Ndili pa mulingo wanga woyamba wa Solara
ndatsala pang'ono kukhala pamlingo wanga wachiwiri wa Solara
ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi
psoriasis yoyipa mthupi langa lonse ikubwera
mwina 95% ya thupi langa kuyambira ndili
ndipo ndikuganiza anali pafupi zaka 17 pomwe
idayamba inali paliponse pathupi langa
mwina nthawi yomwe ndinali 20 kapena
apo ndikusintha nyamakazi m'zala zanga
panthawi yomwe ndinali 19 kapena 20
ndikukhala 32 m'masabata angapo pamwezi kuchokera pano
akhala akuchita izi kwazaka zambiri
ndiye misomali zala zanga zikhadabo zanga
zonse zakwezedwa mmwamba misomali iyi siyomwe ili
yoyipa kuti igwetse pansi momwe yakhalira
mzaka zonse zomwe
zikhadabo zanga zambiri zidathyoledwa kuchokera ku
misomali yamatenda a psoriatic zimangoduka
ndikugubuduziranso pang'ono kenako ndikumadzipanganso nthawi zonse
ndikungochita izi mozama uko
mukudziwa tangowonetsani momwe izi zikuwonekera ngati
manja anga apa dzanja langa lina misomali
nsonga za Mbalame ya Chinsansa ya zala zanga sizingakomere kwenikweni
zala zanga bwino kwambiri ndipo
gawo lililonse la izo Se
ndi manja anga akungokhala chisokonezo
sindikudziwa anati mapazi anga komanso anga amabwera
ndikupita m'maondo anga mawondo anga onse
anali ndi pang'ono komanso pang'ono pathu
mapazi anga ndi akakolo ndi zala zanga izi zonse ndi
psoriasis pankhope panga ngati mitsempha
ikuwonekeranso sindikudziwa
koyambirira koyipa mwina
akanakhala atakomoka kale sindikudziwa
nkhope ikuwoneka bwino kuposa ziwalo zina zili
ngati o chifuwa changa chinaluma manja
ndikubwerera ponseponse zatha.
miyendo yanga paliponse paliponse paliponse
pakadali pano pangakhale poyipa kwambiri
ndipo mumasamba
mukamaliza kanemayo kotero psoriatic
oh inde psoriasis ambiri amangokhala
makutu anga amatseka makutu anga ngati khungu lakufa
pamenepo ndipo ndimatseka makutu
anga ndimayenera kupita kwa dokotala tsiku lililonse
kuti akatsukidwe kamodzi pachaka
nthawi zina ndimaganiza kawiri
pachaka ndi zaka zanga ndi
onse otsekeka sindimatha
kumva chilichonse sizinatchule
nthata zambiri
zoyipa komanso izi s siyabwino poyerekeza
ndi zaka zonse zomwe imatuluka magazi
kulikonse
siyowoneka bwino siyabwino kwenikweni pakadali pano
kutuluka magazi koma zakhala zaka zowawa
chifukwa chakutaya magazi ndikutuluka magazi chifukwa
chapanikizika ndi anthu ngati mchimwene wanga
wamkulu yemwe amandimenya
banja lake pafupi nane yemwe sasamala
za izo koma zimachitika ndipo zonsezi
ndizopanikiza zomwe zimapangitsa khungu langa kutuluka magazi
kulikonse komwe ndimachitabe mpaka
mwina pafupifupi mwezi wapitawu pomwe
ndidapeza aura yanga yoyipa kwambiri inali pafupi
sabata kapena awiri
nditayamba kuchita zomwe zimayamba kuzimiririka pamapeto pake
zomwe ndimadziwa kuti sizikhala
zazitali ndi nthawi yake yomaliza yomwe ndimakhala kwambiri pa
Solara ku 2014 zidangotenga pafupifupi mwezi
mwina osatenga nthawi yayitali kuti
zitheke kwathunthu
pamiyeso yoyamba akadali ndiye chinthu chokha
chomwe chinagwirapo ntchito
pofufuta ndi njira yokhayo
yomwe angabwerere ngakhale nditazipeza
kwathunthu ngati chilimwe chathachi pomwe
ndidatuluka mu Sun f kapena athu 5 mwina
maola tsiku lililonse ndimangokhala ku Dzuwa
pafupifupi ndikudziwotcha ndekha chifukwa
ngakhale sindikuwotcha mosavuta kuti
maola asanu kulibe dzuwa lowala
bwino dzuwa limawotcha anthu ambiri
amachita izi tsiku lililonse chilimwechi kwa
monga osachepera theka la chilimwe ndipo
kumapeto kwa chilimwe amakhala
atakonzedwa bwino nthawi yomwe mpira unabwera
ndimaganiza kuti zikuyenda kwathunthu
pathupi langa pasanathe
milungu itatu ndikutsimikiza kuti anali milungu itatu
kapena yocheperako zinali pafupi theka la mwezi
mwina zonse zisanabwerere kotero
kusalanso sikunagwirenso ntchito kotero
sindikudziwa izi koma ndi zomwe moyo wanga
ukupita
ndikuyesera kuwonetsa miyendo yanga koma mathalauza anga ali
pa ine ' Ndikufuna kulepheretsa aliyense wa
inu mikwingwirima ya miyendo yanga
chinthu chimodzi chabwino chokhudza chimodzi mwazomwe zithandizira
kuthetseratu zinthu zomwe zasungidwa
pakadali pano ndi nthawi ngati ikadakhala nthawi ina
pakadali pano ndi Disembala pompano ndipo ngati
pali ina iliyonse pambuyo pake anali onstage
stellaris kapena kuyamba kukhala pa s ilora
ndikadakhala ndikuzizira koopsa ndikutuluka magazi
ponseponse kuchokera ku
nyengo yozizira nyengo yozizira
kwambiri komwe kuli ma trisys kuti azimva
ngati kuti ndi ozizira kuposa madigiri 20
kuposa momwe zilili
nyengo iliyonse ngakhale ikatentha kapena kuzizira
kotero ngati kuli kozizira kwambiri mzaka za m'ma 20 kapena
china chake kumangokhala ngati kuli madigiri a ziro
ndimangokumbukira kuzolowera kupita kuchipatala ndikuti
ndiwawonetse thupi langa kumiyendo ndipo
ndizomwe ndili nazo Zaka zingapo zapitazi
chifukwa madotolo akundikana kuti ndikalandire
chithandizo kutengera momwe ndimapezera ndalama
zomwe ndi pafupifupi zana lathu
ndimadola zana pa sabata pomwe
banja langa limachokera ku zikwama kuti lingogwirira
ntchito kuti ayeretse
Miyendo yanga
idakhala yoopsa kwenikweni
ndikungokhala ngati ndikuyang'ana pachithunzipa omwe
ali m'maso mwanga pompano ndili ngati
eya ndikumva kwanga pomwepo
kuzindikira pang'ono modetsa nkhawa za
thanzi langa akhala ndi thanzi
banja langa lakhala likundifunsa za
izi onse ndi mawu onyoza
anthu odzikonda zinthu zili
bwino zomwe akungowonongedwa ndi mphepo yamkuntho
mwana adati zatenga nthawi kuti zitheke
ndipo ngakhale ndili ndi ndalama zambiri
sindikudziwa ndikazimvetsetsa
ndimazimvetsa kuti ntchito zanga zonse zikadali
pano ndikuganiza ndikungotenga
izi kwa ochepa omwe mukudziwa zaka kapena
china chake muwone zomwe zimachitika
ndikuyembekeza kuti ikugwirabe ntchito