I dropped out of high school because I was too lazy.
I Dont have much choice here in Germany so I might go for the army

Left school at 17 and started working in a warehouse. I'm 22 and become a supervisor on one of the floors. I think I spent my time better than if I had been at school.

Nothing I'll probably wind up homeless and kill myself.

There's too much demand on individuals to perform for the benefit of groups and there's no real freedom in choosing your life (america, inb4 first world problems)

mmh i've been thinking of going to a trade school, i'm too poor for college

i may drop out of uni tbf im gonna start day trading

I'm not doing anything. Nothing
Community College dropout

Though I have a lot of aspirations. Too many
Firstly, I like to fight. I win a lot, surprisingly (with me being a robot and all). I think I could train and do it professionally.
I like to write and I'm sure I could pump out a book.
And, most importantly, I want to get into the occupy bullshit. Everyone in occupy is more or less "ready", if you know what I mean. I want to make some friends there and kind of start a 'gang'. More in the Yakuza sense than the street sense. The goal would be making money. Go to raves and deal. Meet people. Start to throw raves etc etc
Hopefully dipping my fingers into whatever I can while maintaining a sense of community with whoever works under me (ie shuttle driver, smaller dealers, dj's etc etc)
People like what they're used to, and the main thing would be [our group] being the entire life of the group members. All of their friends, the places they party, etc
Creating an us against them mentality to further bind the people to the group

>>1775079

>>1775110

what are you both doing with yourselves that's redeeming and fun?

I went to community college. Got good grades, dropped out, spent a year doing nothing, repeated the process for one semester, and have now been doing absolutely nothing for like 7 years.

I have no plans. I have no goals. I have no aspirations. I will almost certainly be living with my parents when I'm 30. Despite seeming pretty normal and never having been diagnosed with anything, I am not good for anything except wasting electricity nad bandwidth sitting in front of my computer all day.

>>1780914

yeah, but don't you have friends and social skills?

>>1775845
i like to work on cars with friends and go out, other than that i mostly sit on my arse all day and play vidya
German dude here

I'm not smart enough for college, and apparently so Im told if I don't go for an engineering major I might aswell just kill myself.

>>1781528
bullshit
I myself am an engineering major but you can earn some good money with business school
also trades man. learn some fucking trades

I graduated high school in 2004 and been stacking shelves for slightly above minimum wage since. You definitely need college or the right connections or your choices will be pretty limited.

British Army all the way

I'm currently going for an associate's degree in criminal justice so that I can become a cop or an overpaid security guard at some government contracted aeronautics lab downtown but it's taken me five fucking years due to lack of ambition and the need to get in good physical shape.

Doing Pharmaceutical and Biomedical chemistry. Shit is cash.

I'm going but I'm not really sure why since I'm not really interested in any academic subjects to major in it. I like history but it's a passive interest at best and a history degree won't do you shit. No matter, I fail so hard at math that it actually holds me back from doing anything else anyways. My dream goal is to live a monk like existence in a mountain somewhere.

Oh god, /r9k/........... just tell me

How many of you graduated High school more than 4 years ago and are didn't choose to go into college or employment and still live with your parents?

No, before you even think of it, i'm not some troll or asshat that's going to chastise you for it, i just wast to listen to your stories about it. Tell me how you've survived for those last few years after high school

>>1783704

I think that at least 20% of /r9k/ could be described by that.

mmm ...kinda.
I finished high school last year,I it was horrible.I spent those years thnking YAY WHEN I FINISH THIS SHIT I'M GOING TO STUDY WHATEVER SHIT I WANT.
I enrolled on an institute to become a social sciences teacher,but a few weeks ago I had to change it because it was kinda far from my house.so I enrolled in a institute in the city I live,but that shitty place only offers a career to be a chemistry teacher.
Basically I start classes on april,but I'm not sure if I should go there to study that shit I don't even like.whatever,this year in not going to be like I expected since I 'm not going to study the career I really love ;__;
Also,I can't find a fucking job,so if I don't at least study chemistry,I will feel like a parasite.

>How many of you aren't going into a college/uni and not majoring in anything?
How about those of us who aren't going to a college/uni but are majoring in something? Let's hear from those folks!

>>1783704

Oh look someone perfectly described me. I graduated in 09 and have done nothing. Zero, nothing since then. I have basically given up.

I get the feeling you feed your ego reading stories of people who aren't successful as you though, so I won't bother.

I'm majoring in International Studies in uni and trying to get internships and honors projects lined up while I'm here

At the same time, however, after I graduate I just want to take 1-2 years to finish writing a final draft of a novel. I'd really rather just be making up fantasy stories than anything.

I'm majoring in multimedia design at a community college. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life after I graduate. There aren't any jobs for this type of degree around here.

Been working factory jobs off and on since I graduated highschool. Spent a lot of time as a NEET because I eventually get depressed and quit.

Really sick of factories and I'd like to at least make a living wage so I'm thinking of going to a community college to pick up a trade of some sort. No idea as to what really, I just want something I can survive with that has the least amount of human contact possible. Not smart enough/rich enough to make a career out of a 4 year degree.

i have a major.


i just dont know why i follow it. im so listless, even with a fucking degree plan.

i doubt i'll be going into a degree or career plan now.

>>1781493
>friends
lol no
>social skills
Kind of. But I don't care to use them.

anyone else here not even workout?

>>1792955
>>1775041
Don't workout, no education, no training. I have a very high metabolism and supporting parents which allow me to be a skinny guy watching animu and playing vidya all day, every day.

get on my level

>what are you planning on doing with your life? What are your goals and aspirations?
Plans for my life ..
Get a steady job I preferably don't hate but I might not be able to choose that, my own apartment, visit japan on a regular basis and buy whatever I want to my apartment, if I get that I'm happy.

>>1792998

how are your ability to get girlfriends and friends?

Right now, my plan is to whine about ME3 until they change the ending with DLC.

