Ndihlala ndifumana imifanekiso yomninawa wam
ekhwaza ezantsi ngezinto ezimbi kakhulu
andazi ukuba
uthetha ngantoni malunga nokuba
ndidiniwe ndifumana imifanekiso ngalo lonke ixesha
ndisiva ukuba ndicinga ukuba incede izinyuko zokuqala
ezinesandi ukusukela akukho lula kakhulu
ukuba ndingene kwikhamera xa endibetha
ndiphantse ndamfumana kwikhamera yokugqibela kakuhle
awuzange uphele undibetha cuz
bendinekhamera yiyo lonto ndingazange ndileqe
kwinyanga ephelileyo yandileqa yonke
Indlu ephambi kwabazali bethu kunye
nosisi wakhe ibindala kunam
kunaye inosizi andazi nokuba
kutheni ndizifumana ezi vidiyo
ndidiniwe yile nkunzi ndicinga
ukuba kukuhlekisa nje ukuhlala
kule minyaka mihlanu konke
ndiyazi ukuba ndingu-Astraeus ngamaxesha
apheleleyo imeko yemfuza kwaye kudala ndibuhlungu
okokoko bendikwishumi elivisayo kwaye ndisandula
ukuqala ukufumana unyango
lomculo alunakundivumela unyango
olusekwe kum Inqanaba lomvuzo i-myelin iza ewe ephantsi
Fumana umvuzo uzukisiwe kuyo yonke iligi kuya kuba kuchaza
izandi endibhatalwa ngazo kuyo
yonke indlela yokucoceka emva kwezi zinto zinkulu
kangaka
ungandiwoli abazali bam abandithandi umzalwana
akanakuthanda mntu ngaphandle kwakhe kwaye
lulo isiqingatha uthando uthando andazi ukuba
zeziphi iindawo ezingalunganga
ezenzekileyo andazi ukuba yintoni utata
ngokwasemphefumlweni unengxaki umntakwethu omncinci
uyakukubhengeza ngokupheleleyo impumlo yakho bonke
aba ngabantu ababi apho
ulahlekelwe khona ngoku ngoku ' m
kunyango lwe-psoriasis
kutheni ndihamba ngaphandle kwenyanga okanye enye
into malunga nokufumana unyango lwam olulandelayo
kwiiveki ezimbalwa ke
ndigqibile ngale nkunzi yenkomo le
yiminyaka emihlanu yokubethwa
ndiphume ikhabethe elifana neminyaka emibini
phambi kwaloo ngxolo ngathi zonke iinyembezi
phambi kokuba umama eze kuTom wandibetha
okokuqala ke kwiveki yokuqala yakhe
ehlala ekhaya ke
ayinamsebenzi akahlawuli rent
unengxaki yokuzimba iMount
Everest inemicimbi enzulu kwaye ndiyiyo
ndenzakalisa ubomi ayisiyiyo yonke
le ndlela ngelixesha abamelwane abazizidenge phantsi kwe shit kodwa andisathandi
namnye waba bantu
ndisafuna nje ukuhambisa andithandi naluphi
na usapho olungqongileyo kum
bonke banobuhanahanisi benkolo.
Ndifumana nje ividiyo endiphendula
ngayo nge-bullshit yakhe yimbongolo
andazi nokuba
ubenjani ukumbombozela kuye okanye into kaThixo ke
yena uhlala egweba yonke into
kumabonakude njengayo yonke into ayenzayo
ukugweba nokuhleka kunye nesidenge
Kuwe ufana nento engekhoyo
kwaye uhlala kule ndlu iminyaka
emihlanu engenzi nto bekukude kakhulu
uzilolongele yena
akasandoyisanga wandibetha phantsi ngaba
abaqhele ukucinga ukuba ebesenza
kule minyaka mihlanu idlulileyo kwaye akukho namnye kolu
sapho onika ikoyiki malunga nayo ngokoyikekayo
nokuba kuyintoni na okushicilelwe