweni yam njengabantu ababenezinto
ezithile ndenze
into ekhukhumeleyo okanye ekrwada ukuyithetha
ngenxa yento abangayiqhelanga
eluntwini njengomntu ovela
ngeenwele zobuso okanye kancinci a isuntswana
leenwele zesifuba ke rry ndisusa
ikhamera apho
ndicinga ukuba inwele encinci yesifuba okanye
iinwele zengalo okanye uyazi ukuba ixoxa
ngabantu ababini kufana noThixo ukuba umxelele njani
ukuba uyakuba nento
enezothe elicekisekayo ibhinqa elinayo andinguye
iinwele zobuso ngalo lonke ixesha ndikhululekile-
molo ndithetha ukuba ngumzobi kwaye ndicinga
ukuba umzobi kodwa wayenenwele zobuso kwaye
ayifani nokungaqhelekanga eluntwini ngoko
ayimiseli ubuni bakho ayichongi isini sakho okanye
nantoni na ayifanelanga kwaye ayinanto konke
konke zii-
testosterone eziqhelekileyo kwaye
azinanto yakwenza nento i-Anatomy yakhe
enayo yonke inzululwazi iyazi
ngokwaneleyo-nokuba kunjalo ndithumela nje oku ukuba
ndiyabaxabisa abantu obakhathaleleyo
nokuba bangabasemzini ngokupheleleyo kwi-
intanethi entle kunokuba kukho abantu
phaya endikhathaleleyo kwaye banezinto
ezintle abanokuzithetha ukuba andihlali enyanisweni
andikhe ndiphendule naziphi na izimvo
ngokusisiseko kuba undixelele ukuba ndithanda
ubomi bam kulungile n ow endlini yam
ingqalelo yam ayisiyiyo le nto
iphawulwa kwividiyo
ekwiYouTube ndijolise ikakhulu ekusindeni
ngaphakathi endlwini yam ndide ndiphume kwaye
ke andizami ukuba ngathi ndingothukileyo okanye
nantoni na malunga nabani na Inkxaso enje
ngomlomo okanye ngenkxaso yeemvakalelo okanye nayiphi na i-IFAD
evela kumagqabantshintshi ukuba
uyayixhasa intle kwaye ndifuna nje
ukuqiniseka ukuba ndineposi efana nevidiyo yakhe
eposileyo evuma oko okanye ndiyazi
ukuba kukho abantu abakhathalayo kwaye
abadlala kamnandi kwaye Ndisahlala
kule ndlu ndide ndikwazi
ukuphuma kwaye ndithathe
andazi iiveki nokuba mhlawumbi ndinethamsanqa
ndigcina uninzi lwento endiyenzayo
ndilambile ayiqhelekanga kwaphela
ngelixesha ujikeleza iminyaka yendlala
kuloo ndlu badityaniswa ukundibhatala
ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndizondle ngokwam, kubi
kakhulu abanayo ne-AC
kule ndlu babenayo ngamanye amaxesha
kodwa amagumbi am AC iyunithi um
wayeka ukusebenza kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo
kwaye mhlawumbi sometim e kunyaka ophelileyo
kwaye ngento ethile ngexesha elithile
andazi ukuba iyekile ukusebenza ke ndithembele
kumlandeli ukuze ndizigcine ndipholile kule ndlu
akukho AC okanye umoya ophakathi kule
ndlu kwaye iyatsha
ngoku Ndinxibe ijean ngaphakathi
endlwini ngaphambili kwaye bendibila
kakhulu kwaye bendiziva ndinesizungu esivele
sakhanya nje ngenxa yokungabikho
kokujikeleza endlini
kaHera ophilayo apha benqabile ukuba
ndithetha ukuba bakhuselwe iipenny
pitchers xa kanye iza kwimiba ethile
xa isiza
kum abayi kundibhatala umvuzo
owoneleyo awundibhatali kumvuzo omncinci wokugcina
indlu yabo icocekile
empahleni yabo ihlanjiwe iimpahla zikaJoe ke
kufana nolo hlobo lwentlonipho ubomi
kule Indlu yoyikeka ngokubanzi
ingakumbi ukungabi nantlonelo
umntakwethu ondibethayo kuyothusa ke ndiyazi
nje ukuba ndiyathetha ngelixesha
kuqhubeka ngayo yonke into
eyenzekayo ingathi uyazi ukuba
izakuba phakathi ehlotyeni kwaye kuyatsha
kule ndlu ngoku kwaye
ndikhangele ukuba ndinesanti egumbini lam endinalo
niyazi ukuba lindigcina ndipholile ngoku
Ndathumela oku nje ukuba ndiyabaxabisa
abantu abandikhathaleleyo
phaya nokuba ungowasemzini ngokupheleleyo kwi
-intanethi eyoyikeka kakhulu
ngawe undikhathalele okwangoku
andizukufunda okuninzi amagqabantshintshi kuba
ndizama ukuhlala kude nakuphi na
ukungakhathaleli konke oku kugqityiweyo
zizinto ezaneleyo endizikhethileyo
eziqhelekileyo kum akukho nanye eyayinjalo
de ndondliwe kwaye mna uChristina Rishi
a kwakungekho zimvo okanye izimvo kwiividiyo zam
kuba ndicinga ukuba ndiqalisile ukuthumela
iminyaka eyadlulayo, yonke le nto
iyamangaliswa kukuba utshintsho olukhawulezileyo
okoko ndinguChristina Ricci andazi ukuba
ndicinga ukuba yintoni kanye kanye ebangele
ukuba kubekho into etshintshileyo khomba
ke kulungile kwinqanaba elithile
andikhathazeki comme nts kuba andinankwantya xa
ndihamba ndasuka kwi-
psoriasis ndopha emzimbeni wam wonke
kwaye ndiziva ngathi iimbovane zomlilo ziyandiluma kulo
lonke uxinzelelo loxinzelelo ngoko ke naluphi na
uhlobo lwamagqabantshintshi
athoba isidima kum
iqala ngaphezulu nangaphantsi nje ukuqala
ukuvala kwaye ndithande kwaye andinakukuthanda
ukusebenza xa ndinestresi okanye
ukuphuma kwegazi lomzimba wam okanye nantoni na
enje iyaphambana.Ndithetha ukuba ukumangaliswa kwam
ngoku kuyaqala ukusasazeka kubi
ngoba 'Andikho kunyango
okwangoku andazi ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni
ngonyango ndenza nje imeko yam
yecala ekumnyama apha ngaphakathi
ndizama ukubonisa ukuba iqala
ukusasazeka kakubi nje iingalo zam apha kunye
neminye imimandla yomzimba wam ndicinga ukuba
basasaza intloko kuyo ubhontsi
umba weeveki usenokufa okoko
bendisengumntwana
ngoko yoyikeka
kunjalo ke oku bekusixelela nje ngayo
yonke loo nto