That feel when waiting on an accemptance letter from the uni you applied to

Enrolled in econ last year, got credits for just a few courses.
Currently I'm re-reading high school math while thinking of my career choice. The problem is that pretty much everything interests me, and I'd also like to have a pleasant work with decent salary.

Probably going to stay with this, chances are that if I change it will be even more terrible and that would be suicide inducing.

i only go out when i need beer.

same with me, no fucks given. n

>>1775110

>There's too much demand on individuals to perform for the benefit of groups and there's no real freedom in choosing your life

In what way? Can you provide some examples please?

>>1793322

>company fucks up part of a game
>HERE HAVE MORE MONEY

I don't get it.

Dutchfag here.

21 years old right now, actually attempting college again (HBO) Business IT & Management. Thing is I really do not know if I can take it. My last attempt at college was a disaster mainly due to social contacts and whatnot.

My aspirations are learning to draw, write and make vidya gaemz although I already realised that the last one is never going to happen, as I am a total screw-up when it comes to coding.

My main problem is that I cant start doing anything productive these days. It really grinds my gears as I really want to learn how to draw and write properly. (as in stories you know) but every time I start I just shut down completely and either panic or become a raging mess. I really dont know what's causing all this but it's been driving me mad ever since I had to drop out of college a year ago.

19 yr old canadian here. Couldn't get into college or uni cause of shit grades I barely passed highschool with. I've accepted the fact im not very smart and Right now im working at a dead end no future job nobody knows I exist getting yelled at constantly working minimum wage. This workplace has no women I can talk to.

Every night the pale moonlight goes through my window and hits my keyboard and sometimes it really makes me think of killing myself. everyone my age has got a girlfriend before, had their first kiss, lost virginity. But no not me. im forever banished into the shit hole im in. From looking at my co-workers lives and social lives it scares me because ill be them in a few years.

My only hope is that I get a call from the military soon. Cause I need something to jumpstart my life. Something that can force me to be more active in the social aspects of life.

Cause I seriously dont think I have another 2 or 3 months.

German reporting in
Went to the military, maybe i will go to an uni afterwards or become an officer

get in here futurelessbros.

do you guys even talk to your parents? What do they think of your shut in life?

surprisingly no, i can't even muster up to get out of my room.

any of you never even had a job before and are over the age of 20?

b;ah, seriously? Where'd all of you go?

Dropout. I just stopped going to school like, a month or so before final exams and never went back due to some health issues.
Now I have a job that is so easy it's almost insulting, a worsening physical and mental condition, and absolutely zero motivation to make anything of a life that probably won't last all that long anyways.

Cool.

if I ever decide to get a job it wont be in my city.

I'll only technically have a major.

Will be going into Computer engineering, but I'd really love to just major in languages. All of them. Fucking love them all.
But that's a great way to end up living as a teacher, and the schools around here only teach the common french/spanish/german. Want to learn me some russian and korean.

>>1799262
I AM THIS FEEL.... ALL OF MY FEELS

I just want death to be honest

any of you think you'll die friendless and alone without any form of social contact?

>That feel when you never believed you had a future
>That feel when all your friends are surpassing you in every way imaginable apart from your ability to talk shit
>That feel when you think about an heroing every night when you get into bed
>Can't think of anything I want to do in the future other than become an hero
>People ask me why I do nothing with my life
>DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE YET LOL
>Will never an hero because I'm a pussy

So guys, when I get kicked out of the house for being a lazy shitheap with no money or assets, what should I do?

Did College in High School..Graduated Last Year...Finishing my 3rd year of college this spring, still with absolutely no clue as to what I want, what I want to do, or what would make me happy. Taking this summer to get back into shape, I'm at a point where I just may drop out college is such a waste of money and economic freedom. Join the Army and sign up for infantry and finally have the right to get paid to kill people. Then use the Army to finish College and have a career for myself with room for advancement. Life is so mundane and pointless might as well live it to the fullest...Fuck College I'm sick of it beyond what I can put it in words, I just want to join infantry and go into the Army and have a real military experience, unlike 95% of the people that join for money and life assurance of ""'YAY LOOK GUISE I HAVE JOB AND I GOT COURAGE!""" -fuck that I just want a gun and fight.

mermp for no going to college bros.

My goal is to become a concept artist of some sort. Unfortunately I only just realized this and I've only just begun to work on my artistic skill. On the other hand, there are a bunch of courses I can take at a nearby college, that will seriously help me and give me some qualifications.

Though Imma work on my drawings and sketching before I start those. And my Sixth Form subjects.

I have been suicidal for as long as I can remember. One of the only things keeping me going is my desire to witness the upcoming technological singularity. I just think we live in interesting times and I want to see what's going to happen.

As for career, I'm doing an electrical engineering degree but I'm so unmotivated I'm barely doing any work anymore. Might as well drop out already.

>>1809093

>actually thinking this generation will advance

not in our life time. i think you should just get some friends.

mermp for more non college bros.

My passion is programming demos on a C64. Right now I'm washing dishes to save up money to invest in foreign exchange. Demo accounts indicate that I should be able to sustain myself if I keep programming new trading bots.
Programming, mother fucker.

inb4 normalfaggatory

not now.

not doing anything with myself, i don't know what to do honestly.

I wish i had something to do other than browse 4chan but looks like that isn't happening.

bump for more neets and futureless bros.

not me seeing as i had no future to begin with.

I only think about it when i know there isn't much to talk about.

No plans, no aspirations, community college dropout from a drafting program, hated it. Unmotivated to get a job when I can just ride on inheritance money.

lift weights, don't become Jabba the Hutt

>>1813749

are you friendless that is always alone with no interests or hobbies?

>dropped out of high school
>started my own company
>plan on expanding soon
>this basically means I'm really poor

yup. plan on just doing this until I'm pretty comfortable doing what I like. fuck college. it's a fucking scam
also
>find nice girl
>hope her family is rich
>get her pregnant
>?
>profit

>>1813971
I have a few friends that I rarely see anymore.
I like video games tv, internet surfing, and such. Sometimes just as time killers, but I genuinely enjoy myself now and then too.

