You should seek help, not a website. seriously.

>>2272088
I hate therapists.

A lot.

>>2272094
Anything in your childhood which caused this?

>>2272096
I don't think so.
I tried seeing one once but we ended up getting in a screaming fight about my drug abuse, and I didn't go back.

Damn moralfags and the lack of tit demand.

>>2272110
Post ending in 2890 gets tits.
Boyfriend is a r9ker and I don't want him thinking I'm a whore.
But if someone can make a post ending in my favorite number, then tits for you.
Also, the post has to be asking for tits.

What the fuck is wrong with your dad?
It sounds like something that would never have happened in real life.

Your dad should seek a psychiatrist, not you.

oh lord

yall niggas postin in a troll thread

jesus fucking god

>>2272094
Trust me, I hate therapists as well; I've had all sorts of horrible experiences with them since childhood; one flat out told me that she couldn't help me and started making up issues that she could work with, one who constantly told me how much better off her life was, one who couldn't stand me, and one who drove a stake in my relationship with my mother, which still exists.

Despite this, my family convinced me to give therapists one more try, which I grudgingly agreed to do. Surprisingly, I actually began to enjoy going to see this one. I still visit her on a weekly basis.

Even if you're against therapy, at least give it a try. Different people give completely different experiences. Who knows - you just might like it.

>>2272131
The moralfags can't help flocking to a white knight scenario

So, what? Alot of people have it worse than you and I'll pity them, not an LOLDAMAGEDGOODS thr-

Oh man, 9/10. almost got me ragin

Eh, I am the opposite. I was bullied at school by other girls and told straight that the reasons for it were that I was too "manly" and needed to start acting like a girl. So I started wearing make up and more feminine attire, as well as acting less boisterous. It actually worked, but the problem is that now I'm deeply timid and afraid to leave the house without heavy makeup.

This sucks, because it has led to me basically being unable to pursue sexual relationships. It's hard enough to be a dominant straight woman and get ass without the problem of feeling socially unable to express yourself. The mixture of entitlement and aggressive sexuality I feel inside combined with my outward presentation of a timid female is extremely frustrating.

>>2272188
Well you fucked up. Cry more while I laugh more.

>>2272188

I think I'd probably actually really like meeting someone like you IRL.

There are many people who would find someone like you quite attractive.

>>2272188
Learn to get a masochistic boyfriend.
Act like a girl all you want, then take out your manliness on him during sex.

It's pretty damn great.

And with the makeup thing, if that really bothers you, what I would try is this.
One day, just skip the lip stick.
Even if you feel afraid, I guarantee no one will notice.
The next week, skip the mascara.
Within a month you should be able to get by on only eyeliner and lip gloss.

>>2272207
See, this guy wants to tap you.

A lot of guys are attracted to girls who have a secret "wild" streak. No need to let on that it's because you have deep-seated emotional issues until later.

i think the reason i'm gay is that i spent too much time with my mom as a kid

>>2272188
Dominant women are more in demand than you think. I'd love to find one.

>>2272216

Lol, I think I wasn't clear enough. I would be the one tapping them. The people who tend to want that don't usually approach/respond to women who give the impression of being shy, from what I've seen.

I was confused and didn't know what was going on, but this video here helped me.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=6gHTXfg3o0g

OP. sorry to hear that :( Wish I could help you somehow.

>>2272243
>>2272236 here
Submissive guys tend to fall into two camps. There are guys like you're describing that are the ones who want their mate to show dominance in all social situations, but there are also people like myself who only want that to show in bed. I'd be more than happy with a shy dominant person, as long as they opened up to me.

>>2272243

The fact that you're doing the tapping makes the whole scenario even better.

Regardless, dominant women like yourself are in great demand. I'm sure that if you just step out a bit and be just a tiny bit less shy, you'll have tons of guys following you. It doesn't take much, all you have to do is say hi or find some way to strike up a conversation, no matter how trivial it is. Even just smiling at people is a great way to draw them to you.

>>2272243

Personally, I think that the shy girls who are dominant in bed are the hottest ones. There are millions of guys who are looking for someone like you.

Our OP wasn't born a killer, Anonymous. Oh no, she was made one through years of systematic abuse. Our OP deires her own feminine identity, you see. She always has, and she thinks that makes her a lesbian. But her pathology is a thousand times more savage and more terrifying. She wants to be reborn, you see. Our Billy wants to be reborn, Anonymous. And she will be reborn. First principles, Anonymous. Read Marcus Aurelius. Of each particular thing, ask: What is it in itself? What is its nature? What does he do, this OP you seek?

