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01/26/09(Mon)22:00:52 No.2922168Unlike
every other guy who's gay, I'll say I'm gay by choice. I've been in
shitty relationship after shitty relationship with women. They've all
either broken up with me to date other guys, or they'd just blatantly
cheat on me.
After that, I swore off women. I was pretty
depressed after my last girlfriend. She and I were together for 2
years, and I thought everything was going well. She dropped me for one
of my "friends".
At this time I was pretty fucked up. Because
of it, most of my friends abandoned me on the pretense that "I need to
work it out on my own." but one of my friends really pulled through for
me.
He and I were friends since Highschool, he came out to me
during out sophomore year of college. I told him that it didn't matter
if he was gay or not, he was a good friend and that's what mattered.
The subject was left there. But he pulled through for me and helped me
when I really needed it. One day day when I had a day off and I was
just sulking in my recliner, drinking away my sorrows, he came by. He
managed to convince me to take a shower and get out of my apartment. We
went surfing, then we went and saw 300 and went to a badass Arab place
for dinner. When we got back to my place we started drinking beer and
shooting the shit. Without really thinking about it, I told him "I
wished women were as easy to get along with as you." He more or less
told me he had a crush on me since High School. We bullshit a little
more, got a little wasted. Out of nowhere, he turned around and kissed
me. It surprised the hell out of me, and while it wasn't as fun as my
exes, I still had a good time with it. We wound up fucking that night.
And we've been together ever since.
Although I'm not as sexually
attracted to him as women, I love him more than I can really explain
and I wouldn't leave him for anything. |