>>1814052
No you find a rich girl, not hope her family is rich,

Rich women like to buy their men stuff

I think I am kind of what you wouldn't expect from someone that doesn't want to go to Uni.

I have always been that nice smart guy (not THE smartest, but clearly surpassing the average person), I don't have problem with anything, looks, girls, athletic, know how to talk, etc. I surpass every average thing. Always had top grades, always was the leading guy when it came to class grades, I even jumped one grade once. I never wanted to do anything, besides learn and be a inventor. But my country is shit and I don't see a bright future for me here if I want it. So I never wanted anything, to me, everything are worthless effort to do it.

My mother asked if I liked to do a tech in some area. And I choose mechanical, just for fun, went in in my first try, and was the youngest, also, I always had the best grades too. I never wanted to have a actual job out of it. And I ways avoid uni, because I see it as pointless. I made a test to the best uni in my country and most competitive area, in which I knew everything, and purposely missed most questions. Even with this, I almost made it (minimum was 6,5. Made 6,3). And now, I will make the said test again, knowing I will pass and it will shit my life, that this thing will just tire me up, but I will do it for money. So I make a investing bot, and make it do all the investing till I can live from it and maybe someday be a inventor. Just wanted the money before I get to old to enjoy it. My only dream and only thing that makes me do some actual thing is watch the mankind go forward, fund some scientific research, and this kind of stuff. But I know that I want achieve it, soon enough to enjoy it. So I am pretty hopeless.

Sorry to be a jerk and puke my "I am perfect, and I sad. wee wee".

>>1814098

what do you talk about with them? How are your conversational skills?

not doing anything with my life, reportan in.

same with me, never had a job either.

>>1814184

>My only dream and only thing that makes me do some actual thing is watch the mankind go forward

Clearly you're not even above average in intelligence.

at the moment im not actually going to university, im just working in a pharmacy as an assistant.
im going to work there until ive done all the basic counter training, and as much dispensary training as possible.
my boss is paying for all of it, so thats cool.

otherwise im going nowhere, all my friends have moved away, i still live with my mother (oh good lord get me away, please!), i have no real way to make new friends aside from through work (not easy, given the location/me),

id like to find some people to mess around on guitar with, ive only been playing a year and a half or so, and im really enjoying it, but i am pretty sure im shit 99% of the time.

pretty much going nowhere, and ive never been able to set goals long-term, which is a little odd, since i love planning the shit out of things. guess im just going to plod on through until some kind of direction happens.

im a 20 year old english male, if you're curious.

>>1801124
i was 19 before i got this job, previously no experience. i only got the job through sheer dumb luck to be honest. so id probably still be unemployed if that hadnt happened.

tis interesting how many robots here arent just NEET's bumming around.

we all know that feel mr op. anyone else waste their lives on mmos?

i'll be majoring in nothing once i go to colleg.e

maybbe i'll enroll in a college but i'm unsure.

I want to enroll back in college but I'm unsure.
I need to take it seriously and find the perfect major for me but I'm still figuring out what do I really want to do in life.

Get job 3-4 days a week to pay rent for low studio/1br apartment, rolling tobacco and cheap booze. Spend years writing and making music. Kill myself if it doesn't work out, ensuring post-mortem notoriety.

Ausfag, btw

i would enroll if i was smart enough.

same with me, i didn't really think about my future growing up.

if i ever get into a college, i'll be alone like i was in high chool.

anyone else here in college with no friends and never speak to anyone in class or outside of class?

I've picked my major. Unless I really fuck up I graduate in may with an 80k a year job.

>Undeclared in college.
>Increasing behavior problems and difficulty with interpersonal relationships (getting into fights, being an asshole, selling weed).
>Getting depressed.
>Smoking too much.
>Not getting laid (blew a few chances, pushed interested girls away).
>Getting bad grades.
>Drop acid.
>Drop out.

>Do a lot of self-reflecting.
>Seek treatment for depression/anxiety bullshit.
>Eat very healthy, workout, cut back on weed.
>Isolate myself somewhat from my normalfag friends.
>Nothing really helps, medications don't make it better.
>Re-approach diagnosis as objectively as possible.
>Think I may have ADHD.
>Yup, looks like it.
>Waiting another week to complete process and start medication.
>Life should bounce back, or at least there's the potential I'll be alleviated of this anxiousness/anxiety.

With medication I can approach the math that normally wouldn't sustain my attention. I still managed to get high grades in HS, even with a poor work ethic and do-it-the-day-it's-due procrastination skills. I excelled at drawing and other artistic endeavors because of the spontaneity associated with those acts. I pretty much stopped paying attention to math around 8th grade, yet I never did too bad. I was also a year ahead in science, which was fucked up because for each year I hadn't yet learned the math required for that grade.

I'm interested in nanotechnology. This fall I'll take some courses at the nearby community college and see if I'm cut out for it. I have some confidence based off an official IQ test done when I was 13. I've been told all my life that I have so much potential and that I'm just being lazy.

>>1833092
me all tho i have talked to one person i just never seem to be able to talk to people i don't know

I'm an English major and a junior....I don't really hate my major, but I don't like it either...Either way, I feel like it's too late to change.

Anything that pays the bills and isn't physical labor. And gives me enough free time to do the things I actually care about. Thinking about online college. Shit, I need some money, but I fucking hate the jobs that are available to me.

I have no plans, goals or aspirations, thankfully my family is rich so I get to just sit around on 4chan leaching off of them forever.

>>1783704
i get ssi and am encouraged not to work daily

Dropped out of college twice from anxiety.
No work experience.
Fairly healthy but I could exercise more.
Live with middle class parents who have assets and a business I could hopefully take part in if the worst came to the worst.
I'm average or above intelligence just a bit messed up from lack of love or companionship.
No proper friends yet.

