so right here I need something for my
sister-in-law
I need basic wear out on your dresser
the right side my mom is walking out
there towards my sister it looks like my
sister's right there there's my dad
talking to my sister my sister's not on
speaking terms with me because her older
brother beats me right in front of her
and she's nervous about that affecting
her marriage in some way or her family
life law it obviously is because he
keeps beating me in the house across the
street from her my older brother
our older brother is an alcoholic who
does not leave this house at any point
and he beats me and he's over twice my
size and she knows and she's real
friendly with them and she's real
unfriendly with me because he does not
like trans women at all as you can see
she's kind of well she doesn't wear
dresses and she doesn't wear makeup but
she's kind of raised to be a tomboy and
she really hates that I came out of the
closet at all
and she really hates that she has to
have any responsibility for children in
that situation or for anyone in the
family she's selfish she's conceited and
I'm getting this on video that's
god-awful that is god-awful that is
repeated beating so it's been a like 6
years now I'm like smaller than half the
size of her brother he's a macho man
beats the crap out of anyone who doesn't
you know anyone he can actually fight he
will fight and I am the most disgusting
mean to him in the world I'm sure that
she kind of has the possibility of Sammy
in the window right now she probably
sees me with a camera for all I know at
this point it's like pathetic but it
looks like they're both going out there
she's going out to eat with Tim it looks
like they're all going out to eat
together and she sees that I'm getting
this home video probably in the
peripherally as she's rice off I bet she
wonders why I'm getting this on camera
it's sad it's really sad I think a big
problem for them is the fact that I have
any facial hair it obviously I don't
have testosterone and now I'm not
getting a sex change I might become I
might get a change to become a Ferrari
that I'm already a social format for
right from general grip
I mean these people are wealthy people
who beat the [ __ ] out of me and refused
to pay me minimum wage I make $100 a
week for cleaning a laundry of at least
four people every week and clean their
house I mean the laundry service alone
would be well over $100 to pay anybody
in are like the world today and my
parents are stuck-up people about this
and they think that I'm going to Helms
like there's a hell are you going to
hell for their financial arrogance in
that situation I mean they brought me in
the world and I'm the only one of four
children that they have no respect for
I'm the only one that I respect because
I'm the only one not ignoring violence
happening to
person in the house repeated acts of
violence
sad sad we don't even have soap in the
house because they refused to go out
myself well of course I got a little bit
of that in the beginning of this video
just now my mom will not do it because
she snuck up at me she doesn't like me
if any of our other kids brought them
that we need soap she would do it in a
hurry she does not like trans people and
I'm the one member of the family that
has psoriasis I have psoriasis on my
whole body but it's really better my
forms right now and hands it's all a
really bad everywhere on my body right
now because it's spring springs it's bad
in spring and but it's not that bad
right I'll be there you got treatment
recently but they're not they're not
probably not gonna keep giving me
treatment because I can't afford it it
cost thousands of thousands of dollars
to get a treatment of the the drug the
dermatologist gives me by injection of
the the doctor's office every several
months or every few months and the
doctors are not nice to me at all
they do not like me being there and I
don't make money like that say the last
time I was recently asked by a doctor
about when I was when I was there about
money and I said I literally make $100 a
week
I literally have six dollars I think on
me at that moment the ones I think I
remember saying I have six dollars if
I'm on right now I don't make any money
and of course they let that slide
because obviously that's terrible and my
dad my employer my dad is my employer my
mom's my employer they employ me to
clean their house I mean my dad was
sitting right in the office right there
being the smuggest most arrogant person
I've ever known i religiously a
religious person who smug and arrogant I
can preach about money
I'm Church about love and caring about
people and
commonality something he totally lacks
deep down inside themselves these people
I forgot to move out I don't make enough
money to get out of here and try my best
and try and open my boutique they're
working on that since 2017 now I have
the inventory now I just had to afford
the rent you get the hell out of here
sad these people are terrible I always
thought I was gonna have a difficult
time coming out of closet but I never
thought I'd have such a difficult time
that sibling an older brother would be
beating me down in front of all of them
and no one doing anything or caring
because they're so conceited at this
point in their lives or pathetic people
dumped me they're pathetic people dumped
me pitiful