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    95 KB I'm anti-drug/sex/alcohol for no visible reason Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)20:56:02 No.2700069  
    Sup, /r9k/.
    Because 4chan is clearly the best place to turn to discuss my problems:
    I don't know what's psychologically wrong with me. For whatever reason drugs, alcohol, and promiscuous sex (hell, sex in general) sicken me.
    I'm 19, male, Amerifag, agnostic, etc...

    I've smoked weed a number of times without really getting anything out of it, been drunk to varying degrees probably 5 or 6 times, but have never kissed a girl, held hands, had sex, anything at all really.
    Because I couldn't enjoy these things like the rest of the world, I became "straight edge". Not in the traditional sense, but I mark my hands with X's to hopefully get across to them that I'm 'no fun'.

    I've watched a number of my friends become drug addicts over the years (including coke and heroin), and yes, I've considered this to be the cause of my disdain, but then again, I've never cared about them enough to be truly worried by their poor choices.

    I realize weed is benign and getting drunk isn't necessarily a bad thing, that sex is not some precious exchange or has any religious attachments.
    For years though, I've mulled it over and over and over and over again, but I simply can't understand what the fuck bothers me so much about these things.

    Am I stinging from all the female rejection over the years? Am I jealous of everyone who isn't bothered by these things? I've tried so hard to "get it", but I just can't.

    In before trolls, generic derogatory comments, etc...
    I really need outside imput.

    pic unrelated
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:00:12 No.2700106
    hmmmmmm i like drugs but not sex.
    now that im an old virgin i do think i like sex because i want to have it so im doing less drugs.

    i still dont want to have a lot of partners or anything or play that stupid dating game shit people do. ya i hate the effort and bullshitry that goes into fucking, its fucking stupid.

    drugs are great though.
    why did u post a nude if u hate sex? do u still like porn and fap a lot? I try to keep my fapping to a minimum.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:01:07 No.2700122
    congratulations, you're fucked up

    why don't you want to fuck like normal people op
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:01:44 No.2700130
    Try the priesthood.
    RATZINGER '12
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:04:30 No.2700149
    your parents probably did it to you.
    they did it to me.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:04:58 No.2700154
    >>2700106
    Have you ever found a girl in porn you find beautiful enough to pity? Kinda why I posted it... but yeah, fapping kills time I could spend doing nothing, so I do it a lot nowadays.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:06:43 No.2700166
    Your friends became douchefags because of character flaws, not because of drugs. Drugs are awesome and you're using them as a scapegoat because you don't want to admit it's your friend's fault.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:07:21 No.2700171
    >>2700154
    Yeah. "Cute Hong Kong girl", Google it
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:07:36 No.2700179
    >>2700154
    why would i pity someone lucky enough to get stuck inside a beautiful body yet dumb enough to exploit themselves?
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:08:43 No.2700187
    >>2700122
    I do, but not randomly. The idea of "j-j-jam"ing it in to someone I actually feel a connection with is awesome, but fucking someone I don't care for makes life seem even more drawl and meaningless than it already is.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:09:33 No.2700193
    Are/were your parents alchoholics/adulterers/addicted to narcotics?
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:10:10 No.2700198
    Weed is a complimentary drug, alcohol is used to get a social buzz, and what the hell are you asking again? Oh yeah, the first part is finding something that you truly love doing. Then, the rest will follow. Keep searching /r/anter.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:11:24 No.2700208
    dont get fooled into the idea that wanting to straight up fuck chicks you dont know is normal. it isnt and it isnt safe in todays society, physically or emotionally.

    not to mention that its rarely going to happen and going after experiences like that can make normal girls unattracted to you.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:11:28 No.2700209
    >>2700166
    No, I'm not. I think the friends I mentioned are just incredibly impulsive and (some of them are just) stupid. I'm not gonna argue gateway theories and whatnot, because I really don't have any opinion on that.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:13:38 No.2700230
    >>2700179
    Eh, it depends. You don't have to, of course.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:14:41 No.2700244
    >>2700208
    I agree about executing those desires, but who doesn't see an incredibly attractive girl they'd straight-up fuck every now and then?
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:15:04 No.2700251
    >>2700209
    Alright, so long as you're not saying drugs aren't awesome, then I won't have to flame you.

    Maybe you just need to find something else. Fuck, tons of people are reclusive and don't want sex/social stuff. It's not even that abnormal. Just do shit you like.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:15:04 No.2700252
    so how long would you have to know a girl before youd fuck her? or how well would you have to know her? what things would you need to know about her before you fuck her?

