Step outside of your comfort zone.

Or kill yourself. Your pick.

>I wish I was free.
Correct english would be "I wish I were free."

>I am 6'2, 160lbs with a 6x6 inch penis

You say that like its a bad thing? Fuck you you don't know you're born

>>3747500

Second option is better. I'm like OP except I'm 22 and am economically independent. The problem is not just 'issues' - people really are judging each other all the time, but a normal personal doesn't have much to be judged outright. People like OP and me do have some outstanding features and they're not good ones - that's why we grow being hated by many and liked by none and end up as anxiety-ridden unhappy adults.

>>3747538

I know, I was wondering what the problem was, but then I read on. It doesn't matter how good you look, it gets to a point where nobody wants to put up with that pussy bullshit.

Hay hay I'm like you just my penis is 7' and I'm 6'3? and I'm 19 and 180lbs. Fag lol. Enjoy ur lolol noob.

>>3747479
OP, grab a book, any book you like, and go to a park or some other sunny place where lots of people are walking around.

Now, sit down somewhere, and read your book.

Do this every day for 3 weeks.

Every day when you get home, write down how people look at you, how they respond to you being there. Then, when you're finished, analyze. Not when you are in the park or whatever. Just read your fucking book when you're there, or enjoy the sunshine, the birds, the girls, whatever.

Analyze your thoughts, and look at them objectively. Make a list of all the things you think people think about you, all the things you think people will do when you interact with them. For instance, when you greet a stranger, you're afraid he'll laugh at your face or say nothing at all, right? Test your theory. Start greeting people on the street. Not the intimidating people, but the nice kind, the old people in the park who are as lonely as you are, etc.

Desensitize your paranoia.

Jesus Christ OP, I'm a fat girl version of you.
I'd hug you, but you'd probably feel even worse because there's some whale hugging you.
And I know that it's better to get no sympathy rather than sympathy from a whale.

6x6 inches? Thats a fat dick OP. Stop bawwing and go out and get some

>>3747638

Define "fat."

Mootblox

>>3747709

She already did...

>some whale hugging you
>sympathy from a whale

Whale girl is whale

Hey OP, atleast you're not fat.

Get therapy.

>>3747709
UK size 14. That's US size 12.

Some of us just aren't meant for this world and can never be truly happy. You are basically extremely self conscious OP, so am I. It sucks

Oh god it's me from the future.

>>3747780

That sounds to me at worst a bit cushy.

I'd hug you. And bury my face in your cleavage.

>>3747797
Let's have a loser party where we awkwardly sit in your mom's basement, stare at each other and battle waves of nausea!

>>3747805
Awwwwww. I find it sort of cute, but saying things like that out loud to normal people is probably one of the reasons you're a virgin.

>>3747638

Oh my fucking god, nobody cares. I have never seen a more desperate and blatant attempt at attention whoring in all my life.

The only reason I like /r9k/ is because I know there's losers like you out there and misery loves company. Don't worry man, there's plenty of people just like you and me on this board and poking fun of ourselves together is a really great way to spend the time. I'm only 21, and besides the fact that I don't like to look in the mirror, almost this entire post describes me well. Except I'm fatter and my penis is smaller, so hey, I guess I'm an even bigger loser than you, right?

It's ok. We're both failures but we can hang out on here. High five, OP.

also FUCK OFF NORMALFAGS I HATE YOU SO MUCH

>>3747834
You can start by losing the weight. Seriously, it's a huge confidence boost.

lol I talk like that too xD. Life is awesome OP. Even pieces of shit like you get to live.

>>3747638
Awww.

I wish you would stop thinking like this. I would gladly hug you.

>>3747833
You actually talk to people, so you don't need the attention of strangers. I get my small portion of it off the internet. Sorry if it bothers you.

>>3747851
I could. Or I could not, because I've been skinny, and instead of hating others I just realized I still hated myself. I hated myself even more for losing weight so others would think better of me.
So I gained my weight. Because despite people judging me and disliking me for it, I'd rather not dislike myself for being one of them.

>>3747833
Oh shit, ANGRY VIRGIN SQUAD is here!

>>3747823

Ever think that he might not say those things aloud? Go be a whale, you presumptuous BITCH.

