No, go beat Cho's record first

for some reason, i've found that asians make better friends than white people (nohomo)

go find some white buddies and get drunk

Believe it or not, me nor anyone else is going to be able to help you find what you need in life.

You aren't as bad off as you think. Tell you what.. you should try REALLY roughing it. Like living on the streets and shit. I might give you a new outlook on life if you hit bottom. You know, Fight Club style.

Seriously though, the best way to fight depression is to get rid of the monotony in your life.

>>7231959

Not really. Go ahead.

tiny chat /killyourself

DO IT

ON MY CHAT

at the danger of repeating myself for the umpteenth time regarding an hero
go ahead and DO IT!!
but make sure and ask jesus to forgive your evil bad stuff you've done so you can g2heaven

>>7231959

you dont have anything else. once you are dead you will never experince anything else ever. try some new shit, do something you ould never usually do

hey man, disposal@rock.com.
Email me and I'll add you on msn.
I feel very similar, and would like to talk to you. Not suicidal though.

Have you tried weed? If not, do so. If so, then don't kill yourself because honestly, there might be nothing after this. Unfathomable nothing, that would suck a lot worse than being an engineer.

>>7231959
actually i can't think of any reason why anyone shouldn't kill theirselves.
i mean, if you want to do it, why not?

if you want to improve your social skills get into a rsd bootcamp: http://www.realsocialdynamics.com/bootcamps.asp. even if you think this is fake and you're thinking of killing yourself, you have nothing to lose.

Im the OP of >>7231835

Ironically I'm 6'5"

GOD DAMN IT "THEIRSELVES" IS PLURAL LEARN TO ENGLISH

You have a great camera i am srsly envious.
# Camera Make = Canon
# Camera Model = Canon PowerShot SD780 IS
# Picture Orientation = normal (1)
# X-Resolution = 180/1 ===> 180
# Y-Resolution = 180/1 ===> 180
# X/Y-Resolution Unit = inch (2)
# Last Modified Date/Time = 2010:01:22 18:06:48

>>7232064
i'm sorry. i'm not a native english speaker. should i have written 'themselves'?

Use you engineer monies to see the world. You might find a bit of it thats enjoyable enough to stick around for. Thats why i'm still here.

No, just kill yourself, the world will be a better place, but please make sure you go out with style (make it public, etc.)

Good luck.

>>7232072

HAR HAR IM SO GOOD WITH EXIF

If you're successful, buy a Russian mail order bride. Enjoy.

>>7232075
Its fine. Ignore the gammar nazi's

>>7231959
OP, I would say don't but i couldnt give a reason.
We all die eventually.
Enjoy being a statistic.
Wait until valentines day. Ive been dying to see the suicide rate go up around then.

ITT: every engineeringfag from majors threads in 5 years

>>7232095
# Exposure Time (1 / Shutter Speed) = 1/10 second ===> 0.1 second
# Lens F-Number / F-Stop = 16/5 ===> f/3.2
# ISO Speed Ratings = 800
# Exif Version = 0221
# Original Date/Time = 2010:01:22 18:06:48
# Digitization Date/Time = 2010:01:22 18:06:48
# Compressed Bits per Pixel = 3/1 ===> 3
# Shutter Speed Value (APEX) = 53/16
Shutter Speed (Exposure Time) = 1/9.93 second
# Aperture Value (APEX) = 107/32
Aperture = f/3.19
# Exposure Bias (EV) = 0/1 ===> 0
# Max Aperture Value (APEX) = 107/32 ===> 3.34
Max Aperture = f/3.19
# Metering Mode = pattern / multi-segment (5)
# Flash = Flash did not fire, auto mode
# Focal Length = 59/10 mm ===> 5.9 mm
# FlashPix Version = 0100
# Colour Space = sRGB (1)
# Image Width = 1024 pixels
# Image Height = 699 pixels
# Focal Plane X-Resolution = 147541/9 ===> 16393.44
# Focal Plane Y-Resolution = 147541/9 ===> 16393.44
# Focal Plane X/Y-Resolution Unit = inch (2)
# Image Sensing Method = one-chip color area sensor (2)
# Custom Rendered = normal process (0)
# Exposure Mode = auto exposure (0)
# White Balance = auto (0)
# Digital Zoom Ratio = 1/1 ===> 1
# Scene Capture Type = standard (0)

The world is infinitely more entertaining than nothing, no matter how drab and dull it may seem.

