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    11 KB Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)09:47:44 No.315557  
    >>315389
    Getting started and finding the motivation and aspirations are though.

    Most people in this situation were brought up by parents who had them when they were still in school or barely out of it. They were taught nothing of the world by them because they knew nothing. "Finish school. Get good grades. Put up with shit." Chances are they moved around a lot or were sheltered as kids.

    When their minds finally grew up and they realized they were alive and have been alive for near 20 years, they don't know how to react. They're unprepared and unequipped. Scared and overwhelmed. They panic and freeze, afraid to make a decision because the outcome is unknowable. Once they think they know the outcome, they are afraid to make a decision.

    Resent their parents, resent themselves, regret their choices. Fear holds us back. A lack of self worth. We know we have to step of the train at some point, but we can't face the truth. Finding distractions becomes a full-time job. Fantasies and dreams.Hiding from reality and the moments of tangled clarity that comes after orgasm and the grogginess of a tired mind.

    I lack the will to do anything but survive because I can't see the worth in anything else. The things I once found pleasure in have been slowly corrupted. I knew they were shallow from the start, a band-aid on a leaky faucet. There are things I feel like doing, but am afraid they are just as shallow. I want to be special, but I know I will never be... anything more than the scared kid 5 years ago.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)09:52:09 No.315587
    ;_;

    sadbloxblox.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:00:00 No.315641
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    this book lied to me!
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:07:56 No.315685
    it's like, OP just described my life.
    Every time shit like this goes throw my mind, I eat some peanut butter, play my guitar, some vidya or watch House M.D.
    It's tough just going throw everyday life, when you can't be normal or function the way others want you to do.
    Just numb the pain you feel with whatever distracts you.One moment I feel like bursting in tears and after half an hour I just don't give a fuck
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:19:46 No.315772
    >>315685
    yeah but you play the guitar, hell if i didn';t already knew that there were people who could create tangible music with that thing I would have thought it was physically impossible.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:20:11 No.315775
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    welp, you really have to find your own motivation in life i guess. if you don't do anything you'll never know if there's something out there that will give you a reason to live.

    your search for something to live for could be your reason to live!

    ...or not, whatever man, it's your life now. you don't have anyone to blame but yourself at this point. a lot of people have had shit lives and still do, but fuck them anyway because they're not you and have nothing to do with you. not even sarcasm. stop living in regret and fear land. baby steps and healthier "distractions".
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:23:50 No.315800
    >>315772
    ok maybe word tangible was not right in that sentences since music cant be tangible.
    but you know what i mean right?
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:23:54 No.315802
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    Oh man, OP. Who are you even replying to, lol.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:26:28 No.315823
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    the great circle of life...
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:29:39 No.315856
    >>315802
    >>315823
    God, I love SMBC so much.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:33:05 No.315883
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    >>315823
    >>315856
    >>315802

    Enjoy your distractions. I mean... if you laugh at it, it stops hurting, right? Why don't you save another comic that you can relate to instead of doing something about it?
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:37:34 No.315916
    >>315883
    Who told you I was sad ?

    I'm feeling jolly good.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:39:35 No.315935
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    >>315883
    no need to be a dicky dick about it, jeez. wuts wrong with a little bit of- OH GOD MY LIFE IS A WRECK! WHY CAN'T I STOP DOING THIS TO MYSELF! ;_;
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:41:25 No.315951
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    I want an easy, comfortable life. That's all. I don't care about having a big house or a fancy car. I don't care about professional success. I don't even really care about starting a family. I want the path of least resistance, but even that seems to be too much for me.

    My dream is to buy a little tumbleweed house or RV or converted bus and sequester myself in it. That's all. In fact, the only reason that I'm going to college is so that I can get by with less work. My needs are few, especially with no mortgage or car payments or family to provide for. I think with a decent salary I could live comfortably for several years off of 3-12 months' savings. That is my ultimate goal. To just live, comfortably, doing whatever I wanted with my days. I could travel the country on a whim or stay shut inside for months on end. Without so many burdensome responsibilities and obligations, I would finally be free. I think then I could be happy.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:42:55 No.315963
    >
    Most people in this situation were brought up by parents who had them when they were still in school or barely out of it. They were taught nothing of the world by them because they knew nothing. "Finish school. Get good grades. Put up with shit." Chances are they moved around a lot or were sheltered as kids.

    So true, my parents are boring no life fucks, I bet it's the same for allot of 4channers
    >> GreenTrashcan !6mvmNVD6E6 11/07/11(Mon)10:43:26 No.315968
    >>315951

    I don't see the point of repuposing that research van or whatever. They make RVs.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:46:11 No.315988
    >>315968

    But... that IS an RV.

    http://www.unicatamericas.com/
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)10:47:25 No.316006
    >>315963
    my dad is basically me who just happen to get lucky to find a woman that wanted U.S. citizenship. so he couldn't impart to me any wisdom on women courting or sex since he himself knew only as much as I did if not less.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)11:25:55 No.316364
    Yeah, that about sums it up. I blame my parents, letting me hide from my problems by playing vidya all day every day, and not teaching me a god damn thing about the world, and then being annoyed and frustrated when i start struggling instead of helping me.

    Slowly making progress, i pay for most everything now (except a place to live), starting to get some credits at college, though i'm thinking of getting an associates or going to a trade school instead of burying myself in debt while studying for 3 more years. I kinda just want to get on with life.

    Tl:dr - personal echo chamber
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)12:13:14 No.316788
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    easy guide to happiness
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)12:52:17 No.317204
    >>316364

    >blames parents instead of self

    You're a faggot, but then again, I feel worse because I blame myself.
    >> Anonymous 11/07/11(Mon)12:57:21 No.317250
    >>317204

    Sometimes your parents are to blame. A lot of people get caught up in the fallacy that if you blame someone else for your problems, it means that you're not taking responsibility for them. I'm in a similar situation to the guy you're replying to. My parents are good people and they never abused me but shit, they are fucking awful parents. But I'm an adult now and I know that I'm responsible for fixing my problems, it's up to me to get my shit together because they can't do it for me. Everybody's parents fuck them up a little bit too, so it wouldn't make sense to blame the problems that they caused on yourself. It's just not reasonable.



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