Gonna do any training or placements I can then hopefully get an alright job. After a while decide what I want to do then maybe go back to college. Also getting therapy and taking SSRIs for my anxiety.

Sounds good bros?

Every time I hear someone say they're too poor to go to college, I get a little twang of relief as I remember that I live in Scotland, where the higher education system is great and university is still free.

>>1841744
>>1841744

But then again, you still live in Scotland.

>>1841818
Don't remind me please

Work in a kitchen forever making shit pay.

>>1845283

at least you talk to people at work?

>>1846418

No, I do not talk with anyone at work, i work alone.

I'm in uni.
Just found out I may be getting a free postgrad degree. No extra study. Fuckyeah course reshuffling.

No one can know my secrets

i don't want to be reminded it of right now.

>not majoring
>aspirations

In college, last year.

Office worker now, will be office worker when I graduate.

Feels goodman.

>>1775041

Taking an access to university course to study marine biology.

i might go into uni just to get a job, not social aspects.

how many of you are in college, but don't talk to anyone and have no clear direction on what you want to do with yourself?

that feel when i have a job
that feel when no need to go to college because you can have a nice future in my country without a bs degree
that feel when no student loan debt
that feel when no debt at all
that feel when no idea what to do with my money or 25 vacation days

I hate studying and taking tests.

I have no money for a real college.

I plan on working basic as fuck jobs to earn just enough money for basic survival.

I plan on killing myself before I turn 40.

i dislike having to be forced to study.

Yeah. I just plan to off myself eventually.

Right now I'm hoping to land a job.
I just want to save up enough money to buy a car.
Then I would like to keep working, and keep saving.
I'm not really planning anything, since I might not even be here tomorrow, but the things I do daily are based on how I feel at the moment and "When I do this then tomorrow I can do this..."
It's a better way to live than worry about the future all the time.
My only goal is being independent, always having a source of income and a place to live, food to eat.
Nothing else and nothing more.

>never went to college
>living off my parents

>>1869813
>went to college
>living off my parents

How many of you in college are loners and have 0 friends?

>>1867384

no, don't kill yourself, think about all the wonders in life.

>>1888870

>wonders in life

drugs?

>>1882638
I have one friend, my life-long friend since kindergarten, and she is largely a hermit that does absolutely nothing all day. I never made a single close friend in my 4 years at this university...not the talk-every-day-hang-out-every-weekend type of close you know?

>Go to private college and have to pay almost nothing for the year
>Drop out and pick up a trade instead
>Work trade for a while and decide I hate it
>Living with parents and working for them when I can
>Been accepted into every college/uni I applied to in the past year
>Probably not going to go, going to start my own business instead

Sometimes I feel lame for not wanting to go to college again, but why would I do that when I know I could just go to the library and join the Toast Master's club and basically get the same, if not better, education?

Haven't read the thread yet, just saying that I know what you're saying.

I dropped out of school a few months ago because the principal fucked me over in a way it would've taken 2.5 years to recover from, and I said fuck that. I took the ACT (a standardized test used for various placement purposes, for the non-amerifags) and the GED (like a replacement for a high school diploma) and literally aced most of the areas, with just exceptionally high scores in the other areas.

I've got offers from a lot of good-but-not-great schools, but I'm really just not sure what to do. I don't think I'd be able to tolerate going out and getting some degree, and then working in a single field for the rest of my life. It seems really mundane. Not to mention the degree for anything I'm really interested in or enjoy would be essentially worthless for getting a job or as a credential.

I don't know, but I guess bitching about it on /r9k/ isn't gonna do me any good. Maybe I'll save up and buy a boat, grow a garden on it and sail the seas, go wherever I'm interested in being.

>>1889487

so you do have friends and social skills...?

i'm working (and interning) in something that's not even related with my major

not a big deal
do something that you can fall back on
people are just looking for you to have a college degree

Hopefully getting into an art and illustration course next year, I decided since I'm shit at arithmetic and science I'd just pursue my dream career, which is a concept artist (Yes, yes, I've heard it all before, juvenile, idiotic career choice) But whatever.

While I'm trying to strive for that ideal career, I'm going to try and land connections wherever I go. Currently I go to the Sunday market, rent out a stall for 11 pounds, art supplies usually cost up to 20 pounds. On a bad day I'll break even, I hand out my card for commissions but at the moment I haven't met anybody interested in hiring a young aspiring artist. I'm also thinking of starting up a website, maybe host a webcomic with ad revenue.

If this all fails, and there is a good chance it will, I'll probably be forced into a generic shelf stacking job.

>from kindergarten

people made friends back then?

That feel when you've always been an indifferent, antisocial arsehole your entire life, playing videogames all day and browsing the internet, but as you grow up you're suddenly expected to pretend to care for the economy and for other people that aren't relatives or friends just so you can get a job

>>1805241
come to California they teach Korean in high schools

I plan on going to college, but I dropped out of high school.

I know a GED is supposed to be equal to a diploma, and I took the test and passed with flying colors, but I still feel as I won't be as smart as high school graduates.

Will I have difficulty in college? ;_; I'm so afraid I'll fail right off of the bat since I didn't learn a lot of the things high school students learn.

Math being my biggest concern.

hey i wanted to make a thread about this.
i don't want to go to uni. how can i into life anyway?

>>1891691

Yeah, i use to have a ton of friends then, but those don't count.

never had the willpower to go to college.

>>1906084

kindergarten is easy to make friends, you just play with toys all day.

Dropped out of high school because I was too depressed to function. Felt a little better, tried community college. I got straight A's for a semester and then the next semester I got a C, an F, and dropped my other classes.
I'm currently just taking a break to stop being so fucking depressed, teach myself programming, work on my Spanish, and get A+ certified.
I might move somewhere else and try community college again. If all else fails I'll get some plastic surgery and become a trophy wife or something.