>>7232072
Really? It's got high resolution but not as many settings as I'd like. Even my older PowerShot let me set the focus to an actual distance and the exposure time up to a minute I think. I'm not a photographer but I'd at least like some control...

It does have an awesome small size though. Profile of a credit card.

If you have nothing to lose, why not try to really capture that excitement that's been evading you? Go out and do some crazy shit, if the cops come you can always kill yourself then or maybe they'll do it for you. Still, it seems like you should try some new options before you decide that life can never be fun.

OP, please, if you kill yourself, send me some money. My life is a financial wreck, I'm probably going to have to sell some things on eBay to make rent.

>>7231959
If it helps, I think being an engineer, even a "middling" one would be pretty cool.

Because you might have some epiphany as I did. I was addicted to drugs, now I help run rehab

#7232110
imho its not the work that is the problem it is:
1. socially unacceptable. I have had people say 'what do you do' me 'XYZ' them 'well everyones got to do something I guess'.
2. pressured - IT project managers are in the highest alcholism risk group. They shit thier stress down the chain.
3. a lot of design engineering is a long way from an end product. You don't get to connect emotionaly to the things you spend your days making.
4. Socialy isolated - as an engineer, I talk to the people at desks around me perhaps 3 times a day. Where I have done placements in other departments, people chat about non work topics all the time because honestly, they work less hard and are under less persure.
not op.

I would suggest you don't kill yourself. Imagine what you can still do with your life. Quit your job, take all your money and hit the road. You never know where your life will take you.

1)go to 4chan archives
2)select rk9
3)find holetrolls thread
4)????
5)profit :D

seriously that is the most depressing thread ever and is sure to make you feel better about yourself.
also at least your not poor??! why dont you go on a round the world trip and do some self realisation/charity or something!

*HUGS OP*

reasons why not to kill yourself:

1. you are 24 years old. there have been studies that show that men get happier as they get older. if these studies have any bearing on the truth, then trust that your affliction will be cured before you know it.
2. you are 24 years old, and you have plenty of time to do something with your life if you do not like the way it is headed. whenever i'm at university and i see people in their 40s in my classes, all i think is thank god i'm not them.
3. going and doing drugs or drinking is better than killing yourself.
4. going and fucking a slut or prostitute is better than killing yourself.
5. if you read the previous 4 and are still adamant about killing yourself, then just change scenery. sometimes i wish i didn't have so much invested in my future because i would honestly just hop on the next plane to argentina and say fuck all u gringos.

At least you have a job and can use money to do stuff. Don't be a faggot.

OP Im also 24 and

-can't even afford therapy nor medication
-"contribute anything unique or substantial to the world" WTF you want to be something special or living??
-"zero social skills" more like zero self-skills
-im plain very very ugly
-am too afraid and angry to kill myself

OP I dont have a job either, actually I might end up under the bridge sniffing carbage cans, you're just arrogant saying that those who can't "contribute" to the society are worthless. You know, I guess you maybe don't even know what it means to be depressed. If you were depressed enough to want to kill yourself all those arguments listed would not be even in consideration as an argument and you would be even too tired to even try suicide and your serotonine level would be so FFFFREAKIN LOW that you couldn't even move your fingers on the keyboard, you would slowly die of hunger and not even notice that. OP I will probably totally die anytime, and I wouldn't even really want it. Man you make me so angry. Contributing to society. Uncaring person. If you were an uncaring person you would probably live and do not mind it. What the heck Im wasting my time

try to enjoy life more
travel, out of country
don't worry so much about not having friends, it's not like they are essential to happiness
try to find something you enjoy and get the most out of it

Fuck it, go kill yourself if you feel that bad, you are a failure to mankind you pussy. Why fucking bother to post on a random message board, just do it you cunt. don forget to post pics, dickhead.

