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    23 KB Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:24:06 No.2472839  
    Guys, I'm confused. My doctors and other people tell me I'm depressed and that I should do something to change it.

    I don't feel depressed. I don't think about killing myself, but I do want to change my life or live someone else's life.

    I stay home all day and only go out for fencing classes. I have a few friends there, but I only talk to them while there and most of them think I'm very geeky and or obnoxious. I'm 21 and have never had a girlfriend and don't really have any friends I hang out with.

    I'm not very good at socializing but I do try, I extend myself whenever I can and do things that most people like me (loners) think are stupid. Dancing for example. I do try when I'm at school, but now that I'm on my winter break I'm stuck inside my house until I move back.

    I don't have any motivation. I don't really try to accomplish anything with my life because I simply don't care, although when I do go to classes and do research it is a lot of fun. It takes a lot of energy to start working though.

    Does /r9k/ think I'm depressed? If so, what can and should I do? I can't afford medication (I dropped out of a class and lost my student health care).

    A reminder, I don't really feel sad, am often happy, and smile and laugh when I'm hanging out with friends.

    tl;dr People tell me I'm depressed but I don't think so. What should I do now that I can't afford medication?
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:26:15 No.2472859
    HOLY SHIT WHO CARES YOU DO FENCING MAN THATS THE COOLEST SHIT EVER DONT WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE FUCK IT
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:30:45 No.2472896
    Fencing classes? Takes about three minutes to learn the basics, from digging a posthole to using a wire stretcher.

    No wonder you're depressed.
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:31:39 No.2472903
    >>2472859


    Fuck I lol'd IRL MAN
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:33:00 No.2472914
    Why, hello there, Holden.
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:33:21 No.2472918
    then they're morons and you're not depressed
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:34:46 No.2472931
    Fencing is cool, you do something cool
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:36:03 No.2472942
    >>2472914
    Hello there Jacob.

    Mooxt bloxed
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:38:12 No.2472961
    the motivation part is the symptom of depression, dude. the caring. you don't have major depression, just something less severe, but depression nonetheless. maybe dysthymia?
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:38:24 No.2472964
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amillenialism

    Your motivational is fucking retarded.
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:38:57 No.2472970
    You're probably a bad fencer and should just give up. I'm starting to suck too, but II suck less than else anyone on my (non-varsity, bad) college team, so I still do it.
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:43:51 No.2473005
    FUCKING FENCING MAN
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:46:08 No.2473025
    >>2472961
    I forgot to mention, I can (and usually do) sleep about 12 to 14 hours unless I've exercised heavily the day before in which case I sleep 6 to 8.

    I'll look that up, thanks.
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:49:17 No.2473054
    >>2472961
    That actually sounds a lot like me. Chemical dependency (stimulants and alcohol, most of the time I drink I'm by myself), the irritable mood, loss of energy, pessimistic, trouble going to sleep and then waking up, etc.

    Thanks a lot
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)19:56:33 No.2473130
    OP sounds like me, only I'm less outgoing. Just don't care about much of anything; interest in my intended field (physics) and not wanting to hurt my parents are all that keep me barely going. I think I'd otherwise choose to be homeless.
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)20:00:05 No.2473166
    >>2472839

    I dunno, I always found that people found me funnier, smarter, better looking, and more interesting after I've knocked back a couple of shots.

    Maybe you should become an alcoholic?
    >> Anonymous 12/17/08(Wed)20:04:50 No.2473212
    >>2473166
    I've tried it. Three shots of vodka in five minutes are the perfect mix for me as it kills all of my anxiety and I do much better at almost everything.

    I'm not a Slav though, I can't do that everyday.

    >>2473130
    That's the only thing keeping me going too. If I didn't feel so bad about all I've put them through I would have probably committed suicide a long time ago just because I don't want to work to sustain myself.

    As long as I can keep milking life I plan to keep on living though.

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