Ndijonge ulusu lwam kumgangatho wam
ukhwekhwe eluswini lwam - - yonke le nto
iqokelelene ne-psoriasis kumgangatho wolusu
lwam kule minyaka isithoba
idlulileyo kule minyaka mihlanu idlulileyo ubuncinci
osebenza naye nokuba ezinye zezi
zezeminyaka mithandathu. ukuba kunjalo mhlawumbi kwiminyaka emithandathu eyadlulayo
kuba ndithe ndayeka ukucoca eli
gumbi nyani- la macandelo eli gumbi
ndiye ndawanqumla ukucoca kunqabile kwaye
ayililo likhulu lokulala kodwa ligumbi
lokulala elincinci kodwa
ngenene lixinene ngako konke oku isanti
kum le santi yolusu lwam ikho kuyo
yonke indawo esemgangathweni ngoku ndithetha ukuba
inokuba ngokulula iya kuwugubungela wonke
umzimba wam amatyeli aliqela ndithetha kakhulu
ukusukela kunyaka omtsha mhlawumbi
ukucoca ekugqibeleni kwigumbi lokungaze ndikuvumele
oku Ukubheja kwakhona kwakhona ukuya kuthi ga ekucoceni
okuchaphazelekayo kuyandoyisa
ngokwenene bendikhe ndangatshatanga kuyo yonke
le minyaka bendixinezeleke kakhulu
ngenxa yayo kwaye uyazi ukuba yayilixesha
elinzima kum eli izinto ziya
zibangcono zizizisa ngokwenyani i-rmined kwi-
fighters ngoku i-tanning kuba iqulethe
ngokwenene inceda ukuba ndizive ndifike kwi-
tan yam kakuhle le nto
yintlekele yintlekele
yonke le nto e-Florence ntlekele
ihlambulule iinwele endicinga ukuba
mhlawumbi nje Konke
ukujikeleza eli bali yile fomu ilandelayo
sastra ezilishumi elinambini zafunyanwa
kukhubazekile izihlangu zazo kunye naye buhlungu kunjalo
ndiyenza nale 2003 bendikwisikolo
samabanga aphakamileyo ndineminyaka eyi-31 ngonyaka ka-
2017 ngoku andikwazi kholelwa ukuba ndikhohlakele
kangakanani kuyo yonke indawo emzimbeni wam kwaye
yimeko yemfuza evele
isesandleni kwabanye abantu kuhlala
kungenxa yoxinzelelo ndathi ndiza
kuthi ngokuqinisekileyo siya kuba noxinzelelo
oluphindwe kabini
kuxinzelelo I-psoriasis ngoko i-psoriasis
iyasebenza yenza ukuba i-psoriasis ibe mbi ngakumbi
nangakumbi minyaka le mhlawumbi ngokufana
nokubi kakhulu kunangoku
ngoku iziva imbi ndiziva ngathi ziintanda
kuyo yonke indawo umzimba wam ubala
ngathi lixesha lasehlotyeni Ixesha
elihle lonyaka lokuba uStreisand afumane
ilanga kwimozulu enze umsebenzi olungileyo wokulwa
le nto kodwa ngoku ndenza nje kakubi
ndathenga isibane se-UV sokushuka malunga
nonyaka ophelileyo kusengumzabalazo owoyikekayo kodwa
kungcono kakhulu isibane ngoku
endaweni yokuya kwi-salon
yosuku yonke imihla yomntu wonke olapha
ebiza kakhulu kwaye inqabile ukuyenza rhoqo
kwaye ke nguHanwell ke kwaye andinakho
ukubanakho nakuphi na okukhethwa kukho
okufanelekileyo kuyothusa ngenxa yomvuzo wam
kwaye musa ukwenza imali
ndiyathetha ndiyazi ukuba uHawara usebenza cuz
bandinike iisampulu zayo
okwexeshana kwaye yaphela kwaphela kodwa
yandisusa kwiisampulu kuba
kubiza ngathi bathi inqaku
elinye Iwaka lamawaka eedola idosi nganye
ye-stellaris kwaye iyahlekisa loo
nto kuba yiyo kuphela
ichiza ebelisebenza kuyo yonke loo minyaka
ibindim oyena jog ulisusileyo
kungaphelanga nenyanga okanye inqanaba lesibini
ngokucacileyo licacile
Umzimba wam kwaye ubuyile ngo-2000
bacinga u-2013 mhlawumbi xa bendinika
iisampulu ngaphandle kwento ekude kakhulu kwaye
babuya kwaye kwiinyanga ezintandathu emva kokuba
bendisusile kuyo yonke le Royce igqume
umzimba wam wonke kwakhona ngeenyanga ezintandathu
kwakhona Ngokwenyani ndiyayigcina njengamanyathelo omkhenkce
amathamo e-yummy ke intlekele
yonke le meko iyothusa ukuba
nombulelo ukuba awunaso
isifo sokuzimela komzimba isifo se-autoimmune sisenzeka
nje ngokwemfuzo kwaye senzeka nje
njengelifa esabetha imeko yeterry yendlela
amadoda awoyikekayo
Ngokukodwa sinesifo samathambo esibuhlungu kukuba
zonke iintlungu ezinzwaneni nasezinzwaneni zam kunye
neqatha kunye neenzwane zam zimbi kakhulu ndicinga
ukuba kwiminyaka yokuqala ndandinayo i-psoriasis
enye yeendlebe endandinazo isifo samathambo kwaye
zombini ndinamadolo am omabini amadolo
bedumbile kakhulu kwaye
behlile kwaye abaze balifumane elo xabiso kwaye
andikaze uSidney wam angaphinde
amiswe kwakhona andazi ukuba kutheni bengazange
baphinde bazalise kodwa ndiyavuya y zange
ndenze ngoba kwakukubi ngokwenene ndandicinga
ukuba i-20 okanye iiradiyo mhlawumbi malunga ne-21 xa
ndandinayo kwaye ndandisele ndiza kuqala
ukuhamba ngenduku
kwi-21 abazali bam
babengavumi ukuvelana nabantu
ngayo babengabajerik Andiqondi
kwanto kwaye abanayo ukhwekhwe
uyazi udadewabo kamama wayenayo ukhwekhwe
ngaphambi kokuba asweleke uyamazi
umama wam ayilohlobo lomntu ozama
ukuqonda wabona umqala wam umakazi
wabona ukhwekhwe lwam ngaphambi kokuba adlule kude
kwaye wathi yeyona nto imbi kakhulu
ayibonileyo nabani na ukuba nobukhulu beyona ndlela imbi kakhulu
kwaye enyanisweni yayingeyoyakhe kwakungekho
nesiqingatha sokubi awayekutshilo kwaye oko kwakubuyile xa
ndandifana ne-20 okanye into endicinga ngayo xa
wayibona ndinayo kuphela
Iminyaka embalwa ngelo xesha oku
yoyikeka kuphela olu lulusu lwakhe
nalu ukhwekhwe lwam olu luphindaphindiwe kwaye
eli libali lam eli likhwekhwe lam olu lulusu lwam
kwaye eli libali lam