Qho xa usisi ezisa abantwana bakhe
ngapha ukuba bazokugcinwa
ngumntakwethu omdala oh uyayazi ukuba uyandibetha
rhoqo kulendlu kwaye kukho
indoda eyoyika kakhulu indoda enobuhlanga kakhulu
ndizakufumana ividiyo yabantwana
bayo indlu um khange nditye
njengeyure ezingama-24 phantse ke ndiza
kuqhubeka ndibeke into
kwimicrowave ukuyitya kwifriji mmm ijongeka
ngathi sisiqingatha sam sokutya suku ngalunye
abayi kundibhatalela ubuncinci. umvuzo ukuze
ndikwazi ukuzixhasa nangayiphi na indlela ndithe kufuneka
ndonge nje yonke into
endiyenzayo ukuze ndibulawe yindlala kwaye nditya ukutya kwesikhenkcezisi
endisoloko ndikwenza iminyaka nangona kunjalo
kuba benqabile ukuhlawula umvuzo
omncinci ngoku ndiyonga Yonke into endiyenzayo
ndiyaphuma apha ke
ndisiya ezantsi ndilungisa ukutya
kwaye ndinekhamera epokothweni ukuba
ikhona indlela yokubonisa ukuba uyazi
udadewethu evumela abantwana bakhe ngeenxa zonke
ukubhaka ikota mzalwana obethayo ndilungile
tata Om notata ezantsi
ukuba abantwana ababi ngokwaneleyo ukuba
babambe abantwana babo abo
bantu baziphethe ngokusemthethweni
kwaye bakwiminyaka yama-70s okanye banesifo
sengqondo esixhalabisayo.
Ndiphume kwi-closet transgender
kwaye beme apho ngelixa
endibetha ephindaphinda
ukuba abanabo abantwana bakho apho
udadewethu kufuneka azi ngcono ukuba uyakhumbula
xa sisitya ukulunywa ngumntwana okanye ngathi
ngumakhulu okanye umama kamama. yayiyeyona
nto imbi ngakumbi ngabantu bakamama uBeltran malunga
nabantu abamnyama malunga nabani na owaziyo
ukuba wayengomnye wabantu ababi
endakhe ndadibana nabo malunga namalungelo esitabane
kunye namalungelo okuhambisa kunye namalungelo abasetyhini
abangakholelwayo kumalungelo abasetyhini ayinguye yedwa
Umakhulu wam phambi kokuba
asweleke waye wasibamba kwaye
wayemanyumnyezi ngoko ke udadewethu kufuneka ayazi ukuba
angangugqirha wamazinyo kwaye uthatha
inxaxheba ekuhlukumezeni kum njengokundixhaphaza
ngamazwi phambi kwakho Yazi
oh yima ndicinga ntoni ayenza
kuphela xa engekho right phambi
kwendoda yakhe endiphazamisa ndicinga ngalento
yokuba ulungile kum nje
yinxalenye yakhe eyonakele xa
ndicinga lonto iyandichaphazela
xa umyeni wakhe omnyama engekho
egumbini kwaye eqonda ukuba ulinde loo nto
yoyikekayo ke kunjalo ewe enye
into ayiyiyo imoto apha ke
umkhuluwa wam uphumile emotweni kwaye ucinga ukuba
uyazi ukuba nguye nje unemoto ke ngako
konke endikwaziyo ukuqhuba ndinxilile
kuba yile nto ndinayo ividiyo
engeyiyo kudala yamchaphazela ndamva
esonyusa intetho yakhe ngobunye ubusuku
ngokucacileyo enxilile kwaye evuthulula izitshixo
zakhe ephuma esiya emotweni
emva koko ebuya ixeshana
Ukubetha phantsi akukho mntu
ukhathalayo kwaye bonke
bayamvumela ngenxa yokuba inguye owaziyo
ngokucacileyo ukuba ngumntakwabo oyindoda
alpha kuthi abazali bam
bonke balandela ukukhokela kwakhe kuyo yonke
into
Ndidinga i-freaking hunk umngxuma
chemistry engashiyi indlu ngaphandle
kweDS uthe xa eqhuba imoto
enxilile kwaye ekwiminyaka yamashumi amane eyothusayo
engenabomi akanakamva
engenanto ngaphandle kokubetha umntu othutha
phambi kwakhe wonke
umntu yilento