>>1908932
>that feel when you're a kindergarten teacher and can spot the kids that'll be weird and awkward teenagers

feelsbadman.jpg

I dropped out of college because I was too lazy and I couldn't stand it anymore.

>>1908996

do you not have friends even now? f

The type of person to not work hard if I don't care about the topic or subject at hand. Started working at 16 when my mom fell ill with cancer and lupus. (Single parent) Managed to give enough fucks to graduate highschool in 08. Tried community college for a year, hated it. Skipped class and cheated on all the tests. I was working while going, didn't return for the next year just kept working. Now its 2012 im still at home. Thinking of trucking.

graduated last year with a 2.0, haven't done shit since aside from drugs and a few seasonal odd jobs

hopefully gonna move in with a dude in exchange for sex and housekeeping while i burn all bridges with remaining family/friends so i can destroy myself with synthetic cannabinoids in peace and quiet

it's because i'm too lazy to get a job or go to college.

I tried to major in electronics, i was kicked out for coming to class 5 minutes late.

>>1819071
He's from a different country, brah. Cut him a break.

I'm basically like you, friend. All I want is to make money, learn, and fund science. I'm smart as all fuck, but not smart enough to do anything ground breaking.

>>1916583

>smart as all fuck

I disagree.

i graduated a long time ago, so it's a blank memory to me now.

My goal is to either build a cabin in the woods and live there by myself, or buy a farm.

Get enough money to travel cross country for awhile or maybe visit another country. Be a traveling bum etc.

Work retail and live in a shitty studio apartment by myself with a cat until I can't stand it anymore and kill myself.

Live in the woods like Survivor Man and eat plants and kill animals.

Last resort get famous somehow and make tons of easy money, marry and have kids.

But most likely I will just die of a heart attack in a few years and none will miss me.

I really have no plans for my life, 24 now and graduated high school, but no set goal for life.

>>1918622

Anyone here feel like me? In early mid 20's but have no goals for the future, none the less care?

If I find a girl then maybe I will get my shit together. But I will never find a girl, therefore my shit will always be a worthless mess.

Life is pointless without love.

>>1910189
>gonna move in with a dude in exchange for sex and housekeeping

Are you a girl?

>>1852574
>>1775041

Both of these describe me. I'm in my second semester of my sophomore year, but I took a lot of AP classes in highschool, so credit wise I'm a junior, but I still haven't declared a major. I also don't talk to anyone here except people I knew before college that go here and their friends.

I'm actually at a decent university, but I hate it. I think I'm too used to public education, because the idea of "for profit" education seems horribly greedy to me and I hate the college system.

I think I might want to teach highschool (at a public one for the reasons above). I did do a sort of independent study my senior year of hs where I helped teach a class. I just have no idea what subject I'd teach.

I have to sign up for courses for the fall and I've no idea what to take since all my gen ed requirements are full and I still haven't declared. I applied really late my senior year and so despite being 3rd in my class for grades, I only got into regional campuses. This was my first semester at the main campus, and first semester dorming, and now I have to commute in the fall, too because my vaccination info got sent in late. I feel like I missed out on "the college experience".


I admit, I often think about how I'm a failure with no direction, and that I should just an hero, but I could never do that to my family and the few friends I have-- not just because I'm close to them, but I couldn't leave my family the loans to pay back because that would be horrible.

Also, no gf. Doesn't help.

Lets all scheme against the powers that be and eventually bring on the long overdue global revolution. YAYAYAYAAAA

>>1918640
i feel the same as you, man.

how many of you are always in your room every day and night?

>>1929853

yup, all day and night with no change.

>>1929853
>>1933730

Why do you keep bumping these threads? I'm sure you find solace in the fact that others are in shitty predicaments but samefagging the same threads all day every day isn't helping. If you just let these threads die then new ones will soon emerge. This is /r9k/ after all.

Also your samefagging is extremely obvious here and in similar threads by the way.

My passion is programming demos on a C64. Right now I'm washing dishes to save up money to invest in foreign exchange. Demo accounts indicate that I should be able to sustain myself if I keep programming new trading bots.
Programming, mother fucker, it's all i need.

>>1934258

What is a good way to get into programming?

>>1935629

By looking up a lot of the information on google.

>>And you think that is all caused because women can express them selves more then pre-60s?
The works of art by women in the 19th century and early 20th trumps anything made by a woman today.
Who's the Virgina Woolf of today? The Charlotte Bronte? The George Eliot?

Women could express themselves as well as today as in the 19th century from the standpoint of social strictures.

OF course women in the 19th century didn't have phones or blogs or the internet, but men didn't have those either.

love love sa

I'm 23, just dropped out of university, looking to leave everything behind and make a new start in a new city and hopefully weasel my way into the music industry there somehow - live, post, production, engineering, scoring, whatever. If that doesn't work out I'll get a minimum wage job and become and electrician, then use my newfound electrical knowledge to build bleepbloop boxes and sell them to hipsters at a huge premium. Backup plans include starting a teambuilding/training company with an incredibly smart friend of mine, a hot chick from Romania, teaching guitar, Spanish or English, computer repair.

Things can always get better, guys.

>>1841744
I'm actually thinking of moving to Glasgow, are you still around? What's it like up there? Vibrant cultural scene or what? Is the crime really as bad as they say?

Also, anyone from Montreal, Toronto or Vancouver? I have a Canadian passport and if I can grow enough balls to leave Europe I might make one of those cities my destination.

One last summer in Barcelona. I can do this.

I'm thinking I should use the massive amounts of time I spend on a computer to build a good graphic design portfolio.

I know I won't make a ton of money, but it's better than being a Target cashier for the rest of my life.

>>1923231

Ok do you want me to be the next Washington or Lenin?

college is for the weak willed.

If I'm being honest, my absolute dream job and end aspiration is to be a psychedelic guide and educator, using sacred chemicals to heal and repair. A practitioner of a sort of neo-shamanism.

