don't be quiet until I'm out of the room
now we'll start making noises right now
I better
we can't be a president of the world
yep you just heard my older brother
going crazy not going crazy I feel like
well crazy he's where they're cheering
these misogynist douchebags he beats me
repeatedly he threatens a family he'd be
hazed violently Here I am he's um he
beats me repeatedly I have psoriasis all
over my body which is going to kill me
through stress from being around him
he's homophobic getting gender [ __ ]
queer phobic in general I came out as
transgender five years ago three and a
half years ago he moved home hmm so it
was shortly after he started beating me
in front of my parents my sister lives
in a house across the street and does
nothing about it and she comes over to
this house it's on really good terms
with him and she is on bad terms with me
she blocked me on Facebook for posting
on Facebook while I was having a panic
attack and they were ugly words to her
I didn't tag her in the post not that I
remember I just posted my panic attack
while I was having very fast heart rate
from psoriasis all of my body itches and
burning it feels like fire ants crawling
over my body from the stress while he's
going nuts and he's down there right now
doing a heavyweight champion well the
guy is insane he's unstable
he's enabled by the entire family
none of them support any of my issues I
don't believe that I'm physically
disabled psoriasis it's a physical
disability I mean they're happy now
they're just cheering him on down there
I've had to live around this for three
and a half years since you've moved home
it was bad enough brought my parents my
parents emotionally abused me
for a decade because I've had it I've
had psoriasis since I was 17 which I got
it from them genetically I got it from
my mom but then when I had it she
started going from pretty verbally
abusive toward me my whole life to being
really verbally abusive toward women the
whole time for the past decade more than
that now no past three and a half years
he's been beating me and shouting at
them and they don't shout at him and
while they do when he starts shouting at
them but they enable him and they're
very just passive aggressive and sir
passive about everything they get
passive aggressive towards him but
they're mostly passive towards him and
they're very aggressive towards me my
dad is passive-aggressive toward my mom
is very aggressive toward me because she
doesn't like gay people she doesn't like
queer people she doesn't like
transgender she doesn't believe
transgender is a thing you bring up from
Aphrodite's to her and she's just like
well it's it's just a mistake of God or
something like that I don't know what
rationality is it's just she doesn't
like the subject she thinks it's an
uncomfortable thing and it's a shame for
them to have to be that way in her eyes
and a lot of my older brothers attitudes
there's a lot of his attitudes and
definitely seem to be coming from her
bigotry my dad is just not right in a
blur he's just enabling everything
they're all pitiful to me because I've
almost died and they slash three and a
half years I've almost physically died
from psoriasis combined with his I think
my older brother's insane behavior
insane violent behavior he's over twice
my size I mean they're just down there
cheering right now
that's my older brother clapping a lot
down there
he's cheering it on he's been talking
negatively about Barack Obama and
Hillary Clinton all year probably longer
than that now and he calls them traitors
and all these crazy things well it's not
even while there's some politics on TV
it's well there sports on TV I'll watch
a football game and say those things
he's terrible he's a violent person he
beats me
that's all psoriasis on my floor by the
way that's all skin that's dead skin
this is psoriasis that's all psoriasis
that's skin develop and set this dead
skin cells that turn to ash it turns to
ash and crumbles off my skin off my body
that's psoriasis that's everywhere in
this room because I can't I don't have
the patience to clean up all this stuff
all the time and it's been doing this
since I was 17 this is psoriasis all
over my all over my floor I mean this is
terrible
I felt ashamed to talk about it for
years and it's crazy it was bad enough
just lived with my parents but when my
older brother moved home he started
physically assaulting me he shoved a
rifle in my face one time mm-hmm then he
just stopped talking me all together I
don't know why the man has so many
emotional issues I don't understand the
man he's got serious alpha male problems
I mean look how skinny I am his arms
like at least twice my size it's
ridiculous it's a terrible person so
freaking tired of these muscles being so
terrible for me and my family have to
get away from these [ __ ] no one in
Dayton is looking out for me this whole
town I'm tired of it man whoever's even
watching us tired of this tired of us
just too many Republicans in Ohio I
think it out of the stupid state