I just keep getting footage of my older
brother
shouting downstairs for really terrible
things I don't know what he's even
talking about something about I'm just
tired I'm getting footage every time I
hear that I think it helped first sound
stairs since it's not very easy for me
to get on camera when he's beating me I
almost got her on camera last well you
didn't end up beating me cuz I had a
camera that's why I didn't chase me down
last month chased me all through the
house in front of our parents and her
sister it was older than me over than
him that's pathetic I don't even know
why I'm getting these videos anymore I'm
just tired of the [ __ ] I suppose
it's just ridiculous to be living to
this five years for all just about know
I'm Astraeus is this entire times a
genetic condition and been so long sad
since I was a teenager and I've only
recently started getting treatment for
music wouldn't allow me treatment based
on my income level myelin comes low yeah
get paid honored all the league it'd be
telling the sounds I get paid on it all
the way to clean up after these bigots
so don't hug me
my parents don't love me brother can't
love anyone except himself and even
that's a half assed love I don't know
what's wrong places
this happen I don't know what's father
emotionally she's got problems my little
brother will announce L completely your
nose these are all bad people where you
lose out of here now that I'm on
treatment for psoriasis
why me moving out like in a month or
something about to get my next treatment
for it in a couple weeks so I'm done
with this [ __ ] this is [ __ ] it's
been five years of getting beat down I
came out of the closet like two years
before that sound like all the tears
before mom came over Tom beat me the
first time then the first week of him
living at home then it doesn't have a
job doesn't pay rent he's got an ego
problem digger the Mount Everest
he has got serious issues and I'm
traumatized the life not all the way at
this point dumb neighbors under [ __ ] but
I don't like any of these people anymore
I just want to move I don't like any of
the family around me they're all bigots
are all religious hypocrites
I'm just getting video of me reacting
his [ __ ] he is an [ __ ]
I don't even know what he's been like
mumbling to himself or something God so
he's constantly judging everything on
television like whole that he's doing is
judging and laughing and dumb [ __ ] up to
you he it's like what the [ __ ] wrong
and he's been living in this house for
five years doing nothing was long well
he exercised he's gone hasn't beaten me
down beating me down is they don't
normally think that he's been doing the
past five years and no one in this
family gives a [ __ ] about it awful
terrible whatever is on press