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04/06/12(Fri)23:39:48 No.2018858I've given up on trying to be popular, well liked or being appricheated for my skills. Everytime
some faggots who did average work, were close friends with admins and
moderators, or just convinced everybody of their false image they
polished over years got all the praise, no matter if they actually did
something or not. Meanwhile I helped all the time, worked the most,
drew, coded, programmed, sculptured and motivated the fuck out of
everybody, always coming with ideas that were implemented and helped the
community, reviving threads and forums that were dying off because the
posters are lazy fucks and just want to be entertained, but nobody
seemed to be arsed to actually starting it. Or keeping it up. When I
wrote stories for a roleplaying forum, I had the most reading counts,
most thanks and most comments, despite me not giving a fuck about that
(only about comments to improve my writing ( also sorry for my bad
english, not my native tounge ), or something like that ) I kept on
submutting shit, illustrating characters and yada yada. I always stepped
up and called others out when they spouted bullshit about fellow
members, or tried to troll the threads. Organizing everything from
real life meetings to online activities. Writing adventures for
roleplayers, being the ST/DM/GM for them. And for what? For nothing. No
thanks. No "You did good". Or "You are pretty skilled" , "Thanks for all
the work". They just shoved the attention to each other, complimenting
the shit out of everybody who did a meh job, sometimes females got
praise just because the community knew they had tits, sometimes some
literature student got prais and recognition because he was a
"professional" ( despite sucking at his job ). It was jading and
frustrating. |