>>631901

What the fuck are you talking about?

confusedblox

I'm going to take a bus somewhere, anywhere.

Hop trains in this cold fucking weather.

I don't fucking now.

What are you planning on doing? I know if I don't do something for the few weeks I'll have off I'm going fucking postal.

>>631935

>now.

That's hilarious, everyone look at how retarded I am!

Don't fight
It will feel good and you will get power from it but never fight.
You fight people, not ideas.
When you stand at the foot of the stronghold of the modern world you will find yourself outnumbered outmatched and outclassed.
To fight a single idea to death is to destroy yourself, because, what are you? a mere man fighting against some demon that cannot be seen
And as you fight the endless fight, you will realize that you have been eating away at your time on this earth
The pure anguish of inner conflict will destroy you in less than a decade, no matter how old you are.
You could have slain the beast by ignoring it or living better than those that follow it. To fight is to damn yourself to torment knowing you cannot win.
Don't fight, kid, I've tried

>>631935
Op here.
Easy, my arcanine brother. I'm going to start working on myself as if i was an old beaten cadillac recovered from a ghetto.

Start working on my health, mind, spirit and hobbies.

>>631935
bro, if you actually wanna train hop look up 'crew change' and also see if you can find a trainhop forum to join and lurk. usually only registered users can see the trainhop info.

cheers!

>>631960
Then how the hell am I suppose to live like, broseph?

Like a broken down autistic forever alone beta male virgin aspie who has a voice on the back of his head saying every single second "i want to die.".

I've been like that, broseph. I know what it's like to sink into the deepest and just be surrounded by people who want to keep you down there with you and when you try to encourage them to join you in getting out of hell they turn back and hope you die.

>>632039
I don't know.
I've spent it all fighting though, and for what?
In the past ten years more has fallen to the prince of the air than ever before.
The world is corrupted and falling to debauchery and hedonism.
And I have hindered none of it by fighting.
I know not how to live but I can tell you how not to live
To fight it with all your spirit soul and heart will result in defeat, and you yourself losing all three

>>632039
Brought a tear to my eye.
I hope you give em hell man. I dont care what anyone else says, I hope you give your all, because thats all you have really. I hope after you start doing this, you can look back in afew years and look at how far you've come.

I wish this was reddit so i could upvote this thread, go for it OP!

>>632039

>mfw I've already done what you're trying to do, after 2 years, and everything is more awesome than I could've ever imagined

I'm social, fit, confident, outgoing, and most importantly, in love with someone who truly loves me back.

2 years hard work, and I'm here.

>>632858
Please give me a small outline of what you did, where you started from, how difficult it was, what was the turning point for you etc.
I wish to make the same transformation

>>632920

>dropped out of university because i was clinically depressed
>once out of university I was on anti-depressants but continued to drink and smoke weed (bad idea)
>actively sought out jobs that demanded I be social in some way (some moreso than others, but all demanding some kind of interaction with others on a daily basis)
>started going to parties with a buddy of mine that I knew from work, even though he was really the only person I knew there. He was very popular and would always introduce me, forcing the rest of the social interaction between me and this stranger purely on my shoulders.
>fuck it up plenty of times, but no one really cares because that's just how life is and I learned that, the most you experience rejection (or just negative outcomes), the more you realize they don't fucking matter, tomorrow is another day, and short of punching the guy in the face he's not going to remember a semi-awkward interaction at one of many parties
>after a long time I become friends (or at least an acquaintance) with quite a lot of my original friends' buddies through parties and whatnot
>through forced social interaction both at work and in my personal life I start to feel more comfortable around people, in general
>meet a girl at one of these parties and become very interested
>eventually go on dates and end up officially dating
>still together 2 years later, she's helped me become a better person in every way, made me more comfortable around girls (since I'm around her and her friends often)
>shortly after dating her find the confidence and motivation to start hitting the gym
>been going since february 2011 and my body/mood/energy levels have improved dramatically
>re-applying to university this month

>>632985

Not to mention in between all this I started caring more about how I looked and dressed, and developed, over time, a fashion sense of my own, and not just a copy/paste of what I see on places like /fa/ and on various other internet sites. Look good, feel good.

>>632985
Thanks. Good to know my get-job-to-be more social plan has some merit to it.

the more I fought the more I realize that my happiness wanting it or not is only achieved by being forever alone

>>633016

Yeah, for a month or two I actually worked a legitimate, 100% commission sales job where I'd have to meet up with co-workers in an office, go over the plan for the day, be split into groups with more experienced salesmen in a given territory, and canvas from local business to local business, trying to get them to sign up with the company we represented at the time who sold debit/credit card machines.

We'd have to try and get the owner of the local business, look over their finances regarding debit/credit card fees charged by their merchant processor, and try and explain to them how our rates were lower and we could save them money (which we actaully could do, their rates WERE competitive, it's just hard to walk into a place, ask for the owner, get their financiala, and actually close the sale.

Needless to say, I didn't do all that well, but the experience it gave me was well worth the fact that for about a month i worked 7-7, 5 days a week, for minimal pay.

I learned a lot about how confidence and appearance are very powerful tools in life. It was really quite fun, travelling all over the city with guys slightly older than me, absorbing knowledge wherever I could.

I also worked briefly as a street canvasser for a local childrens' charity, you know those douchebags who stop you when you're out for a walk and try and get you to donate money. Another super-social job.

It was a group interview too, I was in the same room as 8-10 other kids roughly my age out for the same job. When the question of experience came up, I brought up my previous sales job with the debit machines and no one else had a story to top that. I was told shortly after the meeting concluded that I was one of 2 candidates actually hired on.

>>631901
Get off here and onto /fit/.
The culture there might infect you with a can-do attitude.

Or read the nihilism thread;
>>631934

>>632985
>>633049


Basically, in short, because I want to go play COD and it's 2:30 am

>get jobs that force you to be social
>pay more attention to how you dress, your appearance, everything about yourself
>start working out, getting in shape does wonders for your self confidence
>force yourself to be outgoing without being over-the-top, every excuse you get to go out to parties or out with people, take it. Never stay at home and assume you wouldn't have had fun out anyways, that mentality will kill you
>realize that through failure is learning that failure is not such a big deal, for the most part. Getting shot down by a woman isn't the end of the world, there are always more. Fucking up an introduction to someone isn't a big deal, you'll always meet more people or meet that person again.