    Would you lose your virginity to a nonvirgin?
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:16:17 No.2700261
    somebody posted this in another thread, and i think i could belong here too

    'to love something, you have first (learn to) love yourself'
    goes not only for girls, but for other stuff too
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:16:32 No.2700263
    >>2700193
    Nope. My parents got divorced when I was 5 or 6, have been on good terms, remarried, had kids etc etc...
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:17:27 No.2700272
    >>2700251
    I'm sure they are. I just can't get past the mental block.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:18:20 No.2700277
    take it from someone who is always on one substance or another. drugs arent that bad, but they also arent THAT good...well they are pretty fuckin great, but you have to do more than just drugs all the time.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:18:23 No.2700279
    >>2700261
    Sorry, I am going to have to respectfully call that statement a big pile o' shit.

    I think it's about exactly opposite of that. You've got to find stuff you love before you can have any self esteem.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:19:01 No.2700285
    >>2700252
    I... don't know honestly? I've milled it over, but I have no idea how much time I'd need and whatnot. I'd fuck a non-virgin, though, if she was someone I felt comfortable enough with.
    >> OP 01/08/09(Thu)21:20:14 No.2700298
    I'm gonna start posting with "OP" to avoid any confusion, just so you know.
    >> OP 01/08/09(Thu)21:21:02 No.2700305
    >>2700298
    Me too. I'm helping.
    >> OP 01/08/09(Thu)21:23:43 No.2700341
    >>2700298
    >>2700305
    I would like to join forces with you two. Together we can do this.
    >> OP !GZAXHAu/4M 01/08/09(Thu)21:24:51 No.2700354
    Ok from now on I'm using a tripcode you faggots.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:26:32 No.2700370
    >>2700354
    This isn't OP. I think I'll just ditch the name...
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:26:58 No.2700374
    Sex is actually considered a precious thing to some. Would you rather have had a few partners before finding the person you'll be with for the rest of your life, or save it for that person? Most people don't, but my point is that it's nice to. inb4 virgin etc; I'm not a virgin.
    >> OP !hEpdoZ.tHU 01/08/09(Thu)21:27:39 No.2700378
    >>2700354
    Ignore this guy, I dunno wtf man.
    >> OP 01/08/09(Thu)21:28:38 No.2700386
    This is getting ridiculous, you guys. It's totally unnecessary. mut3bl0xc.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:28:38 No.2700387
    >>2700261
    Too ambiguous. I want to be able to understand myself and how I operate without "giving it time". It's been years of introspection to no avail.
    >> OP !XIxc6BpKnU 01/08/09(Thu)21:29:04 No.2700392
    Actual OP here, first guy using a tripcode is a faggot who beat me too it. SO, advice?
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:30:16 No.2700402
    >>2700392
    Advice is here, sir.
    >>2700374
    The other shit is good for you. It'll keep you healthy. :).
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:30:46 No.2700409
    Real OP here, stop fucking up my thread guys. Please.
    >> The real operator 01/08/09(Thu)21:30:57 No.2700410
    Real OP here. The other operators are fake. Exit's that way, you cunts.
    >> OP OP 01/08/09(Thu)21:33:52 No.2700434
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    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:35:49 No.2700459
    >>2700374
    I like the idea of creating meaning for myself, and even if she isn't the girl I'm going to spend my life with, I'd still much rather she be someone who actually likes me and in the moment, I actually care for her. The prospect of having my heart broken isn't so terrible. It's just part of life. It's just the worthless drunk fucking and one night stands that bother me so much.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:40:24 No.2700503
    >>2700459
    What's wrong with that? It's good that they bother you. If that's how you feel, that's how you feel.
    >> rogue mathematician 01/08/09(Thu)21:44:47 No.2700540
    you have a medical problem, go see a doctor.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:47:46 No.2700564
    >>2700503
    Well... nothing. I was just answering a question.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:54:15 No.2700646
    >>2700564
    Oh.
    m0ot bl0ck.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)21:58:18 No.2700686
    >>2700646
    What's a moot block?
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:03:15 No.2700743
    I would fuck the shit out of the girl in OP's pic. That's all I have to say about that.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:07:50 No.2700796
    >>2700743
    It's "Barely 18 Barbie". Rapidshare has a nipple-censored set if you're interested
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:08:51 No.2700811
    19 is a sorta bad age. you have 18 and 19 years old, and they don't really want you. they want older guys who (supposedly) have more exciting lives, and you're probably poor. sorry, that's just how they think.

    once you're over 25, it gets reeeeeeeeeeaaal easy to get laid. young girls think you're special (even though you more or less think the same)... oh wait, this doesn't help you. but it will as i imagine you'll grow old like everyone else.

    life is complicated.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:09:06 No.2700815
    records, an IFBB Pro, a world champ kickboxer, an actual Priest lol, If there's no wow style
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:11:08 No.2700830
    >>2700796

    I love you anon. FAP TIEM! AWWWWRRRIIIIGHHHTTT! Sorry a little too much wine for me tonight.
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:11:24 No.2700832
    Young America; cartoon brew; jawbone radio; mcsweeney's; today's sections, and use many member-only features such as posting
    >> Anonymous 01/08/09(Thu)22:19:40 No.2700916
    >>2700811
    Yeah, it is. Thanks for the effort, anyway.


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