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03/30/10(Tue)14:04 No.8877495>>8877298
Ooh, ooh,
me, me!
If there's anything that would make Dark Heresy worthwhile,
it would be playing a 14 year old Commissar that tries to fit in as an
adult and as a child. But he's too hardened by training, and too
calloused by his actions to be able to truly be a child. On the cusp of
sexual and emotional maturity, he's completely unable to be an adult
either. No woman would want a child, and no man would drink with one.
He's left bitter and alone as he shuns his childish things and goes
through the motions of adulthood, not entirely sure what they mean.
He'd
be incredibly pained by it, bottling up his emotions and leaving
himself with nothing but diligence and duty with little room for mercy.
Unable to be an adult, when given a group of children only a little
younger than himself to train, he forces his ways on them, trying to
start adult relationships. Drinking, smoking, having sex during the
brief hours of relaxation before he has to put a bullet in the head of
something a child shouldn't have to kill. I wonder, are there narcotics
in 40k? I imagine he'd use them. Engaging in vices because that's what
adults do while he's already looking at his gun and wondering if the
early retirement package is also what adults do.
He'd be abusive
towards his charges. Not murderous, but abusive. He'd pistol whip them
for insubordination, and kick them in the ribs when they're down,
telling them to do as he says. Not unusual for a Commissar I'm sure, but
unusual for a child. It might even degrade into downright sadism at
some points. Inflicting physical trauma on his subordinates to release
the emotional trauma that he feels.
The cold, bastard shell
of an adult protecting and harming the tender, frightened center of a
child.
On another note, I want to do something like Band of
Brothers with children... |
