Ndikumthamo wam wokuqala weSolara
ndiza kuba kwinqanaba lam lesibini
likaSolara
kwaye bendisebenza nge-
psoriasis embi emzimbeni wam wonke uza
mhlawumbi ngaphezulu kwe-95% yomzimba wam okoko bendinjalo
kwaye ndicinga ukuba yayijikeleze i-17 xa
yayiqala yayikuyo yonke indawo emzimbeni wam
mhlawumbi malunga ne-20 okanye njalo
kwaye ndilungisa isifo samathambo eminweni yam nge
-19 okanye i-20 kwaye ndiza kuba ngama
-32 kwiiveki ezimbalwa ngenyanga ukusukela ngoku
bendisenza njalo iminyaka
emva koko iinzipho zeminwe yam iibhedi zam zenzipho
zonke ziphakanyisiwe ezi zikhonkwane azikho
mbi ukuzithoba phantsi zihlala zinjalo
kuyo yonke iminyaka uninzi
lwenzipho zam zaphulwa
kwizikhonkwane ze-psoriatic arthritis
kwaye ndibuyele umva ngokuyinxalenye
kwaye ndibuye ndiphinde ndihle kwakhona
ndenza nje oku kubunzulu apho
uyazi bonisa nje ukuba injani na
izandla zam apha esinye isandla sam izipikili
iingcebiso ze-Swan zeminwe
yam azinakugobeka iminwe yam emva kakuhle kwaye nayiphi na
inxalenye yayo iyonke se
kwaye izandla zam zingumdaka nje
andazi zathi iinyawo zam ngokunjalo zam ziza
kwaye zihamba ngamadolo omabini amadolo am abe
nincinci kwaye incinci kubo
iinyawo zam namaqatha neenzwane konke oku
kukhwekhwe ebusweni bam ukuba imithambo
iyabonakala kwakhona andazi
idosi yokuqala yesaladi inokuba baye
benza isiqaqa sele ndingazi
ubuso bujongeka ngcono kunezinye iindawo
kufana oh isifuba sam siluma ukubamba iingalo kwaye
sibuyele kuyo yonke indawo kuphelile
imilenze yam kuyo yonke indawo naphina kuyo yonke indawo
kusenokwenzeka ukuba zimbi ezindlebeni zam
okwangoku kwaye uyahlamba
emva kokuba le vidiyo yenziwe ukuze i-psoriatic
oh ewe i-psoriasis ngokubanzi nje
ziindlebe zam zivala iindlebe zam njengolusu
olufileyo kuyo luyakha kwaye ndizivale
iindlebe zam kuye kwafuneka ndiye kugqirha
ukuze ndiyicoce ubuncinci kube kanye ngonyaka
ngamanye amaxesha ndicinga ukuba kabini
ngonyaka yiminyaka yam bobabini bavaliwe
ngokupheleleyo ayikhombisi
maninzi
amatyeli ayingozi kwaye thi Akukubi xa kuthelekiswa
nayo yonke iminyaka isopha
kuyo yonke indawo ayijongi kakuhle
ayisiyonto imbi ngokwaneleyo ngoku ukuba
wophe kodwa ibiyiminyaka
yomothuko ophuma kolo gazi kwaye wopha ngenxa
yoxinzelelo kubantu abanjengomkhuluwa wam
Ondibetha usapho lwam olujikelezileyo
olungakhathaliyo kodwa luyenzeka kwaye konke oko
luxinzelelo olwenza ukuba ulusu lwam luphume igazi
kuyo yonke indawo bendisenzekile de kube
kungangenyanga edlulileyo xa
bendifumana i-aura yam yokuqala enobutshaba.