She loves women.

No, that is incidental. What is the first and principal thing she does, what needs does she serve by loving?

Anger, social resentment, sexual frustration....

No, she covets. That's her nature. And how do we begin to covet, Anonymous? Do we seek out things to covet? Make an effort to answer, now. No. We begin by coveting what we see every day. Don't you feel eyes moving over your body, Anonymous? And don't your eyes seek out the things you want?

>>2272304

Another successful diagnosis from Doctor Lecter

>>2272304
I love that movie, so, so much.

I wish I had the balls to eat people.

>>2272317

I wish I had the people to eat balls.

>>2272348
I people had the wish to I eat balls.

Show us your breasts or we will have you escorted from the premises.

>>2272376

Balls, I wish I had the people to eat.

>>2272317

I thought your father was the one who wished you had balls.

I wish I had the people to eat balls.
Balls i had wish to eat the ipeople

(Goooooooodbyyyyyyeeeeeee horses was faaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr more disturbing then lecter.)

>>2272409

Balls wish people had the I to I.

>>2272243

Are you insane?! There are more guys out there who want to suck your plastic cock than you think.

>>2272188
Where the fuck do you live? An Amish town? Wisconsin? Some redneck town? Seriously, dominant straight women are the best. That's the only type I'm interested in. Well, not necessarily dominant but strong and independent. I fucking hate submissive women. Many smart men and pseudo-intellectuals hate submissive women. Then again you'd lose all my interest for wearing heavy makeup. That's disgusting.

>>2272391
Indeed... It is truly a sad state of affairs, it being so hard to get pictures of naked women on the internet. One even has to resort to asking random girls about it, just on the off chance that they say yes.

>>2272076
Wow, and your mum did nothing about it?
Anyway, I'd do the opposite (or the same) if I had a son, but only until the age of 4 or so when he has the ability to complain. What your dad did was retarded. You were obviously going to continue being a girl anyway. He should have aimed for cool tomboy girl instead of frustrated crazy girl.

Oh, and I'm jealous of your boyfriend. You seem like fun.

>>2272243
That would be awesome if you do look like a girl and not some butchy dyke.

>>2272188

THIS. hsjahsjhajsh. How the hell are you supposed to approach guys outside of the BDSM scene?! Their expectations are way off.

>>2272677
Just get a guy who looks pseudo-intellectual and probably sexually open?

Holy farking monkey nipples. If that's a real story, I genuinely feel bad. But congratulations on figuring yourself out after moving out - so many weirdos sit around and try to be weird about things.

Oh yeah, tits ftw. Having a bunch of guys enjoy your tits couldn't hurt.

What's up with you women? Any one of you can come over to my place. Will let you live the way you want, so long as you are smart and not homely to look at.

>>2272526
My mom wasn't around for my childhood. She tried to kill herself when I was young and spent most of it locked up in some hospital somewhere.

Thank you, by the way =)

>>2272677

You could just pursue a relationship as usual, then try to steer sex towards you being dominant, gradually working up to asking about pegging and stuff?

>>2272724
Oh, Oh, I also forgot to ask how you bought your bras. Did you save your allowance to buy them?

>>2272736
Yup. Clothes closet ftw
I also had a couple friends' moms who were pretty cool, and one of my aunts.

The thing is, I lived in a small town where no one does anything about shit like this. Everyone knows about your problems but no one tries to solve them. It was frustrating to the max.

Watch out when you get boyfriends.
Although you hated your dad, it's his qualities that you're likely going to go for in future relationships.

>>2272765
Your traumatic childhood has made me fall in love with you. I think I have a thing for tomboyish women AND traumatic childhoods. There might be something wrong with me.

I am like you. Except for gender, wanted to be a girls because girls were awesome.

Made to stay at home everyday. Punished because I wasn't studying, punished for meeting other boys to play because "they could be gangsters", paranoid sczhio for a grandma, GANGSTERS EVERYWHERE

All I wanted was to be a girl, then one day, my tenant came to live. 3 Black belts, thought me what it was to be a man. i.e. Kamina.

So I've accepted what I've become. A man.

Everyone in this thread should get together for an orgy.

>>2272811
That is very flattering. =)

Also, there is nothing wrong with you.
I am much weirder, I have a thing for people with drug problems. Current boyfriend is a recovering cocaine addict.

>>2272834
Fuck yeah! Kamina lives on in my heart too.

I have a creepy fetish for Swedish men, but I repress it because I know it's lame to pursue people based on their nationality.

American fag, btw.

