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11/04/09(Wed)19:49:39 No.6126038>>6125812 >>6125829 me
too. i'm dieting and currently need to lose about 25-30 lbs before i
have no lovehandles and no pooch. i used to be an actual landwhale,
once. but my tits are small. i have a couple small si scars but no
tattoos or wish to get tattoos. my hair is it's natural color because
i'm a fucking natural redhead and the one time i wanted to dye it i
wanted to have the color bleached out first by a professional and she
refused. they don't make a dye in the color my hair is, and stylists
have a hard on for it for that reason and always comment on it. i wear
alternative clothes, but other than my double pierced ears and being
pale, i don't look particularly alternative while nude. i just... i
used to be a fucking whale, and now i'm about average (my male friends
tell me this, they have no reason to lie, i asked them not to, told
them there would be no repercussions.) but all my female friends are
hot for some reason, and i'm sick of knowing i'm the uncute one who
never gets any attention and who people are settling for. i want, one
time, to walk down the street and have someone watch me walk, or to
have someone at a party pay me $5 to take my top off the way they do
with my friends. i want to know that when someone hits on me it's not
because my best friend is a cocktease and just made him incredibly
horny and wandered off to cuddle with her gay male friends. i want it
to be because he actually thinks i'm cute. i want the little voice in
my head that says i don't belong there and people only like me because
my friends are hot to stop. |