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03/26/10(Fri)21:25:32 No.8082421I
spent years in clubbing and drug scenes, all that "harder" stuff like
heroin, meth, crack, acid, MDMA, shrooms - they tend to change people,
in a way that nicotine and alcohol don't compare.
I can say I
genuinely don't want teens, young adults or anyone for that matter to
get their hands on these drugs - I knew genuinely funny, talented and
happy people who after just a few years of drug usage just seemed.. dumb
and gray, they lost any real will to progress themselves and their
lives just became a platform for highs and crashes.
I used to do
heroin, and believe me that I must have wasted a total of at least a few
months laying in bed staring at the window, everything was gray and
pointless, like living inside of a TV showing static - and I was one of
the luckier people who were able to cold turkey themselves out of it.
Drugs
that you can sit down, do, shake off in a few hours and have no mental
or physical scars from - they're fine in my book. But the ones that draw
you in to a world no one wants to belong to, still your life from you.
That shit should be kept away and thought of as a taboo.
I don't
want to sound like I'm preaching, shit, if you don't want to learn from
the experiences of others maybe you could still be of use and have your
own horrible experience which you will hopefully survive, learn from and
be able to warn others.
You know all those crack whores and
drugged up hobos and junkies in back allies - I used to think that it's
impossible to become one, that you'd have to be born into that culture
and society to actually get to where they are - but the truth is, you
have no idea how easy it is to get there and how hard it is to get out. |