Are you underaged b&?
mootblxoxx

>>3082699
Why do you want to get a guy banned right before he dies. That's a little screwed up. It's like telling someone with cancer their children hated them.

What do you have so far? That picture is low quality.

1) underage b&
2) take a better pic of the note we can't see it to lol @ what a failure you are

You're expecting to be able just stop and articulate yourself effectively by just taking a couple of minutes of your time just before you die, having never attempted to accumulate any skills for analyzing and expressing them before. Fuck you, I've spent the past 5 years trying to articulate myself. Don't think that just because you're about to die, you're guaranteed the simple closure that everyone else is working lifetimes for in vain. You can just suck it up and die with loose ends just like everyone else.

Open with a joke.

I'm totally on-board with editing your suicide note.

Seriously.

You don't want to be remembered for your poor grammar, do you?

Bro, invest in a webcam. I want to watch this shit happen live.

>>3082710
Welcome to 4chan!
mootbloxxx

Hang yourself and leave a note stating "Don't mind me guys, just hangin' around LOL"

Go to sleep, OP. You'll wake up and feel differently. I went to bed muttering, "I want to die, please, please, I want to die" last night. This morning, I had a really nice cinnamon bun, made a lot of really funny jokes, made some great progress on my blog, and had a really good time with my brother.

If you're still set on it, then know this: Imagine how you'll feel if the shotgun doesn't kill you.

>>3082798

sweet man, a fucking cinnamon bun

23 years old

i'm not trying to share my personal note on 4chan.

all the guys you read about here who are alone and sad on into their adult lives, for some people that's all there is and it doesn't change and, if you want me to give some kind of explanation of "why" then that's the best one. that is what daily life is for some, ive always known it was for me. also less idealistic stuff like medical problems that are not worth

mostly its a sad feeling about other people, and you guys know the feeling. i see it described here all the time. you can't explain it, either you live with it or you don't.

>>3082837

cinnamon buns make life worth living ^_^

>>3082798
Fuck yes cinnomon bun! I'm gonna go buy one right now. Thanks, Anon.

>>3082735
i know i wont have closure for myself or the people i'm writing the note for. it's not on my priority list

Please just kill yourself and stop clogging up the god damned internet with your brainless crying. You have zero concept of how fucking repetitive it gets after awhile. Shit or get off the pot, bitch.

>>3082846
>ive always known it was for me.
Well there's your problem, cockbite. Your ailments are so fucking obvious, you're just too depressed to realize it. I hope you got enough money to cover your death.

i can tell by your handwriting that you're a femanon

why would you use a shotgun? you want your last moment to be an indescribable blossom of pain? why not turn the car on in the garage, also no mess for loved ones to see and you look peaceful, do you want to cause your family undue stress even after you are dead?

I can't kill myself just yet because it would ruin my family. I have to wait a bit for my cousin to graduate, my sister to stand on her own feet, my grandfather to die so I don't cause him even more pain.

Are you sure you don't owe it to somebody to suffer for a little longer? If it matters enough to write a memoir, shouldn't it matter how it'll feel to them?

use smile faces instead of periods for punctuation on the note

>>3082974

a female wouldn't use a gun to kill herself.

>>3082798
I noticed that, anytime I ever had an incredibly crappy day and went to bed wishing to just disappear, I'll have an awesome day the next.

OP, did you ever hear of the anger management technique of writing an angry letter and holding onto it for a few days? Try that, see if your outlook changes. My life's pretty crappy and sometimes I just want to die, but three things I say to myself to keep going on:
1. Someone out there's having a worse day than you (which is pretty damn funny)
2. People'd be sad if you killed yourself (I'd be, since I stumbled on this thread...)
3. It'll all be over tomorrow. If you have a crappy day at school or something, just go home and sleep, that's what I did.

It's all your decision to live or not, but I'd advise against it.

>>3082974
if i took a picture of my note to post here i would be a real faggot. that's just a google image/

the same thing goes for web cam suicide. i would want to see it too, but i'm not doing this for attention.

i have $235 which i'm going to use for the gun, here in virginia.

>>3083092 $235

get a mosin-nagant, spend the rest on a hooker before you go

>>3083092

You're writing the note before you even have a gun at your disposal?

Now you're into the realm of "cry for help" bullshit. Nobody leaves a suicide note lying around beforehand unless they want it to be found.

i will be sad until the moment i pull the trigger. pills, poison, gas, hanging, i wont be able to take the wait.

it's not a bad day, there aren't good days. to be honest you can read david foster wallace if you want a memoir on what its like. im writing this note to my parents, not for an effect on people. there aren't good days. i owe it to them since they raised me. im asking for cremation and no wake

I don't know, I've found actually writing suicide notes and then logically looking through them for stupid things and then burning it very theraputic.

Nothing like stupid frying in the afternoon to realize life is not that bad.

>>3083116

Stefan? I swear to God that's you. And you know who I am.

http://www.theync.com/media.php?name=6884-extraordinary-video

Check any of the other shotgun suicides.


EPIC FUCKING LULZ OP

I have to say for some people especially those with medical problems often life does not get better in many cases it gets worse. It's one thing to become suicidal after having one bad day, but if you are planning your suicide over many months and even years there may be some justification there. Some people have very painful lives. But if you do decide to do it with a gun. Make sure it is a powerful shell or round at least 12 gauge aimed in the mouth toward the brain and brain stem.

