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02/10/12(Fri)16:22 No.128947795
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 >>128946460
>You might think after betraying a loved person, you can go back to normal life.
>But
no, you cannot. She did forgive me, but I've never regained her trust.
In every word she said, there was a bitter venom, that I couldn't stand.
>So, we were getting more and more distant, and it lasted a few months, but couldn't get over it.
>She became closed, I became bitter and angry, and started involuntarily hurting her. And one day we broke up.
>Or
to be more precise, I broke up with her. It was Valentine's Day. She
just accepted it, though I could see sadness in her eyes. Sadness she
couldn't express, amongst many other emotions, she could never show in a
way that I could understand.
And after a few years, I've
realized something. That I've been probably the most egoistic and
hypocritical person I've ever knew. I wished for real love, and found
it, but rejected and shattered it.
But there is something good that
came out from that relationship. It was experience and realization. I'm
in other relationship for a few years now, I'm happy and faithful. I
don't love that girl anymore, but every thought of her still fills my
heart with sadness.
I wanted to write a moral here, or something like that, but nothing comes to my mind, so interpretations belong you.
Just a little story of my life. |
