ungathuli ngize ngiphume ekamelweni
manje sizoqala ukwenza imisindo khona
manje kungcono
singabi umongameli womhlaba
yep uzwile nje ubhuti wami omdala
ukuthi uhlanya engazhlanya ngizwa
kahle uyahlanya ulapha lapho bethokozela
khona la
masaka angama-misogynist douchebags ungishaya ephindelela usongela umndeni uzothatheka ngodlame Nakhu ngikhona yena
um ungishaya ephindelela ngine-psoriasis
emzimbeni wami
wonke ezongibulala ngengcindezi yokuba
ngakuye unabesilisa abathandana nabobulili obufanayo abathola ubungqingili ngokobulili
ngokujwayelekile ngiphume
ngiyi-transgender eminyakeni emihlanu eyedlule eminyakeni emithathu
nohhafu eyedlule wathuthela ekhaya hmm ngakho
kwathi kungakabiphi ngemuva kokuqala ukungishaya
phambi kwabazali bami udadewethu uhlala
endlini ngaphesheya umgwaqo futhi akenzi
lutho ngawo bese eza
kule ndlu ngokuzwana impela
naye futhi akavumelani
nami wangivimba kuFacebook
ngokuthumela kuFacebook ngenkathi ngihlaselwa ukwethuka
futhi babengamagama amabi kuye
angizange ngimamake kokuthunyelwe hhayi ukuthi ngiyakhumbula ukuthi
ngivele ngafaka ukuhlaselwa
kwami lapho nganginenhliziyo eshesha kakhulu
kusuka ku-psoriasis konke ukulunywa komzimba wami
nokushisa kungathi izintuthwane zomlilo zihamba
phezu komzimba wami ngenxa yengcindezi ngenkathi
ehamba amantongomane futhi uphansi lapho njengamanje
wenza iqhawe le-heavyweight kahle
umfana uhlanya akaqinile akazinzile
unikwe amandla ngumndeni wonke
akekho noyedwa kubo osekela noma yiziphi izingqinamba zami
angikholwa ukuthi
ngikhubazekile i-psoriasis kungumzimba
Ukukhubazeka ngiqonde ukuthi bajabule manje
bayamthokozisa phansi lapho
kuye kwadingeka ngiphile lapha iminyaka
emithathu nohhafu selokhu wathutha
ekhaya bekukubi ngokwanele ukuletha abazali bami
abazali bami bangihlukumeza
ngokomoya iminyaka eyishumi ngoba nginayo
ngibe ne-psoriasis kusukela ngineminyaka engu-17
ngiyithola kubo ngofuzo ngayithola
kumama kodwa kwathi lapho senginayo
yaqala ukusuka ekuhlukumezeni
kabi kimi impilo yami yonke
ukuhlukumeza ngamazwi impela e ebhekise kwabesifazane
sonke isikhathi kule minyaka eyishumi edlule ukwedlula
lokho manje akukho minyaka emithathu nengxenye edlule
ubelokhu engishaya futhi ebamemeza futhi
abamemezi futhi
ngenkathi benza lapho eqala
ukubamemeza kodwa bayakwazi yena futhi
bangenzi lutho nje banolaka futhi umnumzane
ungenzi lutho ngakho konke abakuthola
behlukumeza kuye
kepha ikakhulukazi bayamthathela futhi
banolaka kakhulu kimi ubaba wami
unentukuthelo-nolaka kumama wami
unolaka kakhulu kimi ngoba
akabathandi abantu abayizitabane akabathandi abantu
abathandanayo abangabathandi
abesilisa nabesifazane akakholelwa ukuthi ukushintsha kobulili kuyinto oyikhulisa usuka ku-
Aphrodite uye kuye futhi ufana
nje kahle kuyiphutha likaNkulunkulu noma
into enjengaleyo angazi ukuthi
kunengqondo yini ukuthi nje
akayithandi le ndaba acabanga ukuthi
iyinto engakhululekile futhi kuyihlazo
kubo ukuthi kufanele babe njalo emehlweni
akhe nabaningi babafowethu abadala
Izimo zakhe zengqondo eziningi futhi
kubonakala sengathi zivela ekucwaseni kwakhe
ubaba wami akalungile kahle
ekufiphaliseni nje wenza konke
okusemandleni ukuthi kube lusizi kimi ngoba
sengicishe ngafa futhi bachitha iminyaka
emithathu nohhafu I 'Cishe ubulawe
yi-psoriasis kuhlangene nokwakhe ngicabanga ukuthi
ukuziphatha okuhlanyayo komfowethu omdala
kuphambene nobudlova kungaphezu kokuphindwe kabili
kobukhulu bami engikushoyo basho nje lapho
bejabule njengamanje
lowo ngumfowethu omdala oshaya izandla ezansi
lapho uyayijabulela ubekhuluma
kabi ngoBarack Obama
noHillary Clinton unyaka wonke mhlawumbe isikhathi eside
kunaleso manje futhi ubabiza ngabakhapheli
futhi zonke lezi zinto ezingasile kahle akunjalo
ngisho noma kunezombusazwe ezithile ku-TV
kuhle lapho ezemidlalo ku-TV ngizobuka
umdlalo webhola futhi zithi lezo
zinto uyesabeka ungumuntu onodlame
uyangishaya
lokho konke kuyi-psoriasis esitezi sami
ngendlela lokho isikhumba sonke leso isikhumba esifile
lokhu kuyi-psoriasis yilokho kuphela i-psoriasis
lokho isikhumba d thuthukisa bese usetha la
maseli wesikhumba afile aphenduke umlotha aphenduke
umlotha futhi aqubuke esikhunjeni sami emzimbeni
wami yi-psoriasis ekhona yonke indawo
kuleli gumbi ngoba angikwazi
anginaso isineke sokuhlanza zonke lezi zinto
isikhathi futhi bekwenza lokhu
kusukela ngineminyaka engu-17 lokhu kuyi-psoriasis kuyo
yonke indawo yami engikushoyo ngiqonde ukuthi lokhu
kubi kakhulu
ngazizwa nginamahloni okukhuluma ngakho
iminyaka futhi kuyasangana kwakukubi ngokwanele
ukuhlala nje nabazali bami kepha lapho
sengikhulile ubhuti wathuthela ekhaya waqala
ukungihlasela ngokomzimba wangifaka
isibhamu ebusweni bami ngesinye isikhathi mm-hmm
wabe eseyeka ukukhuluma nami sonke
angazi kungani le ndoda inezinkinga eziningi kangaka
ezingokomzwelo angiyizwa kahle
indoda enayo Izinkinga ezinkulu zesilisa zama-alpha
ngiqonde ukuthi bheka indlela engizacile ngayo izingalo zakhe
zifana nokungenani okungenani kabili ubukhulu bami
kuyabheda kungumuntu owesabekayo
okhungathekiswa yilezi zicubu ukuba
zimbi kakhulu kimi nasemndenini wami kumele
sibaleke kulezi zinqa akekho
eDayton ubhekile ngiphumele leli
dolobha lonke ngikhathele yilona muntu noma ubani
osibukayo ukhathele yilokhu sikhathele
thina amaRiphabhuliki amaningi kakhulu e-Ohio
ngicabanga ukuthi aphume esimweni sobuphukuphuku