>>7232254
I'm from argentina, we like the gringos, they are fun. Also you get all the girls just for being different :P

Come here, suicidal dude!

>>7232399
He's asian. lrn2read

It won't get any better, OP. Whether you kill yourself now or stick around for a few more years doing nothing, it comes to the same in the end.

>>7232143
This more or less. Why kill yourself until you've exhausted every other option, no matter how outlandish? In the worst case scenario you'll just end up dying anyway, and then at least you die with the knowledge that you were grabbing life by the balls with a monkey wrench when your luck finally ran out.

You're especially lucky in this regard because you already have good finances. It seems unlikely that by dropping everything, you'd be burdening anyone else with debts or other financial problems (which could lead to you being tracked down and hauled back to your ordinary life by legal force).

>>7232417
reasons why not to kill yourself:

He is not op, faggot.

>>7232366
>>7232313
>>7232254
I don't care for drugs. I'd like sex (yes I'm a virgin) but it's naive to believe that cures depression.

I've traveled out of the US. I spent three weeks backpacking across Russia after college, and I had a pretty sprawling vacation in National Parks (grand canyon etc.) over xmas break. I was utterly miserable for most of these periods. Change of scenery does not work.

Money is nice. I don't deny that I have it easier than others. The old adage is right though, you can't buy happiness. There are many poor people who are happier than I.

>>7231959
OP
Go outside
Ask someone to hug you
Wait until you get one
Then go back inside
And think about killing yourself again
I'm dead serious.

dude go kill some niggers/gangsters and rob them, you will be making the world a better place and you get some cash.

It's win/win.

Just kill yourself OP.

Anyone saying there are plenty of reasons to keep living are just lying to you. The purpose of life is to die. Seriously, there is no deeper meaning or quest in life. Whatever social status you might achieve, wealth, conquests, etc, all do not matter in the end. Nothing you do will ever make you immune from death. It is inevitable.

So if you are not enjoying life and see no reason to keep living; why deny yourself a shot at tranquility? (no pun intended)

I'm using dvorak, just btw, OP.

anyway. Existence has no meaning. There is no grand purpose. It does not matter if humanity survives or wipes itself out. Let go of your self-expectations of contributing to the world, or being original. These are all human concepts. Just go about your business and exist. The universe does not judge you for being mediocre.

Since you're smart, I recommend taking education as your focus for a while. Learn about existentialism, and about opposing philosophies. Learn about some new area of science you've always been interested in. Do whatever you want, but if you ultimately decide to give up on life, I certainly understand.

>I'm tall
>average looking
>2nd year uni
>have good friends
>dating
>nice family
>monies

I feel good. ;)

Well you're an engineer, so you've already fulfilled the main ambition of my life. I say you should stay alive, as you're more useful than 99% of people and must have at least some interest in what you do.

You know, you can blame all of the problems you have in your life on this or that, and when shit hits the fan you can only do it more to the point where you want to kill yourself.

But that's what fucking cowards do.

Also, tall people don't have it easier. I'm 6'8" and it's fucking hard to get into cars and shit, in high school I couldn't fit under any of the desks, I take up a lot of room, it's easier for me to accidentally hit somebody or elbow them in the face. Trust me, being tall isn't as great as you think it is.

>>7231959
Instead of killing yourself, take all of your money, buy a plain ticket to some exotic land, and say fuck you to everyone as you peace the fuck out of this retarded capitalist society.
I know you're doing this for attention, but if you really don't give a fuck about your life as is, you have tooooons of options that many people can't even access because they have responsibilities or a family or something.

I don't really understand suicidal people.

My life's shit and I've been depressed like fuck for years, yet I've never felt any need to kill myself. I've felt the need for improving my life, not ending it.

>>7232590
>>7232543
Yeah, I know this. The message of this book I read is pretty much that: life is brief, treat it as a fun ride while it's there. Not a crusade, not even an adventure. My very existence is painful though. I'm happy when I'm asleep.

Ugh.

