ama-siren ahamba ngemuva ngemuva
kwenye indawo eyenzekayo
futhi lokhu kuyi-psoriasis emzimbeni wami
wonke indlela akuyona ukuthi ngangisemusha ngineminyaka engama-31
ubudala kuyisimo sezakhi zofuzo umamekazi ayenaso
ngaphambi kokuba ashone
mhlawumbe ngizofa noma kusuka ekusukeni
ukuyelapha noma ngizovele ngife kuyo kubanda
abantu abangama-400 ngonyaka sinamathele ebumpofini
ngokuvamile ngicabanga ukuthi O kufa minyaka yonke
akukuningi nje akusilo usizo oluningi
laphaya ngoba yebo yonke indawo
emzimbeni wami imboza cishe i-99%
yomzimba wami
uma nje ungafunga ukuthi i-yatta arthritis eminweni yami
njengoba ubona ezinzwaneni nasemibhedeni yami yezipikili
konke kuxakekile kusuka endabeni ephuma kwisifo
samathambo kuyingxenye yofuzo olufanayo lwe-
psoriasis Nginakho
kubi kakhulu konke kuvuvukele hhayi nje emunweni wami
kwesinye isikhathi amadolo ami akukubi
kakhulu njengamanje ezindabeni zami kodwa kuzinzwani
zami emaqakaleni kungenzeka kube semhlane wami
angazi nginenkinga yangemuva ngakho kungahle kube
kumgogodla wami ngisho ukuthi nginenkinga yangemuva
ebivele ingemuva nomgogodla wami ngakho-
ke kungahle kuthuthuke emgogodleni wami
futhi kuphuma igazi
isikhathi esiningi
uSekar edlala umculo obukhoma eshaya
ngihleli eSun amahora amaningi
namuhla ngaphambi kokuba ihlobo
liphele uyazi ukuthi ihlobo lizophela kungekudala ngakho-ke
lezi izinsuku zokugcina ukufudumala
kwehlobo kushiye ehlala esengcupheni
futhi elunywa izinyosi la ngaphandle
kwesikhumba sami kunegazi elincane
kimi njengamanje ngiqonde ukuthi ngigeze izolo ngakho
ukopha akukwenzeki njengamanje kepha
lokhu kuphakathi nobusika
ubaba ubengopha njalo
ngemuva kwamahora ayisithupha ngigezile kungakapheli amahora
ayisithupha ngigezile ngangizophinde ngopha futhi
uyazi phakathi nobusika
ikakhulukazi ngoba isikhumba sami silokhu
somile nje nesimo sezulu sithinta lokho
kubi
angazi ukuthi ngenzeni ngaphandle
kokuthunga Imisebe ye-UV ingalapha isikhumba bese i-
melanoma kungenzeka isize kuleyo ndoda
ikhulume nale ntokazi izolo ebusuku uh
uthe umngani wayo ubulawe yi-melanoma
futhi ubenjengo-30s kuphela ngicabanga ukuthi
ithi kubi kabi Impilo
yokuphila yinto nje yofuzo
abantu abazalwa benayo kwesinye
isikhathi kwesinye isikhathi isifo samathambo isifo
samathambo esivela kuso sibi kakhulu angikwazi
ukuhamba amadolo ami avuvuke kunzima
ukuvula izinto ngezinzipho zami ngendlela
eziyiyo kuyethusa kakhulu
futhi umndeni wami awunandaba
bangabantu abanobugovu ngempela baziphathisa
okwezinunu kumuntu bangihlukumeza futhi
lokho kubangela ukuthi lisabalale
bayangihlukumeza lisakazeka emzimbeni wami wonke futhi njengoba
ubona ukuthi ngiyaliklwebha ngoba
liluma yonke indawo
kuzwakala kakhulu ngaso sonke isikhathi
kuhlale kulunywa njalo ngihamba
ngicindezelekile kusha
igazi futhi kunwaya kakhulu futhi kubonakala
sengathi izintuthwane zomlilo zingilwa nami
yonke indawo futhi kunjengeziswebhu
ezikhanyisa isikhumba sami yonke indawo futhi
kubi kakhulu ngibe nalokhu kusukela
ngisemusha ngiqonde ukuthi kwavela futhi
ngangisemusha ngineminyaka engu-31 manje senginayo
cishe iminyaka eyi-14 manje ngicabanga ukuthi
kubi lokho