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Oh
that was downstairs my sister and her
husband are hanging out with my parents
and my older brother beats me they all
know about this violence he repeatedly
has donned the last four years since he
knew Tom he beats me when I'm in drag I
got enough fire to my sister or like a
verbal argument a really bad dribble
fight that's her like a week ago about
her ignore aunt and she doesn't believe
it's wrong Berta Noura she lives right
across the street her husband is still
mad maybe as I had a panic attack after
the fights that even me all the the
verbal fights was my water brother and
the physical beatings from him but she
he fights anyone he verbally goes off on
anyone but he especially doesn't like me
and he's especially uncomfortable around
transgender people and psoriasis covers
my body this is all psoriasis it's read
on my body bleeds daily bleeds and it
burns it feels like fire ants all over
my body when I'm stressed out or when
I'm doing harass or like you know when
I'm getting beaten down by a man who's
over twice myself so they're all down
there in the living room hanging out
laughing having a good time they all
know that he beats me they all know that
he beats me they all know that he goes
off crazy in fact they all kind of go
off crazy
they all do they all verbally go crazy
at me very easily it's a pecking order
this whole family is like a pecking
order and I'm at the bottom of the
pecking
constantly getting eat up beaten
harassed or bullied I mean whatever it's
always something terrible and they all
know that it physically effects
psoriasis on my body constantly burning
and it bleeds daily I mean this is
terrible and they just come over they
live right across the street
they've never provided me an ability to
get away from him and that's a problem
just be a problem and I've been quiet
for so long without because I'm afraid
and their thumbs that are laughing right
now like [ __ ] I hate this I'm just
not going to be with my family after
amount of here I try going forward to
leave I'm not an annuity beats me he
never apologizes and he's a piece of
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