Ngibheka isikhumba sami phansi kwami i-
psoriasis evela esikhunjeni sami - - konke lokhu kuyi-
psoriasis enqwabelene phansi
yesikhumba sami ezifundazweni eziyisishiyagalolunye ezedlule kusukela
eminyakeni emihlanu edlule okungenani
osebenza naye noma okunye kwalokhu
kuyileyo minyaka eyisithupha uma kunjalo mhlawumbe eminyakeni eyisithupha eyedlule ngisho
ngoba ngihlehlisile ukuhlanza leli
gumbi ngempela - lezi zingxenye zaleli gumbi
ngiye ngaliyeka ukuhlanza kuyaqabukela futhi alilikhulu kangako
ikamelo lokulala kepha liyikamelo lokulala elincane kepha
empeleni ligcwele konke lokhu isihlabathi esivela
kimi lesi sihlabathi sesikhumba sami kumane nje
yonke indawo phansi manje ngiqonde ukuthi
kungaba lula ukumboza umzimba wami wonke
amahlandla amaningi ngikhuluma kakhulu
kusukela onyakeni omusha mhlawumbe
ukuhlanzwa ekugcineni kwegumbi lokungaze ngikuvumele kuthole
lokhu ukubheja futhi maqondana nokuhlanzwa okuthintekayo
kungikhungathekise impela bengingashadile kuyo yonke le
minyaka bengicindezeleke
kakhulu kokuningi futhi uyazi ukuthi leso bekuyisikhathi
esinzima kimi izinto seziba ngcono
zibaletha ukugxekwa
kubashushisi manje ukushuka ngoba
ukuqukethe kungisiza kakhulu ukuthi ngizwe ukufinyelela kokuningi
kuyo i-tan yami kahle lokhu kuyinhlekelele nje
lokhu kuyinhlekelele ephelele yokuba
nakho konke lokhu enhlekeleleni yaseFlorence
kuhlanza izinwele engicabanga ukuthi
mhlawumbe izinwele nje ezeqile konke
okuzungezwa le ndaba yile fomu elandelayo
nje sastra eziyishumi nambili wazithela
phezu kwezicathulo zabo naye ngokudabuka kwakhe noma kunjalo
ngenza nalokhu ngo-2003 ngangifunda
esikoleni esiphakeme ngineminyaka engama-31 ubudala ngonyaka ka-
2017 manje angikwazi kholwa ukuthi ngimbi
kangakanani kuyo yonke indawo emzimbeni wami futhi
kuyisakhi zofuzo esivele siphume
esandleni kwabanye abantu imvamisa
kungenxa yengcindezi engishilo ukuthi
bengizothi nakanjani sizoba
nengcindezi ephindwe kabili engicindezeleke
ngokuba nayo i-psoriasis ngakho-ke i-psoriasis iyasebenza
yenza ukuthi i-psoriasis ibe
yimbi kakhulu unyaka nonyaka mhlawumbe njengokubonakala
kokubi kakhulu kunalapha
manje kuzwakala kabi ngizizwa nje ngukuqhekeka
yonke indawo umzimba wami ubala njengesikhathi
sasehlobo okungathi isikhathi
esihle sonyaka sokuthi uStreisand athole ukukhanya
kwesimo sezulu enze umsebenzi omuhle wokulwa
nalokhu kepha manje ngenza kabi kakhulu
ngathenga isibani se-UV ukushuka cishe
unyaka owedlule umzabalazo owesabekayo kepha
kungcono kakhulu ukuthi isibani manje
esikhundleni sokuya endaweni yokucwala uketshezi
nsuku zonke yawo wonke umuntu lapha
okubizayo futhi okungathandeki ukukwenza lokho kaningi
bese kuba nguHanwell ngakho futhi angikwazi
ukukhokhela noma yiziphi izinketho
ezinengqondo kumbi kabi ngenxa yeholo lami
futhi ungenzi imali
ngiqonde ukuthi ngiyazi ukuthi uHawara usebenza cuz
banginike amasampula ayo
okwesikhashana futhi yaphela nya kepha
yangisusa kumasampuli ngoba
kubiza ngathi bathi inothi
elilodwa nje ama-dollar ayizinkulungwane eziyishumi umthamo ngamunye we-
stellaris futhi kuyahlekisa
lokho kuhlekisa ngoba yiso kuphela isidakamizwa
esasebenza kuyo yonke leyo minyaka ngangiyijeke
eyodwa eyayisusa
kungakapheli inyanga noma kunjalo ngomthamo wesibili
kusobala ukuthi icace ngokuphelele
umzimba wami futhi owawubuyele emuva ngo-2000
bacabanga u-2013 mhlawumbe ngenkathi benginika
amasampula ngaphandle kungenzeka yini ngokuphelele futhi
babuye futhi ngemuva kwezinyanga eziyisithupha
bengisusile kukho konke lokhu uRoyce usemboze
umzimba wami wonke futhi ngezinyanga eziyisithupha
futhi empeleni ngiyakugcina lokho njengezinyathelo zeqhwa
imithamo ye-yummy ngakho
inhlekelele sonke lesi simo sonke siyesabeka
ukubonga uma ungenaso isifo sokuzilimaza
isifo sofuzo sokuzivikela komzimba
sivele senzeke ngokwezakhi zofuzo futhi sivele
senzeke
njengefa nje
ikakhulukazi
sinesifo sokuqaqamba kwamalunga okuyi-psoriatic ukuthi
bonke ubuhlungu bezinzipho
zami nasezandleni zami kanye neqakala kanye nezinzwane zami kubi kakhulu ngicabanga ukuthi
eminyakeni yokuqala ngine-psoriasis enye
yezindlebe ngine-arthritis futhi zombili
ngamadolo ami womabili amadolo ami
bezivuvukele impela futhi
behlile futhi abaze balithola lelo nani futhi
angikaze ngempela uSidney wami
angaphinde aqine angazi ukuthi kungani bengaphindanga
bagcwalisa kodwa ngiyajabula
angikaze ngikwenze ngoba kwakukubi impela
ngangicabanga ukuthi ama-20 noma imisakazo mhlawumbe cishe engama-21 ngenkathi
nginalokho futhi ngangisazoqala
ukuhamba nenduku
ngo-21 abazali bami babengazwelani
nabantu ngayo babengamajezi ngoba izingqungqulu
zabo zenkolo Angiqondi
lutho futhi abanayo i-psoriasis
uyazi udadewabo kamama wayene-psoriasis
ngaphambi kokuthi adlule uyazi umama wami
akusiyo leyo ndlela yomuntu ozama
ukuqonda wabona i-psoriasis yami ubabekazi
wami wabona i-psoriasis yami ngaphambi kokuthi adlule kude
futhi wathi lokho kubi kunakho konke ake
akubona kunoma ngubani onosayizi kwakukubi kakhulu
futhi empeleni kwakungeyona eyakhe kwakungeyona ngisho ingxenye
embi njengokusho kwakhe futhi lokho kwakubuyile lapho ngangineminyaka
engama-20 noma into engicabanga ukuthi
lapho eyibona nganginayo kuphela okweminyaka
embalwa ngaleso sikhathi lokhu
kuyesabeka nje lesi isikhumba sakhe lesi yi-
psoriasis yami lena futhi futhi
lena yindaba yami le yi-psoriasis yami lesi isikhumba sami
futhi le yindaba yami