Ngikumthamo wami wokuqala
weSolara sengizoba sesilinganisweni sami sesibili
sikaSolara
futhi bengilokhu ngibhekene ne-
psoriasis embi emzimbeni wami wonke oza
cishe ngaphezu kuka-95% womzimba wami selokhu ngangikhona
futhi ngicabanga yayizungeze i-17 ngenkathi
iqala yayikhona yonke indawo emzimbeni wami
cishe ngesikhathi ngineminyaka engu-20 noma kunjalo
futhi ngihlunga isifo samathambo eminweni yami
lapho ngangineminyaka engu-19 noma engama-20 futhi ngizoba ngama
-32 emasontweni ambalwa ngenyanga kusukela manje
bengikwenza iminyaka
bese izipikili iminwe yami imibhede yami yezinzipho
yonke iphakanyisiwe lezi zipikili azimbi kangako ukuthi
zingancipha phansi bekuvame ukuba
phakathi nayo yonke iminyaka lapho
iminwe yami eminingi yaphuka kusuka
kuzipikili zamathambo e-psoriatic ivele
iphuke bese uhlehla kancane kancane
bese uhlehla futhi kahle kaningi
ngenza lokhu ngokujula lapho
wazi nje ukuthi ubukeka kanjani lokhu
izandla zami lapha esinye isandla sami izipikili
izeluleko ze-Swan zeminwe yami azikwazi
ukugoba iminwe yami emuva kahle kakhulu futhi noma iyiphi
ingxenye yayo yonke i Se
nezandla zami zimane nje ziyisiphithiphithi
angazi zathi izinyawo zami ngokunjalo zami ziyafika
futhi zihambe ngamadolo ami womabili amadolo ami
abe nokuncane nokuncane kakhulu kuwo
izinyawo zami namaqakala nezinzwane lokhu konke
kuyi-psoriasis ebusweni bami uma sekuyimithambo
ebonakalayo manje angazi
isilinganiso sokuqala slaw kungenzeka ukuthi
baye baquleka vele angazi
ubuso bubukeka bungcono kunezinye izingxenye
kufana nokuthi oh isifuba sami silume ukubamba izingalo futhi
sibuyele emuva kuyo yonke indawo kuphelile
imilenze yami yonke indawo yonke indawo yonke
indawo mhlawumbe kubi impela ezindlebeni zami
njengamanje namanje bese
uyageza ngemuva kokuba le vidiyo isiqediwe ngakho-ke i-psoriatic
oh yebo nje i-psoriasis ngokujwayelekile nje
izindlebe zami zivala izindlebe zami njengesikhumba esifile
kuso siyakha futhi ngivale izindlebe zami
kuye kwadingeka ngiye kudokotela
ukuze ngihlanze okungenani kanye ngonyaka
kwesinye isikhathi ngicabanga ukuthi kabili
ngonyaka yiminyaka yami bobabili
bavinjelwe ngokuphelele angikwazi ukuzwa
noma yikuphi okuhlukile
azikhombisi izibungu eziningi
kuyesabeka futhi thi Akukubi uma kuqhathaniswa
nayo yonke iminyaka kuphuma igazi
kuyo yonke indawo
akubukeki kahle ukuthi akukubi ngokwanele njengamanje
ukuphuma igazi kepha sekuyiminyaka yokuhlukumezeka ngenxa
yalokhu kuphuma kwegazi futhi wopha
ngenxa yokuxinwa ngabantu abanjengomfowethu
omdala ongishaya
umndeni wakhe ongizungezile ongenandaba
nakho kodwa okwenzekayo futhi konke lokho
kuyingcindezi okwenza isikhumba sami siphume igazi
kuyo yonke indawo ebengisakwenzeka kuze kube
mhlawumbe cishe inyanga edlule lapho ngithola khona i-
aura yami yokuqala enobutha
isonto noma amabili ngemuva kokuba ngiqale lokho okokuqala
okuqale ukufiphala
ekugcineni ebengikwazi ukuthi bekungeke kube
isikhathi eside kakhulu nangesikhathi sakhe sokugcina nganginingi eSolara