Just kill yourself OP, you're a waste of fresh air.
You think what? The world has a duty to acknowledge your pathetic display of self pity.
You doesn't sound like you want to do anything to change, all you want is for your peers to feel sorry for you, *understand* you so you will feel better about being a loser.
Either you change or don't complain. You are responsible for what you are. If things are fucked up it's nobody's fault but yours and only you can change the situation. If you don't want to change, quit being a nuisance with your useless bitching.
You got a lot of thing going on for you, you are healthy, has a place to sleep and food on your table. But basically you are a coward and deeply ungrateful, so go fuck yourself.

>>3747871
You're pretty cool for admitting you're an attention whore.

>>3747867
Thanks.

Shit, this is why people have this "hug group" faggotry.

>>3747823

I'm not the OP dumbass.

>>3747885
Lol. I like your style.

>>3747891
Realism is actually more comfortable than denial.

>>3747889
ITT: Normalfag being a fag. Fuck you.

Pro's

>I am 26 years old. I am 6'2, 160lbs with a 6x6 inch penis

So you are young, tall, slim with an above average dick.

>I live in a dreamworld and fantasize all the time

You have a vivid imagination. You dare to dream. "What the mind can concieve, it can achieve"

>I am still clinging to childhood even though it is long, long gone

You obviously had a happy childhood then. Many are not so lucky. Nothing wrong with remembering the good times.

>All I have is blind hope that one day I'll turn things around

So you admit that there is still hope. You have not given up despite all the shit in your life. Where there is hope, there is opportunity

Who the fuck has a cubed penis? Seriously, go see a doctor.

>>3747902
How would I know? We're all anonymous.
Lol.

>>3747910
But you can just forget about reality and pretend it doesn't exist while you're on 4chan. Because we're all your friends here! : )

God that's gay

You can not escape from somewhere if you've got nowhere to escape to.
Get a goal.

>>3747913
I am far from normal. I have tons of *issues* but I am dealing with them. Most of you fucks don't want to make any effort, not only you believe that things should magically happen to you, but you think the world *owes* you something. NOTHING will happen if you spend the whole day playing video games and fapping. Sorry if you can't face this reality.

>>3747944
I have an escape for him ;_;

>>3747953
>I have tons of issues
Daddy didn't buy me the car I wanted for my sixteenth birthday >:( I will rebel and destroy his empire HE RUINED MY LIFE WITH THIS CAR!!

>>3747943
I'm not pretedning anyone's going to like me here. This place just has anonymous people from real life. It's just that I'd never talk casually irl, and here I can. And if I don't mention I'm a fat attention whore I can actually make people laugh or have an interesting conversation.

>>3747638
lol hookup thread

>>3747926
I'm like the same OP.

>Pro's
Con's

>So you are young, tall, slim with an above average dick.
Ugly, skinny, bad coordination. No one gonna see my dick, so...

>You have a vivid imagination. You dare to dream. >"What the mind can concieve, it can achieve"

To the point when you break these things and realize some things. Also, the inability to express through any form of art...

>You obviously had a happy childhood then. Many are not so lucky. Nothing wrong with remembering the good times.

So wrong...

>All I have is blind hope that one day I'll turn things around

>>3747973
I feel kind of bad since you're obviously a loser but the only thought I can harbor is "is she big enough of a loser to sleep with me? She probably is, I should give her my email so I can see where she lives and if it's too far I'll just give her compliments untill she gives me naked pics"

I'm not going to do that, though. Instead I'll admit that you're on of the top 10% of women on /r9k/ by admitting you're not a pretty princess who is "too good for da silly boys on this silly website full OF SILLY SILLY SILLY", and that you're a lot smarter than the average girl on here as well. Sorry about your case of the ugly.

>>3747993
Continued

>All I have is blind hope that one day I'll turn things around

I woke up after a 12 hour sleep. After one hour of being awake, I felt miserable and I slept for another 5 hours...

1. Get a job
2. Cash!
3. Buy nice things to feel better
4. Join a gym - bulk up and combat depression
5. Money + Muscles = Girls
6. ????
7. PROFIT!

>>3748002
I'm sorry, but I definitely live nowhere near the US or Canada, where you're probably from.

Attention whoring isn't really intelligent. Sorry about your low self-esteem. You're honest. That's really nice of you.

>>3748038
Yurp?