I have no idea how to achieve this and its extremely illegal.

>>1943233

this, but it isn't if you're actually committed to your major.

majoring in a sexual course, not going to describe it.

strangely enough, I know someone majoring in chemistry and celtic/gaelic studies.

>>1783985

>Be senior
>Major in chemistry
>Be relatively social, lose virginity and have sex life in sophomore and junior years


>Suddenly the major becomes difficult
>Become a grandwizard in training; eat by myself every single day, lose friends, everyone thinks i'm fucking weird.
>girl's go "Wtf anon"
>lose friends due to people digging up shit because of me acting weird.

I do hope I can repair my social life in my graduate school years, as I think i'm well on the path of visiting cinemas by myself on weekends if this keeps up.

<At least i'll have my PhD>

>>1949966

no, let's not hear from these interesting folks.

>>1949966
>I think i'm well on the path of visiting cinemas by myself on weekends if this keeps up
Don't understand why people think this is the end of the world or even bad, movies are better alone.

>>1951850

Until you see a bunch of girls and people with friends texting and talking over the movie.

nope, i have nothing of interests when it comes to a career.

>>1953352

>even going to movie theaters

Looking for a laborer or (god forbid) retail job now.

I was a fuckin idiot in highschool, and dropped out of all the university level classes, I'm planning on upgrading my high school and eventually going to university for a BA then law school.

Going to a community college next fall.

Trying to go places with my band. I know its a long shot but you only live once. Call me crazy, I know I am.

>Dropped out about six months
>Have done fuck all
>I'm much happier than I was, which is making me not want to go back
>Depression and apathy killed any inspirations or dreams I've ever heard
>Have lived every life I've wanted already inside my head
>Nothing feels real
>Browse /r9k/ and /cgl/ all day, erry day

I'm going to try again with college next year, but I wouldn't be surprised if the stress is too much for me.

Been out of high school 6 years and I haven't done much with my life/career. My family is poor (but not poor enough) so financial aid is a joke and my parents didn't save a dime for college. I was going to go to a local 4 year college but they met enrollment caps so I tried to go to a few massage schools but didn't really have the money to do it. I just work some regular job making decent money and I still don't know what the fuck I want to do with my life. For a while I was going to live overseas but I'd come back homeless and unemployed. Sometimes I feel like I should pick something to go to school for so that I feel less looked down upon. I can't remember the last time I set a long term goal. Thats pretty depressing

right now id just like any paying job that is secure and wont dump me after 6 months. I just want some regular steady money I can make my happiness with just that.

want to know my life?
i can never tell if its shit or its alright
presently im good, in the future i dont know
when i was 5 i was teased by being called "a girl" by older people in school.
they would tease me by saying "Who like the girl" then i would stupidly raise my hand and everyone would laught.
Told parents and I changed school.
Same shit happened, i stayed alone and while being in a corner i became interested in bugs
it was fun but everyone teased me.
they would kill bugs just to piss me off
"oh look i killed 50 bugs, thats all the bugs in the world!"
people coming up to me spitting on me, beating me up.
Elementary life sucked
i can never recall a good moment when i was a kid at school.
then finaly i moved up,
i went to Highschool (or whatever goes higher then elementary)
found out it was more shit, more people hate you.
I stick to myself and never looked for a girlfriend. Now that i look back on it all i was never really interested in girls.
I knew i wasnt gay, i still watched porn but i never talk to girls, i never found any interest in them personally.
Highschool was nicer in my opinion then Elementary but people were still meaner.
I found that i could get more help from teacher or psychologist.

>>1956433
Contiuned...

But they never could, they tried to understand me and find solutions, but i found that it was pointless.
The main thing they were trying to teach is how to calm down and not lisen to them. and to try to have some friends.
I found having friends was the worst crap to get when i was a kid.
When i was 9 i was supose to make a cool oral presentation with one of my only two friends in school, i did the whole work and gave the rest to my friend so he could work on his end of the oral. He took the work and told the teacher i dint do anything in the project and that HE did all the work. I got canned from the project 1 day before deadline. I worked my ass on making a new one, to proove to him i was fucking better then he was...and i did it and beated him at his own damn game. Got a good 92% and he failed for not remembering his text. It taught me friends will never be there for you when you really need them and that they can always backstab you whenever they have something to gain.
Back to highschool, i was in Secondary 4 or 8th grade and people were still pushing me around.
then there was thing one insident that got me in a mental hospital...funny story.
In my french class, there was this blond girl next to me. I think her name was Sophia, doesnt matter. She would poke me with her pen (the pointy part) it dint hurt but it was annoying. after around 30 minutes of poking none stop i screamed to stop poking me and trew the pen at her face.
Class finishes and a tough basketball player come to see me, name Timote, he says that Sophie is a friend of his girlfriend and tha i punched her. I tell him i did not punch her but he doesnt give a damn, pushes me to the wall and holds my neck. he tells me if i ever do that again he'll beat the shit out of me. I tell him i dont care and he lets me go. one day later he beats me up with two of his friends.

>>1956433
>>1956460
continued again
Later that year i notice that someone is following me from home. I live a 10 minute walk from school and i notice that every time i get out of the house to go to school, some guy follows me. I tell my parents and they call me paranoid. Days later he still follows me, i try to catch him but he runs away, he seems to be always a street away. Anyhow, during one of me biology class we get to use the lab, so i follow the class and then i remember that i forgot something in the class. I run back and get a book and when i get out Timote is there with one of his friends. He says "the fuck are you looking at" and starts to stangle my neck. I still dont know if he was just trying to scare me or kill me. All i remember is waking up from the floor, i guess i passed out. I tell a teacher who tells me mom who gets furious that the school let that happend. She tells the school shes fed up and decides to bring the Timote to court. Not much happened in the court, laywers dint want a trial and we got him guilty on something i cant remember. I remember my mom saying he looked scared that he might go to prison. After that the court ordered a psychology report on my mental health (or something like that). I told everything to the psychologist, the people steping on me since i was a kid, me being alone and the guy thats following me every day from my house. Psychologist thinks im paranoid and a chance of depression that might lead to suicide. She recommends me parent to immediate transfer to a mental hospital and that same day i sleep in a 1x1 bedroom in a hospital.

