that's my older brother who beats me in
this house he's been living here the
past five years beating me down they're
all celebrating his birthday out there
right now this is like a week late his
birthday was a week ago my sister and
her husband are out there with their
children who they allow him to babysit
despite the fact that he beats me he's
over twice my size he's six foot tall
he's a skinhead or something he's like a
military nut job Trump supporter he
loves Donald Trump he loves Mike Pitts
they have hates that I wear dresses and
he beats me down from being trans sir
you know what he thinks needs to be
fixed in society he's an arrogant snob
who beats me and they all love him and
they all condescend towards me and rant
angrily at me when I talk back at him in
their presence they all disagree with me
and they all love him and that's awful
because I'm getting beat down by that
man right in front of him every time
that he beats me except I hate him
yeah you go that way you go that way
next time you lay your hands on me I
will call the cops on you you
Pig
you and disgrace to this family be
it this this whole family is a disgrace
all of you are transphobic religious
bigots snob enablers of violence
conceited people disrespectful to a
trans person who's getting beat down
repeatedly over and over again five
years straight in this house over and
over again while psoriasis is all over
my body bleeding it's stress bleeds I'm
the only one in the family with this
genetic anomaly it's a genetic condition
that you don't understand because you
don't have it put you on freaking gutter
about this because this is awful
you guys are all terrible to me if
you're watching this that's awful of you
awful absolutely awful of all of you
wait what am i doing I need to turn this
camera around
awful absolutely awful absolutely awful
of all of you if you're watching it's
absolutely awful of you
well those point of your lives letting
that happen over and over and over and
over again causing trauma to me waking
up from nightmares from it because I'm
at whose trauma stress disorder from it
now a PTSD from it it's what people have
from war they shouldn't be having that
from living in their house or I'm a
bigot who uses his fist up against my
face like that all the time
you if you think that's okay