>>3748038
Attention whoring isn't something you can really help. Being able to look at yourself from another perspective and fairly judging what you're doing, though, is (apparently) not so common on /r9k/. There's a thread every day where some guy asks "post ur cup sizes", and the last one got like 500 replies. When you tell the girls to stop being attention whores, the reply is often "OMG SEXIST VIRGIN NOTHING WRONG WITH TELLING THESE SILLY BOYSSSSSSSS I HAVE BIG D CUP TITS HEHE THEY ARE REAL NICE MY BOYFRIEND LOVES THEM SILLY BOYS ;))"

Fuck, I hate women on this website. Also, I'm not from the Americanas either. See email.

Just live a Good Life and God will reward you in your next life with good looks. get it? good, drop an o = God.

How do I know. i am good looking and multi-talented like you wouldn't beleive.

Trust Me.

Just, i know it would be hard to hear, but make The Best of what you have been given. i struggle to apply this to my own Life. you know what? You have it very bad, i do feel for ye man...

Like on two and a half men. allen is at his lowest point and he realises he can only go up.

physically use your mouth to ask your guardian angel for happyness.

i hope you see this post, OP.

>>3747479

>I am paranoid people are judging me, making fun of me and criticizing me

Pssst, see that scrawny, quivering retard over there? He dropped out of college because he was too lazy and he's never even seen a pussy! *snigger*

Ugly bastard spends all his time on 4chan because he's too lazy to get a job. And he blames eveyone but himself, miserable ugly cunt.

There is a girl in the school I teach at that has horrendous body odour, always has visible snot in her nose, terrible acne and constantly greasy hair.

Even she has no problem socialising. It really doesn't matter what problems you have or how you look, as long as you at least pretend you don't care.

>>3748062
You're still pretty far.

I wonder if I would be a deluded camwhore if I was pretty or if I would go to 4chan at all.

OP here

I was hoping someone else would also take the plunge and divulge the details of their worthless life. You are all correct, I am pathetic and deserve no pity. I actually wasn't looking for any I just wanted to get this off my chest as I have no one to talk to in real life. Using 4chan as a fucking councillor eh? Yep, truly pathetic

>>3748100
It doesn't matter, I just wanted to prove how desperate my thoughts can get, I never expected you to live down the street. It was nice talking to you, whale girl. Don't ever think highly of yourself!

>>3748107
Fat girl here, I dropped out of college twice. Am now on my third try.

The dumbest thing is I used to be the best student in school, and then something changed almost overnight and now I'm afraid to talk to people so I avoid all social situations at all costs.

>>3748107
I want to know if you believe in God or are you an athiest. A yes or no, will do fine. I promise to not push it onto you, but hey what do you have to lose right?

I have no male friends. All of my friends are girls that used to be my girlfriend but I turned them into friends because I can't stay attracted to people very long. Never had a girlfriend that lasted longer than 2 months.

I really want a long-term relationship but I just can't stay that interested long enough.

>>3748126
Thank you. I shall go on on my miserable self-hating path and probably reach enlightment at some point.

>>3748136
You are actually craving teh cock.
Hope this helps.

>>3748140
My enlightment just keeps ending in suicide. It's probably best not to chase after answers.

>>3748127
Same for me.

I used to be the smartest guy in school, played for the rugby team, was the lead in a few of the school plays, had lots of friends.

Then when I went into 6th form (ages 17 and 18) it all changed and I have no idea what happened.

>>3748149
>keeps ending in suicide

...are the necromancers back in town?

>>3748132

OP here.

At present, No, I don't believe in God.

I have searched a lot for a meaning to life. From mainstream religion to new age bullshit. No answers to be found and I am just sick of trying tbh

>>3748159
It's the answer. I didn't say I'd follow through, because I don't like the answer.

>>3748140
Feel kind of bad that I have to miss out on a half-intelligent girl, though. But I am resisting the urge to be a hypocrite and to post my email. fuuuuuuu-

>>3748154

I expected something else from life. Something that's not really there for anyone, some meaning or something. Life is basically much simpler than I thought it would be, so I just sort of lost interest and didn't do anything, and then every effort became sort of meaningless. And without effort there is no achievement. And without achievement you lose the remains of self-esteem you have and the motivation to do anything at all. And when you hate yourself you expect others to hate you too, so they do.

YOU CAN'T HAVE A RAINBOW WITHOUT RAIN

>>3748184
If it makes you feel any better I wouldn't write to you anyway. Part of why I don't talk to people is because I don't whant to load them with personal emotional bullshit. You're depressed enough as you are.

