he's slamming his fist over and over
again my parents just went to bed it's
like Sunday night before Memorial Day
Momo Leone from War Memorial Day weekend
so tomorrow there's a big cookout so I'm
getting video of anything I see of
anything going on that shouldn't be
happening because I get beat in this
house by that man who's slamming his
fists downstairs right now on a lot so
I'm gonna go downstairs and if I get any
of that on video that just adds to
everything that's been terrible the
beatings the harassment that all that
everything that's terrible in this
household this family this transphobic
family every time I'm in a dress even
beating me and my family my parents my
sister all of these people harassing me
for being a problem when I'm the one
getting beat so I'm just getting all
this on video I'm gonna go get my food
from the microwave because I can't
afford eat better than freezer burritos
which are cheap and not good for my
health
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he stopped slamming his fists before I
went downstairs and now he's down in the
kitchen where I was just standing and I
can't go in the same room that he's in
because he is such a dangerous person to
be around when he's nervous around me
because he doesn't like trans people he
doesn't like gay people he doesn't like
I mean he hasn't liked anybody he does
like women he does like blacks he
doesn't like Hispanics there's are like
any minority groups he's really talking
some crazy-ass male chauvinistic
[ __ ] of arrogance that tells him in
his head that he has some reason to ever
beat a person down is less than half the
size who's in a dress because I have a
penis this is the most pathetic arrogant
[ __ ] ever for him to be that low within
himself that's so sad an entire family
backs him up you know let me just keep
getting beat down by that man when
psoriasis is all over my body keeping me
from just walking out his house and
living independently I'm trying to get
out of the house as soon as I can I'm
trying to save up my money they won't
pay me minimum wage stuff or to have
ladies so I have to save up everything
in stores and live on these burritos
that I microwave a couple of them each
day and microwave them like one or two
maybe three of them each day depending
on householder and I usually allow my
stomach to growl hours on end for at
least one meal skipped each day at least
one probably two meals each day usually
it's one of the other most days I rarely
have a third meal at all I rarely even
have a second meal I'm not sure that you
can even count eating one or two
burritos from a freezer like the private
the size of dust in my hand
each burrito I don't even know if you
can count that as a little meal anyway
it's probably a fraction of Amelie
I saw it sad that even yeah situation is
so bad you just have to get video
footage of everything happening around
our environment where everybody gasps
lights ooh and you know that old term
for psychologically manipulating a
situation where the person getting beat
is mate
feel like the reason they're getting
beat instead of 'crazy person's beating
you or someone who's unstable or any
person who is obviously messed up
emotionally enough to beat another
person it's terrible
no one's got to go through that [ __ ] my
entire body like what am I like a
hundred and twenty pounds dudes twice
and I wait anyway it's terrible