I look at my skin on my floor the
psoriasis from my skin - - this is all
accumulated psoriasis on the floor for
my skin over the past nine states from
over the past five years at least the
colleague even some of this is for those
six years if so maybe six years ago even
because I just put off cleaning this
room really - these parts of this room
I've cut off cleaning rarely and it's
not that big the bedroom but it's a
small bedroom but it's really it's
really cluttered with all this sand from
me this sand for my skin it's just
everywhere on the floor now I mean it
could be easily would cover my entire
body several times I'm so much talking
from a new year maybe the finally
cleaning to room of never letting it get
this bet over again as far as cleanups
concerned it's just really overwhelmed
me I was single throughout all these
years I was really depressed for a lot
of it and you know that was a tough time
for me things are getting better
bringing them really determined at
fighters now tanning because containing
really helps me to feel get to a lot of
it my tan very well this is just a
disaster this is a total disaster having
all this on Florence disaster
clean up the hair that I think I
probably just excess hair all going
around this story is this following form
just twelve sastra came across tripped
over their shoes it with her sad anyway
I'm doing with this is 2003 I was in
high school I'm 31 years old the year
2017 now I can't believe how bad I got
it's everywhere on my body and it's a
genetic condition that just gets out of
hand for some people it's usually
because of stress I said that I would
say we will definitely have the stress
double time I'm stressed out about
having psoriasis so the psoriasis works
it made the psoriasis get worse and
worse every year probably just like
exponentially worse than right here
now it's feel bad I just feel splinters
everywhere my body counts like even the
summer time which is usually a good time
of year for Streisand's to get sunlight
in the climate do a good job of fighting
this but now I'm just doing so bad I
bought a UV lamp for tanning about a
year ago still terrible struggle but
it's a lot better that lamp now instead
of then going to to a tanning salon
every day of everybody here which is
expensive and awkward to do that often
and then it's Hanwell so and I can't
afford any of the options that are
reasonable it's just awful because of my
income and don't make money
I mean I know that Hawara works cuz they
gave me samples of it for a short period
of time and it went away completely but
took me off of the samples because it
costs like they say just about one note
was it ten thousand dollars each dose
for stellaris and it's ridiculous that's
so ridiculous because it's the only drug
that worked in all those years I was the
one jug that actually got rid of it
within a month or so by the second
dosage obviously is completely clear for
my body and that was back in like 2000
they think 2013 maybe when they gave me
samples out may what completely away and
came back and six months after they took
me off of it all this Royce is covered
my whole body again with some six months
again actually I keep that off as ice
steps yummy doses so disaster this whole
this whole situation is terrible be
grateful if you don't have an autoimmune
disease a genetic autoimmune disease it
just happens genetically and just
happens
hereditarily we hit the road terry
condition terrible men especially we
have psoriatic arthritis was that all
the pain in my nails and fingertips and
my ankle and my toes it's so bad I think
the first years I had psoriasis one of
the ears I had the arthritis and both
with my own kneecaps both of my knees
were really badly swollen and they went
down and and never got that value and I
never really my Sidney's never stalled
up again I don't know why they never
filled up again but I'm glad they never
did because it was really bad I was I
think 20 or radios maybe about 21 when I
had that and I was just about to start
walking with a cane
at 21 my parents were not sympathizing
people about it they were jerks because
their religious snobs I don't understand
anything and they don't have psoriasis
you know my mom's sister had psoriasis
before she passed away you know my mom
it's not that kind of a person who tries
understand she saw my psoriasis my aunt
saw my psoriasis before she passed away
and she said that's the worst she's ever
seen anybody have sizes it was way worse
nor actually was hers wasn't even half
as bad she said and that was back when I
was like 20 or something I think when
she saw it I only had it for a couple
years at that point this is just
terrible this is her skin this is my
psoriasis this is my again and this is
my story this is my psoriasis this is my
skin and this is my story