emuva ku-2014 kuthathe kuphela cishe inyanga
cishe akunjalo kangako ukuthi
inyamalale ngokuphelele kumthamo wokuqala
wamanje ngiyinto kuphela
eyake yasebenza
ukushuka ukuphela kwento eyodwa
yokuthi wayezobuya noma ngabe ngiyitholile
ngokuphelele njengaleli ehlobo elidlule lapho
ngikhishwe eSun f noma ama-5 ethu mhlawumbe
amahora usuku ngalunye ngihlezi eLangeni
ngicishe ngazishisa kuwo
yize ngingashisi kalula ukuthi
amahora amahlanu akulona ilanga
ukukhanya kwelanga kubi kusha abantu abaningi
bakwenza lokho nsuku zonke kuleli hlobo
njengokungenani isigamu sehlobo futhi
ngasekupheleni kwehlobo cishe
sekususwe ngokuphelele ngesikhathi ibhola
liqhamuka ngicabanga ukuthi imizamo ibiphinde yaphela
emzimbeni wami futhi kungakapheli
amasonto amathathu ngiqinisekile ukuthi bekungamasonto amathathu
noma ngaphansi bekungaba yisigamu senyanga
mhlawumbe ngaphambi kokuthi konke kuhambe kwabuya ngakho
ukushuka akuzange kusebenze futhi ngakho
angazi ukuthi lokhu kunjalo kodwa yilokho impilo yami
ekuhambeni
nokuzama ukukhombisa imilenze yami kodwa ibhulukwe lami livulekile
futhi ' uhlobo lokuvimbela noma
imuphi wemivimbo emilenzeni yami
into eyodwa enhle mayelana
nokukhulula izinto ezingekho nhlobo esitolo
okwamanje yisikhathi uma bekungaba kamuva
manje kunguDisemba manje futhi uma
kukhona kamuva lapho yayise-onstage
stellaris noma iqala ukuba ku-s
ilora bengizobanda kakhulu bese ngopha
yonke indawo kusuka
esimweni sezulu esibandayo isimo sezulu
esiqandisa ngempela lapho kukhona ama-trisys okuzwakala
sengathi kubanda okungenani ngama-degree angama-20
kunalokho empeleni kuyisimo sezulu
noma ngabe kuyashisa noma kubanda
ngakho uma kungaphansi kwezinga-qhwa kuma-20s noma
okuthile kuzwakala sengathi kumayelana nezinga
lama-zero ngikhumbula nje ukujwayela
ukuya kudokotela nje kuphela nokuthi kufanele
ngibakhombise ikhanda lami lomzimba kuzwane futhi yilokho
engikuphethe kakhulu Eminyakeni embalwa edlule
ngoba odokotela balokhu bengenqaba ukuze ngithole
ukwelashwa ngokususelwa ezingeni engihola
ngalo okucishe kube yikhulu lethu
kungamadola ayikhulu ngeviki lapho
umndeni wami wawusuka ezikhwameni njengombono wokuthi angisebenzeli
bona bahlanze
ngakho izinyawo zami zehla imilenze yami beyiyimbi
kabi impela
ngifana nokubuka esithombeni abasemehlweni
ami njengamanje ngifana yebo
lokho kungumzwelo wami lapho
ukuqaphela ngesizotha ukuthi
isimo sami sempilo sibi kanjani impilo kanye
nomndeni wami ubulokhu ubheke kimi ngakho
konke bangabantu abahlukumezayo
abantu abanobugovu isimo esingcono
okulungile yena uphathwa nje
indodana yesivunguvungu yathi lokho kwathatha isikhathi eside ukuthi zilunge
futhi yize ngingenayo neholo elithile
angazi uma ngiyiqonda
ngiyayiqonda kukhona noma yimiphi
imisebenzi yami engakafiki engicabanga ukuthi ngizovele ngithathe
lokhu kwabambalwa abalandelayo owaziyo iminyaka noma
okuthile ubone ukuthi kwenzekani ngayo
ngethemba lokuthi iyaqhubeka nokusebenza