Peed my pants in middle school. Social reject from that day forward. Literally known as "That kid who pissed himself." I need money so I can move far away and start again.

I lived in the inner city but went to school in the burbs. My mother was overbearing and very protective of me. So the routine was, wake up, take the bus to school, come back home. I was not allowed to hang out with my friends after school, also was not allowed to go to parties or really any social event. So I spent a lot of time by myself which continues today.

I used to have some girls I hung around with in school, because they were also losers. One day I just refused to go to school and they never saw me again. I remember there was some drama about these two girls who used to be best friends but had been fighting for the whole year were making up, and the last thing I remember about them was seeing these two hug and say sorry, so I guess that's kind of nice that they regained a friend the same day they lost me. Just kidding they probably didn't even notice I was gone.

>>2377948
Sounds a bit white trash to me.

>Girl who friendzoned me starts dating my best friend.
>So painful. Heart hurting from not being able to express my love for her.
>Best friend and her have a fight. She comes over. >Get drunk with her. Talk for ages.
>Try to kiss her. She recoils
>Words can't describe the awkwardness, try and pass it off as just being drunk
>She tells best friend what happened.
>He confronts me. Totally kicks my ass in front of a group of friends. I couldn't even connect one punch
>Almost all my other friends want nothing to do with me
>Eventually lose contact with few remaining friends

OP besides the girlfriend part you're exactly like my best friend. Only difference is the people he left behind still like him, however he's convinced that everyone hates him now and has become a hikikomori-tier faggot.

I lost two great friends because I emigrated to a different country far off. I'm still in contact but not much I can do.

I had another friend, a female one. We were pretty close. Tried to get with her later on, got shot down but it was fine because even afterwards I thought she was a pretty cool person and genuinely interesting to talk to. Then she got a new boyfriend and it went to shit. She became a very fickle asshole, very self-centred, dead to me. In b4 I got jealous - she had a bro of a boyfriend when I met her that I liked.

Besides that I didn't have any other friends. Now I have my guitar and 4chan.

>>2377954

Yes, they were all chavs (UK's white trash) and I had to put on a lower class accent to fit in with them, since I'm middle class but my parents sent me to a shithole school.

>>2377973
He should reach out and try and reconnect with them. Might just need the push.

I often consider it. I definitely owe someone I was very close with an apology for the past but I just feel like such a failure. I'm too ashamed after all this time.

>had loads of friends
>starting doing drugs
>friends bail
>make loads of new friends doing drugs
>stop doing drugs
>friends made doing drugs bail
>first group of friend still consider me a drug fucked mental case
>second group not interested in being friends unless they can get drugs out of me

yep. i blame indecisiveness.

>new school
>hey guys! guess what I can do!
>I can put my dick in my mouth!

what was I thinking...

>>2378035
Oh God, I feel embarrassed just reading this. Did you make any friends during your time there?

OP, you deserved it all.

>>2378061
No argument there. I made a lot of mistakes. Looking back I don't know my I made some of those decisions. Now I have no one.

High School
>Used to have circle of friends
>Life gets difficult, no one helps
>Decide to never ask for any help from anybody
>Start pulling myself out of so called friendship

University
>Start trusting people again
>Realize it's the same old shit, nobody gives a fuck but everyone always want something from you
>Pull myself out of social interactions, intentionally avoid everyone that I know

Just when I decided to put my trust again, that's when I know how people truly are.
I will never trust anybody else.

>>2378138
>Life gets difficult, no one helps
Did you ever help anyone else when they needed help?

>>2377967
Dick move of friend, but that was an even bigger dick move of you.

You should of told your male friend you weren't comfortable with him dating her, and you definitely shouldn't have provided a shoulder for her to cry on.

Have had to miss several years due to chronic illness, so each year at uni i've been with a different set of people.
I'm quite introverted and find it difficult to maintain friendships.
All my old "friends" from secondary school have lost their creativity and are no longer interesting to be around.

>>2378147
Yes. I usually help people when they asked me to.

Half of it was my fault, for being so cocky and don't want to appear as a whiny person that's why I was relentless at first and tried to overcome it by myself. I couldn't take it anymore and eventually I asked for help from people around but help didn't help.

Outcast in school where I was bullied constantly so I became anti-social and it continues to this day.

>10 year old little me
>have a class project with one of my only two friend
>i decide to do most of the work like writting who says what and the poster and every other nick nack
finish the project and give it to my friend so he can remember his lines for the presentation
>friend bails out, tells my teacher i dint do anything and he did all the work, shows the work i did as proof he did all of it
>Teacher divides us and i have to make a new project alone
>have to make new project in 2 days
>work my ass off to show that im better than him
>somehow finish project and get a high grade
>my friend fucked up his presentation because he forgot to remember his line

this showed me that friend can act friendly until they have something to gain.
When they do have something worthwhile to gain, they will leave you in shit without a second thought if they can get away with it.
Never had any friends after that

>Drift apart from old friends
>Don't make new friends to replace them
>If it wasn't for my girlfriend then I reckon that, apart from going to work, buying groceries and what not, I'd have barely gone outside during the last 4 years

At least some of you had friends. I don't even know what's wrong with me. But no one ever liked me.

> have same best friend from elementary through high school
> grow apart
> no friends at end of high school

> move town to go to uni
> have great flat mate
> befriend his friends
> he drops out
> one friend cuts all contact to play WoW
> one gets a girlfriend
> no friends at end of uni

I guess I shouldn't complain. I don't even know what I'd do with a friend anymore. Just drink, I suppose.

I feel for you guys.

>kindergarten
>zero social skills
>insane social anxiety
>no friends
>afraid to talk to the teacher
>afraid of errybody erryday
>1st grade oh god here we go again
>everybody is nice to me
>make a couple friends
>by 2nd grade I now have close friends

Thank god I didn't go to school with complete monsters. I still have the social anxiety to this day (I'm 27), so if it weren't for nice little kids, I probably would have never learned how to make friends.

I have had friends in the past and lost most of them. Now I have social anxiety and whilst I sometimes find myself longing for company when I do end up hanging out with people I just find them so mundane and uninteresting one. And it's not like I lead an exciting life but I just don't seem to meet anyone I connect with.