I have been crying uncontrollably for an hour and a half. It's 3am. Please, something... Anything...
Order a suicide bag.
it gets better. You may have to wait your whole life, but it gets better.
Do you like nutella?
Might I ask what that thing in the bag is?
wtf is in that pic
Is it bad that I thought op's pic was a baby with a bullet hole in the back of the head?
email me.i love you op and you are a great person. here to talk if you want
>>3665370>Please, something... Anything...>... Anything...>...anything>....Can I ask why you took the time to press the period key on your keyboard 6 times? Whhat were you thinking while pressing those keys? Did you want to seem desperate? If so you aren't getting any pity.
Shit get's better, but you have to put in some effort to make shit better.
Do you know why you're crying?
>>3665370Why are you crying OP, Something you want to talk about?also unrelated, but are you british?
I do like nutella, but haven't eaten it in a long timeThe thing in the bag is a toy seal. You may have to use your imagination. Posting from phone and the first thing I foundI am British indeedI finally stopped crying. I texted 3 people in the random hopes that they'd be awake and one of them called back. If was incredibly drunk and apparently my text confused him, but his vaguely nonsensical account of falling in a nettle bush and calling the police made me feel somewhat betterI'm crying because I had am insanely strong urge to hurt myself. I suddenly realised that there was a time when I believed that I could call my girlfriend at any time if I was in crisis. I never did, but I felt I could. But today I realised I couldn't any more. I've been depressed lately and I feel like she's just been blanking me. I just so badly need to talk. And even though she tells me, I just realised that I don't believe she loves me any moreFuck I'm crying again
>>3665415No, I thought so too.>>3665625Dude, just watch some jellyfish videos. Jellyfish are the most beautiful things in the world. They'd never hurt you on purpose.
>>3665625why dont you just exercise stress away like normal people
>>3666479Just on accident. I can't even tell you how much they creep me out. Just deep water and the things that live in it in general. If it's not a controlled environment, I can't bring myself to even look at the water.That said, I did man up enough to do the whole swim with whale shark/manta ray thing. I was shaking violently the whole time, though.
>>3665625You should probably try to get some sleep OP, It's getting close to 5am.It sucks that you feel like your girlfriend doesn't love you (I'm assuming based on how you've written it, you are still with her). It might be worth talking to her next time you get a chance to if you feel like you can't talk to her about shit anymore. I'm not gonna pretend that I know if it's a good idea because I'm shitty with people. Out of interest OP, How old are you?