>>3748194

That is profound. Absolutely sums up my life from age 16+

>>3748168
Well, I want you to know know that I care about what happens to you and I want You to attain Peace.

If you do end up comitting suicide, you'll just damage your soul and come back the same. Ugly like your soul.

Beautiful souls have pure faces.
All this is pointless, you'll get your peace, just not your present life.

>>3748205
I'm actually pretty ok with listening to other people's problems. They tend to dwarf my own because.. I just don't think of my own life anymore and slowly start forgetting. In the end it all comes back crushingly hard, but I never really feel bad because I wasn't awfully depressed.. for a little while. Out of curiousity, where are you from?

>>3748214
This is a normal teenage existential crisis. The thing is, you need motivation to grow out of it, which I don't have.

>>3748218

OP here

I will never kill myself. I don't have the guts and I wouldn't want to put my family through that. I do not believe in reincarnation but you are entitled to your beliefs

>>3748229
I'm from 4chan, let's leave it at that.

>>3748218
I find it Hilarious how you Capitalise words at Random.

OP, the one and only advice I can give you is, seek professional help. Seriously. You obviously have huge problems and 4chan can NOT solve them, you have to accept this. Go seek professional help and take it from there.

>>3748233

Trolld. Why would a compassionate Buddhist ever spend time on 4chan?

>>3748233
so when we die we become nothing, because God doesn't exist Right?

Well I be depressed too because I'd have nothing to look forward to!

I'm gonna be hard on you now; Stop being a FAGGOT.

Alright fucktard. What you have to realize is everyone is an absolute cunt. Just think, you could kill yourself now and save yourself the trouble. But you wont, be happy about that. If someone rejects you, think to yourself, "at least i could killl myself if it gets so bad". Then fucking do whatever you want. Make sure you realize you don't matter. I pulled down my pants in front of a group of girls when i went out and was rewarded later with sex. "Like i give a fuck" HAS to be your new motto. Your problem is you care too much. Everyone is a dumb ass and everyone is looking for guidance, just do whatever the fuck you want and if you are confident enough they will go for it.

>>3748242
You're right, it probably is. But why does it feel like I'm kicking myself in the shins? Fuck. I'll just go play a videogame and forget about it. See you in another life, whale anon.

>>3748257
He doesn't sound very Buddhist. That's something very new age and stupid.
Also, just because you're a Buddhist doesn't mean you have a perfect mind like a monk.

>>3748273
I'm sorry we'll never meet. Good luck in your life.

>>3748263

Poor, poor attempt. /b/ is <------ that way

0/10

I'm sort of in the same position. I was never really popular in high school, but I did have alot of good friends. Now that I'm at college, I feel really reclusive and anti-social. I would rather spend my entire day (seriously, entire day) on 4chan then hanging out with my friends from classes or my dorm. I'm not really sure what happened. I just barely leave my room except for classes. Sometimes I don't eat because I don't want to go out.

It's pathetic really.

I still have a loving boyfriend who I see about once a week or less. It's all I look forward to.

I'm in shape, I have nice breasts, and I get sex when he's in the mood. So its not just fat, ugly people who feel cast out.

I just don't feel like I fit in here. I would rather talk to random people on the internet then actual people. Here, I can be completely uninhibited and be myself. There aren't many other places where you can do that.

I think it's becoming a bit of an addiction. I'll I do is post in threads and refresh, refresh, refresh.

I've always been shy and a bit of a wallflower, but its never been this bad before.

I really need to stop it.

>>3748350
At least read wiki or books instead of 4chan. You could become really dumb and not notice it.

>>3748367
I get straight a's most of the time and I still read books.

Thats a good idea though.

http://www.sengifted.org/articles_counseling/Webb_ExistentialDepressionInGiftedIndividuals.shtml

Here is something most of you should read.

>>3748350

I'm you except I'm male, I'm single and I don't have nice breasts

4chan really is an addiction. The past few weeks it has really consumed my life and I don't know why. Constantly refreshing threads is like playing a fruit machine. Just one more and I'll turn off the pc, just one more. Oh fuck it, I've got to reply to this one

>>3748376
>particularly frustrated with the existential limitations of space and time
Hahahahahaha
Seriously, fuck philosophy.