Iveki okanye ezimbini emva kokuba ndiqalisile ukwenza into
yokuqala eyaqala ukuphela
ekugqibeleni endandisazi ukuba ayizukuthatha
ixesha elide kunye nexesha lakhe lokugqibela ndandininzi eSolara
emva ngo-2014 kwathatha kuphela inyanga
mhlawumbi hayi
Ukunyamalala ngokupheleleyo kumthamo wokuqala
wokuhlala ndiyiyo kuphela
into eyake yasebenza
ukushuka yayiyeyona ndlela inye
yokuba wayeza kubuya nokuba
ndiyifumene njengale yehlobo
liphelileyo xa ndiphume elangeni f okanye zethu ezi-5 mhlawumbi
iiyure suku ngalunye ndihleli nje eLangeni
ndiphantse ndazitshisa kulo
nangona ndingatshisi ngokulula ukuba
iiyure ezintlanu alikhanyiswanga lilanga ngqo
zitshisile abantu
abaninzi mihla le ehlotyeni
njenge ubuncinci isiqingatha sehlobo kwaye
ngasekupheleni kwehlobo phantse
icocwe ngokupheleleyo ngexesha lokufika kwebhola
ndicinga ukuba ukuhamba kwakuphelele
emzimbeni wam kwakhona kwisithuba esingaphantsi
kweeveki ezintathu ndiqinisekile ukuba yayiziiveki ezintathu
okanye ngaphantsi bekuse malunga nesiqingatha senyanga
mhlawumbi ngaphambi kokuba yonke into ibuye emva koko
ukushuka akusebenzanga nako ke
andazi ukuba yile nto kodwa yile nto ubomi bam buhamba ngayo
kwaye ndizama ukubonisa imilenze yam kodwa iblukhwe yam
ivuliwe kwaye ' uhlobo lokuthintela nabani
na wemivumbo emilenzeni yam into elungileyo
malunga nolunye ukhulule ngokwenene
izinto ezingafunekiyo kwivenkile
ngoku lixesha ukuba bekungoku emva kwexesha
ngoku kungoDisemba ngoku kwaye ukuba
kukho nayiphi na kamva xa yayikwisiqendu
sestellaris okanye ukuqala ukuba kwi-s ilora bendiya kubanda
kakhulu kwaye ndopha kuyo
yonke indawo ukusuka
kwimozulu
ebandayo eyona ndawo iqabileyo apho kukho into ekuthiwa
yi-20 degrees ibanda
kunokuba injalo nokuba injani na imozulu
nokuba iyatshisa okanye kuyabanda
ke ukuba kungaphantsi kokuqhaqhazelisa ii-20s okanye
into evakalayo ngathi imalunga neziro
degrees ndikhumbula
nje ukuba ndiqhele ukuya kwagqirha kwaye
kufuneka ndibabonise umzimba wam entloko to toe kwaye yile
nto ingaphezulu Kule minyaka imbalwa idlulileyo
kuba oogqirha baqhubeka bengandifuni ngenxa
yonyango ngokusekwe kumgangatho wam wengeniso
omalunga nekhulu lethu
ikhulu leedola ngeveki xa
usapho lwam lwaluselusapho njengoluvo
lokuba ndingabasebenzeli ukuba bacoce
ukuze iinyawo zam zehle. Imilenze yam
ibidla ngokubi nyani ndifana
nje nokujonga emfanekisweni
basemehlweni am ngoku ndinje ngokuba
ewe yimvakalelo yam yalapho
ukuqondwa ngokuthozamileyo
kweemeko zempilo yam Impilo
usapho lwam belusondele kum
ngayo bonke abantu bayabaphatha gadalala abantu
abazingcayo ngabantu abangcono imeko
ilungile yena uphathwa nje ngoqhwithela
unyana uthe oko kwathatha ixesha elide ukuba zilunge
kwaye ngaphandle kwenqanaba lomvuzo wam
andazi xa ndiyayiqonda
ndiyayiqonda ukuba ikhona na imisebenzi yam
endiyenzileyo ndiyaqikelela ukuba ndiza kuyithatha
le mbalwa izayo uyazi iminyaka okanye
into ibone ukuba kwenzeka ntoni ngayo
ngethemba lokuba iyaqhubeka isebenza