njalo uma udadewethu eletha izingane
zakhe lapha ukuba zizogcinwa ingane
ngumfowethu omdala oh uyazi ukuthi ungishaya njalo
kule ndlu futhi
kunendoda e-transphobic kakhulu kumuntu ocwasa kakhulu
ngizovele ngithole ividiyo yezingane
zakhe eziku indlu um angikadli
njengamahora angama-24 cishe ngakho-ke ngizoqhubeka
ngifake okuthile ku-microwave
ukuze ngikudle kusuka efrijini mmm
kufana nengxenye yami yokudla usuku ngalunye
ngeke bangikhokhele ubuncane umholo ukuze
ngikwazi ukuzondla noma kanjani ngithe kufanele
ngigcine konke
engikwenzayo ngakho ngibulawa yindlala futhi ngidla ukudla okokuqandisa
engikwenze iminyaka noma kunjalo
ngoba benqabile ukukhokha iholo eliphansi
manje sengiyonga konke engikwenzayo
ngiyaphuma lapha ngakho-ke
ngiya ezansi nje ngilungisa ukudla futhi
nekhamera ngiyifakile ephaketheni lami uma
ikhona indlela yokubonisa ukuthi uyazi
udadewethu evumela izingane zakhe ukuzungeze
ukubhaka ikota umzalwane oshayayo mina kwesokudla
baba
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] kumane kungu-m wami om nobaba ezansi
uma izingane ezingalungile ngokwanele ukuba
zigcine izingane zazo labo
bantu ingabe baziphatha ngokusemthethweni
futhi bakwiminyaka yama-70s noma banengqondo ephansi kakhulu
eboshiwe abantu angazi
bathukuthele ngempela ngalelo qiniso
Ngiphuma ku-transgender
yekhabethe futhi bama lapho
engishaya ephindelela ngakho-
ke abanazo izingane zakho lapho
udadewethu kufanele azi kangcono ukuthi uyazikhumbula
ngenkathi sidla ukulunywa ngumntwana noma
njengogogo noma umama kamama bekungaba
kubi kakhulu abantu bakamama uBeltran ngabantu
abamnyama nganoma ngubani owaziyo ngokungangabazi
ukuthi wayengomunye wabantu ababi kakhulu
engake ngahlangana nabo ngamalungelo ezitabane kanye namalungelo okushintshana
namalungelo abesifazane ababengakholelwa
emalungelweni abesifazane hhayi wedwa
noma ngubani ugogo wami ngaphambi kokushona
kwakhe wasigada futhi
wayethuka kakhulu ngakho-ke udadewethu kufanele azi ukuthi
angaba ngudokotela wamazinyo futhi ubamba
iqhaza ekuhlukumezeni kwami njengokungihlukumeza
ngamazwi phambi kwakho yazi
awume ngilindeni ngicabanga ukuthi wenza kuphela
uma engekho phambi komyeni
wakhe okungiphazamisa ngicabanga
ukuthi umuhle kimi kuphela
ingxenye yakhe edidekile impela uma
ngicabanga ngalokho kusho kimi
lapho umyeni wakhe omnyama engekho
ekamelweni futhi eqaphela ukulinda lokho
kubi ngakho-ke yebo futhi enye
into imoto ayikho lapha ngakho-ke
umfowethu omdala ukhiphe imoto futhi ecabanga ukuthi
uyazi ukuthi nguye kuphela onemoto ngakho
konke engikwaziyo ukushayela ngidakiwe
ngoba yilokho engikuthole ividiyo hhayi
ukuthi
kudala ngathinteka ukushaya phansi akekho
okhathalelayo futhi bonke
bamnika amandla amakhulu ngoba nguye owaziyo
ngokusobala ukuthi uyingane yakini ye-alpha eyizingane
zethu abazali bami ababenayo
bonke balandela ukuhola kwakhe kukho konke
lokho
Ngidinga i-hunk engazwakaliyo imbobo i-
chemistry engaphumi endlini ngaphandle kwe-
DS uthe lapho eshayela imoto
edakiwe futhi useminyakeni yakhe yamashumi amane
esabekayo engenampilo engenakusasa
engenalutho ngaphandle kokushaya umuntu othutha
phambi kwabo bonke
abantu yilokho