Don't. You have more to offer than most. Just don't. Some one out there loves you. That's all you need. Just some love. The other fella was right. A hug would do you good. Seriously. You're too young. Far too young.

Hey OP,

"Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who do not want to fight in this world of eternal struggle do not deserve to live." - Adolf Hitler

Life sucks for everyone, so either suck it up or go ahead and kill yourself.

get a gf

>>7232768
Yeah, this definitely doesn't work. I like chess, and a good quote in a chess book I have says "chess is as much a mystery as women" (lol). That other quote by some guy, "They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent." is also very true.

The worst thing for my depression I could have done was join OkCupid. I'd be better off had I not met M. [end subject]

OP what you need to do is go out. Visit family and friends. Your family are all dicks? Dude, you've GOT family. They may be extended or whatever, but they'll fucking miss you if you do the deed.

No friends? Bullshit, you've got friends. You might think they hate you (they don't) or that they're just co-workers (most are actually very cool with you), but you've GOT friends. Even if, somehow, you LITERALLY have no friends there, you've GOT friends SOMEWHERE. What about friends from High School?

Alright so you go visit someone and talk. That'll help. Be HONEST with them and tell them what's going on. Tell them what you're feeling, just remember to tell someone you know will help. There'll always be someone that'll listen to you.

Now, is your passion engineering? If it is then do something you WANT to do. Fuck if it'll be designed by someone else eventually, YOU BE THE FIRST GUY THAT DID IT. If that's not your passion, then GO DO IT. Live life with passion and you'll go through shit ten times worse then what you're in now with a big fucking grin.

I know, I used to be there. Now I'm doing what I love every day at work. I just got promoted and my passion for life motivates everyone around me. Be that person that motivates, OP.

Don't kill yourself. Just move into a hole. But continue to keep us posted on your adventures in said hole.

>>7232757
>quoting Hitler
>quoting what is pretty much LaVeyan Satanism

>>7232476

This. The wiggers/niggers are better dead than you.

"Be ashamed to die before you have won some great victory for humanity" - Horace Mann

Everyone can do some kind of good for another human being. It doesn't matter what it is, just do something.

I personally feel people like you deserve to die. Not because of this or that, but because you refuse to try. Instead of being a respectful member of society, you decide not to and blame it on some higher force, and claim you have no control. Thats just bullshit. If your brain cant physically comprehend the fact that you behavior is 100% under your own control then you deserve death for you wont do anything but be a tool.

Lol engineering major sure is god tier, right /r9k/?

Sorry OP, I don't have anything to say. If you want to do it, it's your call, not mine. Sounds like you've pretty much given up and don't even try anymore. I'd recommend having a long talk with your mom, dad, family members before you go. If you really want to give life one more shot, move somewhere completely different from where you're living, maybe even try some other kind of job that may be more fulfilling, regardless of what the job may pay or what kind of status it garners in society.

>>7232757
Jewish girls are adorable.

OP, you probably have a lot of money since you are an engineer (most likely single)

I suggest you gather all the money you have and go back to school, I did, and going back to school gave me a chance to become more sociable

>>7232969

EITHER THAT OR PRETTY FUCKIN UGLY

tl;dr

/k/ is that way
you with your nigger gun

>>7232832

I'm sorry but I think for myself and don't just follow moral codes that were ingrained into me as a child. If you actually thought objectively and independently too then there's a good chance that you'd also come to the conclusion that Hitler was not only a genius but arguably the greatest man of the 20th century.

If he's not willing to fight tooth and nail for his life, then I say let him die. He's already a leech on society.

You ever heard of the placebo effect? It's notoriously effective on supposably "depressed" people for a reason.

you are better than at least half the population. you're young they would pay anything to go back in time and be young again. feels good man.

Dont, move somewhere else, start a new life, without ending it, just throw the gun in a river somewhere,

Okay. Kill yourself. What do I care?

I mean, you can.

If you want to.

If you TRULY believe nothing will change, then continue on as every other sheeple has before you.

ALTHOUGH; I suppose anything I say won't have an effect, no matter how hard I struggle to keep your FUTILE existence going, I won't succeed. Ah well.