>>1956491
>>1956460
>>1956433
For around 3 months i do nothing, waiting for a test to determine im not suicidal. One of the doctor notices he might figure out why im different, he calls my parents and performs a test on me. After a series of weird question. Do i walk on my tip toes?, yes, Can i remember things very well, but seems to forget thing at the drop of a hat? yes, Are you flexible with your fingers? yes..
Stuff like that... My mom gets freaked out on how these question are extremly close to how i act. Then the doctor says i have Aspergers, autism. yay...that explains everything....My mom is overjoyed, all my weird behavior is explanable, i personally dont care. So i get send to a "Special school" its a mix of people like me and normal people (whatever that means).
I go there and immediately connect with people. For the first time in my life i understand people, and people understand me. And thats when it clicked, i dont understand the world, i need to fully understand everything on why people do such and such action. By doing so i can determine how people will act and be normal and accepted by society.
So i just got out of the "Special School" and went to university and im working on getting into University. Thats when i realist that being a Psychologist seems boring, why not be a more interesting psychologist? so i decided to become a Criminologist.
And that is my life, my insperation, my goals, my future and dreams.
To understand the world.

>>1956433

pretty interesting life story mark.

College just reeked of a money making scam to me. My family is fucking poor and I was pretty much forced to drop out since financial aid couldn't cover the cost of school, and the university demanded I pay the remainder in full, at once. They wouldn't let me pay it over time at all.

So I said fuck these cunts and dropped out. Robbed a few homes for start up cash and started growing mary jane. I knew I needed some legitimate income as well so I started learning how to use Adsense and monetize web pages.


That was when I was 19, and I'm almost 21 now, doing the same shit. I'm American and don't expect to live past 30, my government is hellbent on oppressing the population and starting WW3.

get in here college...none....brother.

Currently applying to an international university half way around the world because I finally found out what I want to do with my life.

Took long enough.... 21 years!!

Cheer up bots, this life has it's very shitty lows......... and the occasional up but god damn it I think its worth every second

that feel when you cant trust people at all where you live.

Soon to be community college dropout. I want to own a boat someday. Fishing boat maybe. I also have always wanted to entertain people without being the butt of a joke.

I can't go to college because I am too stupid, and poor.

The main reason is because I cannot do math. You know how a dyslexic is with writing and words? That's how it is for me with math. And every major has at least some level of math included.

Other than that I wouldn't know what I want to do for a major.

As for other stuff its the same old: 25, never had a gf, virgin, fat, ugly, still living at home, no friends, no job,

Honestly my only plan right now is to sell off some stuff and then buy the needed parts for a helium suicide. I'm just done feeling this way.

>>1970397

That's because their people.

thanks for letting me know i'm alone...

not going to be majoring in much of anything.

i'm in college with no friends and i never talk at all, anyone else on the same boat?

Gonna be a drifter

>>1985776
same here. I hung out with people at first but I was quick to lose contact. It used to bother me but I don't seem to care much as of late.

>>1985811

what do you do all day? What are your interests and hobbies that keep you going?

if i ever wanted to major in anything i'd have to be for good reason.

>>1985776

Same here. Haven't met a single friend since I started college last year. Oh well, I still have my friends from high school.

>>1987678

you didn't really understand the question did you?

if i do manage to go to college it will be for health reasons.

>>1987678

>high school friends

all of mine left me after graduation.

This fucking thread has pissed me off every time I see it, because we all know who made it (that one guy who makes 10-20 of these threads, has a very distinctive and shitty typing style).

Also, how could you major in anything if you weren't going to college/uni? The question is redundant as fuck, and part of the reason I hate you. It should just be "How many of you aren't going to college/uni?"

If you're so depressed, OP, just fucking kill yourself and stop polluting this board with your shit threads. We get it, you're lonely and feel like shit about your life. Stop whining on an imageboard about it and do something with it.

>>1990936
Although it's true most are the same guy I think he has one or two people equally as sad as him posting in the threads too. One from Britain I believe.

did 4 years in the marines from 05-09 then got out and got hired by a civilian defense contracting company due to my prior combat experience. I'm making 82k/year now with no plans of ever going to college and no debt

>>1990987
Sounds prole as fuck, but at least you will make decent money for the next 5 or so years.

>>1990987
what's the name of your company?
>will be out soon

>>1991025
Triple Canopy. Small but awesome group. It's a bit hard to get into unless you already have connections.

>>1991094
thanks. just the name will help me do some more research. i know some that went to G4S Global, or G4S Security Group. London based, contracts everywhere. Hire Military for the big jobs or elderly for the unarmed stuff. thanks for the heads up

>>1990987
Helicopter Pilot here... we get 100k for a 4 month contract.

Busy though. I fly way more then I did in the Army

>>1991154
all those flight hours logged.....

how many of you are completely alone in high school and aren't going to be moving on in education?

I'm going to college for nothing(undeclared) and I really don't have any ambitions.
And strangely, I'm fine with this. My only goal right now is to get the fuck out of my parents house and make just enough money to eat and put a roof over my head.
If that means flipping burgers for life, I really don't care.

>>1799047
>>1799047
>>1799047
>>1799047
>every time I start I just shut down completely and either panic or become a raging mess.

>every time I start I just shut down completely and either panic or become a raging mess.
>every time I start I just shut down completely and either panic or become a raging mess.

This is maybe the one area in my life I can say everything is going just fine. In fact, better than I could ever have expected in my wildest dreams in high school, for instance.

Scholarships left and right, sleep in historic dormitory, two majors and a minor, doing excellently, brilliant GPA, doing Honors, going to be doing post-grad.

