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    353 KB Socially Disconnected from Mainstream Society SelfAware !2raeCD/IF2 03/28/10(Sun)22:25:39 No.8114030  
    I have no real close friends. Most of my socialization is on the internet, occasional going outs to the movies and such, and anime conventions.

    I have had little interest in mainstream pop-culture as a teen.

    I was bullied for that disinterest and ended up being bullied for three years. As a end result I'm still dealing with the effects as a anti-social recluse. I only go out for class, food, university events, and anime conventions.

    I never had a girlfriend, and I have no interest in sport, I don't go out much for the fear of spending too much money. I don't do much clothes shopping because of it, and thus have no fashion sense.

    I never had a car as a teen and as a result had no social life until I went to college. And even then when I gone to my anime society in maryland I just watch the anime. During their breaks I had to talk to them MYSELF, they don't come to talk to me.

    I have little job experience, I actually quit two work-study jobs because I had to concentrate on school work, and the bulk of my job experience was from working with my dad. Even if I want to get a job after graduation, finding one and getting one will be a farce because all they be looking for is someone who can ass kiss more.

    I have developed an very aggressive attitude when coping with bullying at my high school and ended up being suspended twice, without the school actually helping me.

    And to be honest with you, I'm actually happy that I'm disconnected from mainstream society. At the same time everytime I see a group of people walking together, I long for companionship yet at same time, because I'm used to becoming a anti-social recluse that feeling goes away after a while.

    Don't tell me to put in the past, the past can find me. Don't tell me to GET over it, because the only way to get over it is to get through it, which I'm still doing. And especially don't tell me to deal with it, if you're not actually tell me to HOW to deal with it.

    Do you feel the same way?
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:27:50 No.8114061
    You, sir, are and sociopath
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:28:37 No.8114073
    >>8114030
    Hey me in the future.
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:28:40 No.8114074
    move to a third world country. Natives treat you like god
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:30:26 No.8114107
    anime sucks LOL
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:33:35 No.8114148
    >>8114107
    holy shit thisthisthis
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:35:48 No.8114183
    You're weak. Real men will get what they want any way they can.
    >> SelfAware !2raeCD/IF2 03/28/10(Sun)22:35:55 No.8114184
    I was expecting real responses.

    >>8114061
    And no, I'm not a sociopath. I've just became self-aware of what mainstream society really is.
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:40:24 No.8114252
    OP, stop giving a fuck about high school, none of it matters. It sounds stupid and shallow, but it's true. It is only as relevant as you make it and in reality none of it matters. Not a single thing

    Go talk to people. Nobody gives a fuck if you are a virgin, nobody gives a fuck if you are weird and if they do they aren't worth being around.

    Stop acting like something is expected of you and just be yourself, somebody will like you eventually.
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:42:27 No.8114273
    >>8114030
    I feel the same way, and theres nothing to change. You're correct.
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:43:25 No.8114285
    i have friends and everything, but over the past few month and years i more and more wanted to be a loner
    i mean, sometimes i enjoy a beer with friends or whatever but id more like to be alone and go on adventures

    does anybody feel the same?
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)22:45:37 No.8114311
    Who cares if you're disconnected from society? The president isn't even connected to society - No one is connected to society

    Society is just some crazy disease which is people - People are society

    Just like that weird fucking creep who would sit behind or in front of you in school - Society is like a fucking public school or college or anything where a ton of people inhabit it

    Society is the best joke ever told to man or woman - Lmfao
    >> SelfAware !2raeCD/IF2 03/28/10(Sun)22:59:49 No.8114525
    >>8114311
    Maybe you're right. I've already in a sense rejected mainstream society and substituted it my own.
    >> SelfAware !2raeCD/IF2 03/28/10(Sun)23:42:00 No.8115315
    There's got to be some robots who feel the same way as me?
    >> Anonymous 03/28/10(Sun)23:54:38 No.8115510
    >>8115315
    reportan' in, except my feelings have evolved into full fledged misanthropy, and I am actively malicious towards others.
    >> Anonymous 03/29/10(Mon)00:20:54 No.8115833
    A word to the wise.

    You may be a natural loner. If so, don't expect many negative consequences.

    But if you become aggressive with others in normal, nonstressful social situations, or become more lonely, or frequently experience sadness or anger, particularly when you are alone, then possibly you are not a natural loner.

    Then the choice is to do something about it or suffer.
    >> SelfAware !2raeCD/IF2 03/29/10(Mon)00:30:10 No.8115941
    Problem is that I am a natural loner.

    >But if you become aggressive with others in normal, nonstressful social situations, or become more lonely, or frequently experience sadness or anger, particularly when you are alone, then possibly you are not a natural loner.

    Luckily, I never experienced it.
    >> Anonymous 03/29/10(Mon)00:33:14 No.8115993
    >>8115941
    Well, just some things to watch out for.
    >> Anonymous 03/29/10(Mon)00:34:02 No.8116004
    you're right. the only way to get over anything is to get through it. but your whole posts make it sound like you frame yourself as a loser (gotta think positive) and blame everyone else for your circumstance (During their breaks I had to talk to them MYSELF, they don't come to talk to me. / because all they be looking for is someone who can ass kiss more.)

    If you want friends, you gotta get off your ass and have some initiative. Forget about your experiences in highschool, that bullshit is IN THE PAST and if you constantly think about your negative experiences your just going to frame everything from that perspective. Think positive. Join some kind of activities club (sports, stamp collecting whatever the fuck), great way to meet people and most people go to them because they want to meet other people. Think positive, be open, act like you are someone people should take their time to get to know.
    >> Anonymous of Massachusetts !NoraVXgoIM 03/29/10(Mon)00:38:42 No.8116090
    You're not.

    I sometimes look at facebook photos of more sociable people and feel a little lonely, but more often it's a disgust or a "that looks so boring." I'd probably be a hikikomori if not for my girlfriend. But I'm happier this way - every time I've gone out socializing and trying to act like a normalfag I just wound up bored.
    >> Anonymous 03/29/10(Mon)00:41:33 No.8116138
    I don't know why I read all that....
    >> Anonymous 03/29/10(Mon)00:50:22 No.8116302
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    Hi OP. It's really not so bad. I am a socially inept recluse at heart but I manage to go out during the day and live a productive life without having to put myself at the mercy of others.

    You can learn to manage like I did by going out of your comfort zone a little bit. I went to college, got a degree in a useful field (computer science), and entered an industry with very few sociopaths and very many likeminded people (professional video game programming). My reclusive self managed to date a few cute nerdy girls and gain some experience with relationships; if you're anything like me, you will realize that you're better off without them, and the loneliness becomes MUCH easier to cope with.

    You say you have an aggressive attitude; that's good. If some frat daddy tries to harass you for some reason, just fucking go ballistic and throw shit, it will typically cause a scene and scare them away. Conversely, if you can piss him off while laughing the whole time, you get double points. Some cholo and his bimbo girlfriend tried to pick a fight at a bar with me once; I threw water on his girlfriend, laughed my ass off, and dared them to kick my ass, reminding them that I would recover from my wounds long before they got out of jail. I consider it one of my great successes in social self-defense.

    Pic related - it's really the best way.
    >> Anonymous 03/29/10(Mon)01:14:31 No.8116708
    OP, I'm the same way, minus the anime.



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