I don't know you, so I probably shouldn't care. But DAMN, it sucks to know that you could've done something and didn't.

If you don't care about your life, why anyone else should?
Just die, you little attention whore maggot.

I was really thinking of some good reasons why you shouldn't off yourself. but unfortunately all I can think about was the hellish mess you'd leave your landlord with when he has to lease your apartment out.

Plus, there's always the possibility that you don't die, which leaves you in an even more fucked up spot. Attempted hangings that leave people brain damaged, self inflicted gunshots that just disfigure your face, leapings that leave you quadraplegic, the list can go on if you don't get it right, and if you're a quadraplegic, good luck trying to kill yourself then.

Besides, bullets hurt. You'll probably tell me that this doesn't matter 'cause you'll be dead, but you'll still be hurting before you go. It'll be like that one time you banged your head on a cabinet, only it hurts much worse, and no alcohol can dull that pain.

And in the midst of all this rambling, I've found a reason why you shouldn't kill yourself. I know you saw the cliffhanger season finale of "Sons of Anarchy" it doesn't come back until September, so if you want to die before you find out if Jax gets Abel back from that crazy Irishman, or how long Gemma and Sheriff Unser can stay on the lam, or if somebody finally kills off Agent Stahl, then you're just going to have to plod through life until september.

Guys, I think a lot of you have issues with saying "I NEVER CONTRIBUTE ANYTHING TO SOCIETY"
You think Contributing to society is feeding every poor person on this side of the moon
Or Curing Cancer

You guys needs to lax your ideas a little
Help a homeless shelter
Go work at a soup kitchen
Visit some old people at a nursing home, they'd be happy to talk your ear off!

Living isn't always about accomplishing things for yourself

I'd feel like i would have done something with this life merely if i had helped make 2 people's lives better
Then, instead of being a leech of society, you'd be a help, the first paying off yourself, the second a surplus
Set your goals smaller
Helping others makes your life a lot better, you feel great

-A Boy Scout

>>7233196
Yeah, shit dude
I wouldn't kill myself just for the new season of dexter, even if i wanted...

It will hurt too fucking much if it was to fail, you would become disabled if you failed, and youd be put under constant surveillance

I would say go for it, but I value human life too much

do it man, get out of this perpetual shithole

>>7233433
See, i HATE people like you
"GO KILL URSELF"
Why are you posting, shouldn't you be dead with your mentality?

>>7233450
i would, but im too weak. couldnt jump

do ho ho
He actually took that picture an hour after his post it note's time stamp. yay exif data.

dude, if you want to an hero, just fucking do it. leave it off the Chan. you sound like some fucking girl crying out for help. go to a hospital if you want a doctor.

Just remember this OP:
Selfless action, or action with disinterest in any reward or outcome.

Now go forth and die.

I meant die when you're an old man btw.

I flipped a coin, heads you keep on living, tails you die.

It was heads. A man must accept the ruling fate has dealt.

Didn't read thread. Is OP still alive?

If so, take up heroin. Yeah it sucks, but you'll be a happy man.

>>7231959

What caliber is that? If it's a 9mm, you should kill yourself on the premise that you bought a pussy fucking 9mm. Of course, you'll need a bigger gun since that won't even touch brain matter.

>>7231959

>>I'm asian.

>>Shouldn't I just cut to the chase and kill myself?

Yes.

hur durr my life sucks.
Fuck off, I have depression too, I've felt like that most of the time.
You know the best thing for depression?
Working out, it'll help improve your confidence too.

>>7233592
My anti-suicidefag radar is pinging like crazy.

Creative attempt to be convincing though.

shouldnt make your last drink 3dollar vodka
thats pretty depressing

Get over yourself, faggot. Plenty of people are depressed and suffer through life like strong people. Fuck a hooker or something.

>>7233786
>suffer through life like stupid people
ftfy

Don't kill yourself. If you're choosing between that and anything else, do anything else. It sounds like you hate your life, so start a new one. Move to a new country. Walk from coast to coast. Do something radically new, different and life altering. Not life ending.

live in the solution

You're Asian. Your chances of finding a woman are marginal. You can't fulfill your basic biological purpose in life. So yes, I'd say kill yourself. Make room for someone better. Preferably White.