>>3083262
thats my plan the video was disturbing, i'm putting it in my mouth to hit the brain under the stem

medical problems are a big part of it, almost all of it. it's not a bad day, take comfort that you really dont know the feeling if you think its one bad day

sage this retarded attention-wanting crap.

Real suicide notes usually consist of something along the lines of "Remember to bring the garbage can out on Tuesday." If you're trying to write something very emotional then you are definitely not actually going to go through with it. It's not the state of mind people are in when they kick their own buckets, contrary to popular perception.

get money money
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please lady, stay with me

Dude why would you kill yourself? A permanent end to all your temporary problems. Think of all you would be doing to your family.

Imagine what your brothers life would be like finding you without a head! He would be messed up forever. Besides there are people who have things a lot worse than you right now. Starving children in Africa. People in the middle east who could be killed at any second by bombs. Really you shouldn't do it.

Think of all you still have to experience in life. And what all this will do to your family.

If you die everyone who knew you will be sad. :(

>>3082798

I wish I was like you. Easily amused...

throw some jokes in there man

why do they always have to be such a bummer?

First of all, get the fuck off my 4chan and go talk to your family about your problems.

And second, don't write a note. It'll only make them feel worse.

>>3083253
>>3083253

OP might want to reconsider his method.

Everyone concentrates on the mechanical aspects such as which pills to take, where one can jump, where to aim, but hardly anyone makes it clear that the most important thing is to have a practical way of overcoming the instinct to live and the fear which is present. Most people, if they honestly consider the matter that there is, in the first place, *no* such method, simply ignore the problem.
For example: When using a shotgun the critical point is that the moment one pulls the trigger is very difficult and requires unbelievable will power.

My well thought out response, part 1:
if you're going to kill yourself, at least research the subject a little. And I'm not talking about dumbass news reports about baw baw bawwww she was so young and whatever

suicide has existed as long as prostitution (forever) yet was carried out for many different reasons. Read the book, the Hagakure, it's about samurai and why they committed suicide. It didn't have anything to do with escaping life actually, they would do it in such a painful way that it was not something a pussy would do.

Also, the philosopher Schopenhauer wrote about suicide in his essay On Suicide. Totally different view than the samurai, but still interesting. Here's an excerpt:

"As far as I can see, it is only the monotheistic, that is to say Jewish, religions whose members regard self-destruction as a crime. This is all the more striking in that neither in the Old nor in the New Testament is there to be found any prohibition or any definite disapproval of it; so that religious teachers have to base their proscription of suicide on philosophical grounds of their own invention, which are however so poor that what their arguments lack in strength they have to try to make up for by the strength of the terms in which they express their abhorrence; that is to say, they resort to abuse. Thus we hear that suicide is the most cowardly of acts, that only a madman would commit it, and similar insipidities; or the senseless assertion that suicide is 'wrong', though it is obvious there is nothing in the world a man has a has a more incontestable RIGHT to than his own life and person."

oh anon :((

mom and dad and your brother are never ever going to get over this, please think hard about that

My well thought out response, part 2:
and from the hagakure:
"It is a good viewpoint to see the world as a dream.
When you have something like a nightmare, you will wake up and tell yourself it was only a dream. It is said that the world we live in is a not a bit different from this."

and

Part 3
"Once when Fukuchi Rokurouemon was leaving the castle, the palanquin of what appeared to be a rather upper class woman was passing in front of Master Taku's mansion, and a man who was standing there made the proper salutation. A halberd carrier who was with the palanquin procession, however, said to the man, "You didn't bow low enough," and struck him on the head with the handle of his halberd. When the man wiped his head, he found that he was bleeding. In just that condition he stood up and said, "You have committed an outrageous act, even though I was courteous. A regrettable piece of luck." So saying, he cut the halberd carrier down with a single blow. The palanquin continued on to wherever it was going, but Rokurouemon unsheathed his spear, stood before the man, and said. "Put away your sword. Within the castle grounds it is forbidden to go about holding a naked blade.'' The man said, "What happened now was unavoidable, and I was compelled by the circumstances. Certainly you could see that this was so. Although I would like to sheathe my sword, it is difficult to do so due to the tone of your words. It is unpleasant, but I shall be glad to accept your challenge.''
cont'd...

part 4
Rokurouemon immediately threw down his spear and said courteously, "What you have said is reasonable. My name is Fukuchi Rokurouemon. I will bear witness that your conduct was quite admirable. Moreover, I will back you up even if it means forfeiting my life. Now put away your sword.''
"With pleasure," the man said, and sheathed his sword. On being asked where he was from, the man replied that he was a retainer of Taku Nagato no kami Yasuyori. Therefore Rokurouemon accompanied him and explained the circumstances. Knowing that the woman in the palanquin was the wife of a nobleman, however, Lord Nagato ordered his retainer to commit seppuku.
Rokurouemon came forward and said, "Because I have given the promise of a samurai, if this man is ordered to commit seppuku, then I will commit seppuku first."
It is said that the affair was thus finished without mishap. "

my well thought out response, part 5
I'll just leave this one here-
"Bad relations between retired and present rulers, father and son, and elder and younger brothers develop from selfish motives. The proof of this is that there are no such bad relations between master and retainer. "
TL;DR - Decide what suicide means to YOU before you do it