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09/07/09(Mon)16:16:50 No.5368968>>5368888 Then I'd need to move back in with my parents, which would be a thousand times worse and DEFINITELY drive me to an hero.
Actually,
I have firm, outlined plans for my suicide. I'm buying a gun, driving
to a park at night (I don't want to leave a mess for my housemates),
drinking some alcohol to salve my nerves, then doing the job. About
five weeks from now, and honestly it's a relief, I'm almost happy. I
feel like I'm in high school again and it's May, waiting for the year
to end and summer break to start. The only reason I need five weeks is
that I need a local driver's license to buy a gun, and the DMV is
booked until the 25th (and there's a waiting period here when buying a
handgun). |