>>2272834 CONTINUED
I also realised, its cheaper and less troublesome (medically) to consider my mind fucked up and change it than to consider my gender fucked up and change my body.

I know a few hardcore trannies and post-op, and they all got stomped when I asked,

"What'll you do after you successfully become a woman?"
trufax Replies,
"lolidunno"
"become a hooker"
"become a stripper"
"become a housewife"
"become a mistress"


Then I found about the awesome medical bills and the fucked up shit that happens after the operation and meds.


I spent 5 years picking Manly man cues/body language, THANK YOU DAVID DEANGELO.

Now people are shocked I once wanted to go for under the knife to be a girl.

I believe it, because my mom was pretty much the same way. They already had a girl, so they wanted a boy. The only girl things I had was hand-me-downs from my sister, and since she was 11 when I was born they didn't have much of her stuff left anymore. They had a boy when I was 3, and my mom pretty much treated me like a slave for 16 years, saying that I owed it to her because she gave me food and shelter despite not wanting me. She only talked to me to tell me I was doing something wrong, how worthless I was, or to tell me to do something.

My dad worked shift work, so he was always either working or sleeping. It was only after he retired that he realized how my mom treated me, that I wasn't just overreacting all those years, and he didn't try to stop me from moving away at 16 (I had already finished highschool and gotten a job).

I wasn't attracted to men at all until I accidentally set my profile up wrong on a dating site and a guy contacted me and I ended up falling in love with him. Every since then I have only dated men... however when I look at porn 90% of it is women.

I have come to the conclusion that love is not limited by gender. If I meet a girl and we hit it off, great, if I meet a guy and we hit it off, great.

>>2272918

That's because of the shitty job opportunities for trannies. Either you get fired for transitioning, or all your therapy sessions and anti-depressants turn away employers.

>>2272944
Not true. This was their true desire...
Reason, "That way I know I am beautiful"
*mentalfacepalm*

>>2272911

How is this a problem? It's just you feeling guilty that you're a creep. Move to Sweden and the novelty will wear off.

>>2272959
Either the one trannie I know is a mature person about things, or those you know are not or both of us aren't drawing from a wide enough pool of samples.

This post ends on >>2272890

>>2272966

I have already moved here.

D:

>>2272968
12 people good enough for you?
I knew them from entertainment circles back when I did showbiz. Businesses here in Singapore are pretty tolerant as long as you don't bring your drama with you. i.e. Go to the ladies. Pop your homone pills in public, solicit sex, etc

>>2272980
TITS TO APPRECIATE WOMANHOOD

SHOW THEM

>>2272980
HOLY SHIT SO FUCKING CLOSE
But no dice
xD

>>2272990

On 6th December, lurk in airports waiting for flights from the UK, and bring chloroform and a huge IKEA bag.

Once you see him, you'll know what to do.

>>2273009

Kill yourself with a tire iron.

>>2272076

He read your diary?!?

If I were a girl with nice boobs I'd post them on /r9k/ all the time. Come onnnnnnnnnnnn. I mean, I'd post my dick but no one wants to see that.

speaking as a guy, i always wanted to be a girl when i was little. teachers always treated them better and everyone was nicer to them in general :<

now, as a 20 year old, i have a thing for forced fem. coincidence? you decide.

>>2273031
Mmhmm.

mmuutteebbll000000xxs

>>2273033

Post your ass. Everyone wants to see that.

>>2272110
Tits were posted immediately, fucing faggo-

Oh-ho-ho!
7/10

I have tit pic. SHOULD I POST??!!

>>2272999
Come on you cowardice whore

>>2273111
You have gone from fairly interesting to completely uncompelling. Who cares if you post your "tit" or not?

>>2273111

no. We porn addicts do not want to see tits. Please don't post yours either, as I might start fapping to it.

>>2272076
hmm look at my name

I really don't know what i should say about me. I think of me as a girl, behave girlish around others if i know them well enough. People mixed me up witha girl when I was younger, guess I look somehwat androgynous. I would undergo hormone therape if it wasn't for all the negative side effects in business and in society general. I am gay but I have trouble with talking about with my friends, i really like one of them but i fear that our friendship will end if i talk about my feelings towards him. I come more and more to the conclusion that gender really is only a state of mind, but trying to find one that accepts me as who i am turns out to be difficult, because I have an intellect of ~135 and am too rational for most people. In my philosophy class i was always the extremist asshole who would ridicule other people's beliefs, because they couldn't back them up. Although my life is really good and I most likely will have a bright future in my career I start to lose the connection between me and myself, I don't really know what to think about me. Yeah I know it sounds pretentious and gay

I wish I could meet people like you in person.