Also, how the fuck do disturbed slopes get a hold of guns so easily? I guess I now understand why guns are banned in most of Asia.

What medication? Doctors have been giving you shitty medication I bet. There's many drugs that I hear are awesome ways to improve your life but they aren't for simply depressed people.


>>7232041

Like this, recreational drugs.

OK OP listen up.

- You can get better. It may not seem like it now, but it will.
-90% of people don't contibute anything unique in the world. It doesn't matter shit.
-You can learn social skills.
-I'm ugly as fuck, but I get women. It's all about skill which you can learn as stated above.
Don't kill self OP. It'll get better.

>>7232041
What are you talking about? Nothingness sounds a lot better than most lives.

OP, not to be a bitch, but have you looked into possible short term or partial hospitalization? If you're not like violet, hallucination crazy, it's a very surreal and validating experience, it really changed my perspectives on living and reality. I was committed voluntarily for about 2 weeks and then a month in outpatient. I changed a lot, for the better. No one ever deserves experience to depression especially in the long term. If you have insurance, see if mental health is covered, check what programs are in your area. It'll get better OP.

>>7231959
well op its up to you

what caliber is that gun because you do NOT want to fuck it up, if its .22 or 9mm i would hum and haa about it because there is a high chance you will just cripple yourself or worse.

at any rate, im 25, lost my dreams and want to die. if i had money it would be different as i have an obsession with something that costs but something that i would do very well in had i had the cash. but thats not going to happen. so im gonna do eet.

if you dont have a passion i can understand why you would want to die, truth is this life is unbearable with untreatable depression. its your call.

Take a vacation and do it for your body, not yourself. Go to a civic centre, work out, run for an hour, then swim an sit in the hot tub for the rest of the goddamn day. Spend a weekend going out to a spa and reading books, get a haircut, start exercising, go to different bars and meet new people.

Life is fucking interesting. I feel like revving up my old junk heap car and just cruising on main street, breathing in the fresh air and being happy for that one fact, BEING ALIVE.

Right now, you're a contributing member of society just by being a consumer.

Don't kill yourself and become a financial burden.

>warning label on the clip

Get a webcam and do it on livestream, OP. So we can all watch.

>>7233961
Spoken like someone not diagnosed with clinical depression.

>>7234037
You sicken me
You want to watch a man die in front of your own very eyes??

See the thing is
You helped contribute to a man killing himself
How you could feel good about that in any way possible?

It really makes me sad.

YOU DON'T GODDAMN DESERVE TO KILL YOURSELF. HOW IN THE FUCKING SHIT DID YOU CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT YOUR PROBLEMS ARE TOO BAD TO DEAL WITH?
NOT EVEN FUCKING CLOSE. THE PEOPLE IN AFRICA LIVE WITH MERE OUNCES OF FOOD AND WATER EVERY GODDAMN DAY.
AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT BAD WHILE TYPING ON A COMPUTER. SOME PEOPLE HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THE SHIT YOU'RE WORKING WITH RIGHT NOW. YOU'RE LIVING LIKE A FUCKING GOD COMPARED TO SOME PEOPLE. GET YOUR FUCKING ACT TOGETHER, GO WORKOUT, AND GO FUCK YOURSELF, YOU UNGRATEFUL SACK OF SCUM.

>>7234042

Stop bitching. The world doesn't owe you shit. And guess what? Just because someone with a medical degree said there's something wrong with you doesn't mean there really is something wrong with you. Look at you. You don't even have the balls to make the decision to live or die without someone else's influence. You're a pussy.
Which is why I'm not going to suggest anything to your pathetic ass. I'll leave that up to the idiots on this board who actually give two shits about you and your problems.
Speaking of problems, it's time to realize that whatever problems you have, they are all caused by you. You're not a fucking victim. No one is.

>>7234054

I wouldn't watch him do it to feel good. I'd watch him do it for the experience. I've never seen someone die before. And maybe I sound like a sociopath but it's true.