iialarm ziyahamba ngasemva
kwenye indawo eyenzekayo
kwaye le yi-psoriasis emzimbeni wam
wonke indlela ayingoba ndandikwishumi elivisayo ndineminyaka
engama-31
ubudala yimeko yemfuza awayenayo umakazi
phambi kokuba
asweleke ndiza kufa nokuba kukususa
ukuyiphatha okanye ndiza kufa nje kuyo kubanda
abantu abangama-400 ngonyaka sihleli kwintlupheko
ngesiqhelo ndicinga ukuba Ookufa minyaka le
ayisiyo kakhulu ayisiyo
luncedo oluninzi phaya kuyo ewe Kuyo yonke indawo
emzimbeni wam igubungela ngathi i-99%
yomzimba wam
malunga
nokuba ufunge i-yatta arthritis kwiminwe yam
njengoko ubona kwizikhonkwane kunye neebhedi zam zezikhonkwane
zonke ziphazamisekile ukusuka kwibali eliphuma
kwisifo samathambo liyinxalenye yemfuza efanayo ye-
psoriasis. Ndinako
kubi konke kudumbile hayi nje emnweni wam
ngamanye amaxesha ngamadolo am akubi kakhulu
ngoku kwiindaba zam kodwa kukwinzwane
zam iinyawo zam kusenokwenzeka ukuba kumqolo wam
andazi ukuba ndinomqolo emva isenokuba
kumqolo wam ndithetha ukuba
ndinomqolo wangasemva wangaphambili kunye nomqolo wam
kungangokuba ikhula kumqolo wam
kwaye iyopha
ixesha elininzi
uSekar esiya kumculo ophilayo engxolayo
ndihleli elangeni iiyure ezininzi
namhlanje ngaphambi kokuba ihlobo liphele uyazi ukuba ihlobo
liza kudlula kungekudala
yile mihla yokugqibela Kushushu
ihlobo kushiyekile ukuba
semngciphekweni kwakhona ulunywa ziinyosi apha ngaphandle kwesikhumba sam
kukho igazi elincinci kum
ngoku ndithetha ukuba ndihlambile izolo oko
ukuphuma kwegazi akwenzeki ngoku kodwa
oku kuphakathi kobusika
utata ebezokopha rhoqo
Iiyure ezintandathu emva kokuba ndihlambile ngaphakathi kweeyure ezintandathu
zokuhlamba bendizophinda ndiphinde ndiphinde
uyazi phakathi ebusika
ingakumbi kuba ulusu lwam luhlala
lomile kwaye imozulu iyayichaphazela
into eyoyikekayo
andazi ukuba ndenzeni ngaphandle
kokutshisa Imitha ye-UV inokunyanga ulusu kwaye i-
melanoma isenokunceda kule ndoda
yathetha nenenekazi phezolo u-uh uthe
umhlobo wakhe usweleke ngenxa ye-melanoma kwaye
wayefana ne-30s yakhe
ndicinga ukuba iyothusa. Ubomi
bokuphila yinto nje yemfuza abantu
bazalwa benayo ngamanye amaxesha ngamanye
amaxesha isifo samathambo isifo
samathambo esivela kuso sibi kakhulu kunzima
ukuhamba amadolo am adumbe kunzima
ukuvula izinto ngezikhonkwane zam ngendlela
eziyiyo kuyothusa
kwaye Usapho lwam alukhathali
bangabantu abazicingela bodwa
baziphathisa okwempundu emntwini bandixhaphaza kwaye
lonto ibangela ukuba isasazeke
bayandihlukumeza isasazeka kuwo wonke umzimba wam kwaye njengoko
ubona ndiyayikrwela kuba
irhawuzelela yonke indawo
Iziva ngathi iyarhawuza ngalo lonke ixesha
ihlala irhawuzelela rhoqo ndixinekile
nditshisa
igazi kwaye irhawuzelela ngakumbi kwaye
ingathi iimbovane zomlilo zilwa nam
kuyo yonke indawo kwaye ingathi zizabhokhwe
ezidanyaza ulusu lwam kuyo yonke indawo kwaye
kuyothusa kakhulu bendinayo lento ukusukela ngoku
ndandikwishumi elivisayo ndiyathetha ukuba ibonakalisiwe kwaye
bendikwishumi elivisayo ndina-31 ngoku
ndinayo phantse iminyaka eyi-14 ngoku ndicinga
ukuba yoyikeka