>>6142422
less crying, more wildcard

That's rough buddy.

buddyblox

except he has friends!

>>6142432
Wildcard?

Every single plan I ever have to make my life better just fails, like Charlie.

Though I dont know how to make a Grilled Charlie.

>>6142444


MORE WILDCARD!

The irony is that Charlie fucking loves his life.

He doesn't know he's a failure.

>>6142441
I have friends, but I cant hang out with them anymore.

They all have girlfriends. I dont. I dont like third wheeling. ._.

You quit your efforts before they have a chance to bear fruit, a form of self sabotage.

>>6142459
That's what I fucking love about him. His life is terrible but he gets by, and enjoys it. He's never going to turn down a crazy plan or take the safe route, he's balls to the walls because he's pretty much at rock bottom already.

>>6142463
Maybe.

But 70% of the time, I dont quit them, they just horribly fail and either backfire or dont turn out how I plan.

Sorta OP.

On one hand, I feel like i'm an enormous loser and I will be no matter what I do. I don't think my parents were that fucked up, which really means it isn't nurture, so we're down to nature. Nature basically means genetics, so, in a way, yes, i do feel like I have it coded in me.

Although I don't see it as some insurmountable wall. Its like laziness or gluttony or something. I know that i'll never overcome it, but its still completely my fault. Even if its something coded in my genes, it is still a fault which defines me as a person, so its not like some bullshit aspergers.

I got cheated on in my first relationshit and didnt know it yet. She cheated on me with one of my friends.

So for a week or so, id hang out with her and him, and id think id be making -him- third wheel and felt bad about it, but I was actually third wheeling because my ex was hanging out with me and the guy she was cheating on me with.

The new guy at work bosses me around and never does what I say because hes not afraid of me. Everyone else at work does the same thing.

I pretty much do all the work around there (I do "Charlie Work").

>>6142530

Cut the head off a chicken and put it on his keyboard with a note saying you feel he is unmotivated.

>>6142550
He uses steroids and is a stereotypical douchebro. Very very under 'average height' though.

Im..."Charlie".

>>6142562

Then just stand up to him. Stand your ground and make him do the work. stare him dead in the eyes as you talk to him, and let him know you are not to be fucked with

conversely, fill a box with hornets and give it to him.

>>6142590
-This happened a long while ago. But my life hasnt gotten any better since then. It just took a sharp turn downwards and has been flatlining ever since.

-I keep trying to smoke the hornets out of the box, but they keep flying up the tube and stinging me in the face!

>>6142612

hahaa fuck yeah. Well, i dont know the specifics of your life. All I can offer is the general /a/ encouragement. If your life sucks then that's the best place to start making it better. go out and do whatever you can to fix whats wrong. and if life just keeps shitting on you, fuck it with a rake.

>>6142660
Yeah...I guess.

I dont know.

I pretty much suck at almost everything. Im not 21 yet though, so I cant exactly just drink myself to sleep and try to forget about all this. Totally wish I could, though.

I can't seem to focus on anything lately. I despise the rut and routine I've been chained to. I'm tired of school, I'm tired of work. I'm fed up and burned out. How does everyone else put up with the drudgery? I just don't understand. I need to move, I need to change. I need to get out of this fucking place or risk losing my mind.