I don't need fucking bitches or whores. Fuck women. I'm OK.

>>1991239

yup, it sucks balls but what yeah gonan do?

no, fuck that, i didn't even graduate high school.

>>2008715

>mfw I dropped out in yr 11 and am in uni right now, as well as getting youth allowance because I'm studying and not working

Australia

>>2008979

>implying you're even telling the truth and you didn't just write that out for motivation

>>2009540
>implying their arent services designed to help you but you're just to autistic to find them

>>2009540

Look up the TPP program in Queensland. You do a semester at uni (mainly going over the basics, writing out essays etc) and after that you get an OP score.. I think. I just applied for a course after that one and got accepted. It's free too. I think it's a new thing.

Have no job abd living out of my car or friends houses.shit sucks but I'm in the works to get jobs. Honestly fuck school. I'm 21 but I k know what I want to do. Going to work in the beer industry. Studying for beer judge certification and cisserone. Once I get a place I will start homebrewing and learn how to bartend. Ready to get maaah shit goin

>am majoring in International Relations
>insomnia + overall lack of motivation to study driving me to failure

I'll either get a good internship and pray for a government job with shit pay but ok future (and the possibility to steal, I live in a corrupt country) OR i'll kill myself.

My parents pressure me a lot, as they're both incredibly succesfull and my bigger brother is very successful as well. They've also made sure I will never be happy unless i'm successful.

So yeh, all i wanted from life was to have an average, interesting job with average pay that will allow me to dress well, eat what i want and buy a cheap motorcycle. But if i ever reach the place where I'm going to get such a job, i'll kill myself.

Sad ain't it?

I wish i was like you college rejects.....I really really do....

>>2012290

Why beer? (At least, this is true in the UK) Beer's popularity has plummeted since the millenium, to the point where ale is more popular than it. If you can create a beer that tastes nice to women, boom, you've got a perfect formula, but itd be a hell of a lot easier with, say, cider (look at the success of Kopparberg)

>>2021586
why haven't you killed yourself yet?

kill yourself

no seriously

kill yourself, take a knife and end it

Grad in a few months, work for CN rail, 80k a year starting wage, very naice

Joining the military.

Failed miserably to get into the engineering program I wanted to, but took engineering courses anyway and volunteered for a lab in the department. A year later I went from $10/hr as a poopy student/tutor to a 50k engineer. I know it's small time but I do the easiest shit and with a good enough network I can do whatever I want lol. If you don't want to major in anything, show some passion in a field of research and go meet people who can help you apply yourself. It can be anything from economics to physics, but if you think you can go to college to do a hobby like paint castles or write poems and apply some textbook "foundations" as a career choice then you've got the wrong reality, chump.

this is depressing, fuck im outta here.

im already in uni but i've got pretty bad grades

You should all meet up and make a self-sustaining society in the woods.

Just sayin.

probably just do entry level jobs and pass the time and wait to die one day. Life is pretty pointless when we're only here for maybe a good 60 years or so. Nobody will even know I existed in 100 years from now.

The prospect of getting into debt, spending four years learning what OTHER people think I should know, and coming out at the other end when it's all said and done with nothing more than a diploma is fucking retarded. If you have the money and the brains/grades, then go BIG in college; go to become a doctor or lawyer, something of that caliber.

Short of that, think of it this way: you could spend four years as described above, or you can spend that same four years putting the same amount of work at learning how to make money on your own, and then making it happen.

You've probably gathered that I haven't been to college and don't plan on going. My current goal that relates to money is pretty vague; I'm researching the ins and outs of Ebay business. I have a good source for product already lined up, even complete with shipping supplies, a brand name, etc.

>>2080183
I'd like that...
Have a piece of land. Design the place. Build things. Farm. Optimize production.
Being another gear in modern society feels so boring.
Nobody cares what you do. It has no impact.
I wish I was born 10000 years ago in a small tribe.
Could invent traps, hunting strategy, farming tech, architecture...
Fuck

I'm currently going to community college. It's been really easy up to pre-calc, but now that along with Geometry it's getting harder. I'm not too good at graphing or remembering postulates, so at this point I feel I'm at a dead end.

I'm not optimistic about school anymore, and to be honest, I'm not counting on it. My second plan is to try acting/modeling. I did it briefly as a teenager. I didn't get a whole lot due to apathy, but I did have the potential, since I would always get call backs and came to know certain casting directors. So I'm thinking of giving it another go.

If that doesn't work out, then I have no idea. I'm hoping the internet remains free. It doesn't seem like it'd be too difficult to get internet money if you can create something people will like. While moot won't admit it, I guarantee the guy is living comfortably.

I'm going to get some training in some shit like forklift truck driving, then work jobs like that. I don't want a career, because otherwise that's all I'll be doing in my life.

i have no energy...to do...anything

I got A-levels but I never bothered with university. Ended up making more money than any of my unifag friends.

Wow, this thread is still here.

>>1917291
Yeah. I don't imagine a guy would have much luck finding a living situation like this.

I will contribute to the ruin and the fall of this society.
Let it all burn.

THIS SHITTY THREAD HAS BEEN HERE FOR A MONTH LET IT DIE ALREADY

>>1799262
French foreign legion.
It's just a matter of willpower.

and when you're done after 5 years your cv will looke like this
"recruit me because i'm a fucking legionaire".
And i dont even mention girls falling on your dick

Entirely Average in high school.
Failed community college because I couldn't dredge up any focus, motivation or interest.

Working a semi-dead end job now that makes me roughly $1800 a month because of a ridiculous amount of work available. I'll hopefully be leaving it for a job detailing cars for a car rental company in the big city. Always wanted to move there and move out of the parents place but I want a job before I leave. Might pick up a trade later on but that's only because I feel as if I should be, not really because I want to.
I have absolutely no interest in anything besides playing with cars and driving. Another interest I have is learning practical skills such as welding, various driving licenses, construction vehicles, forklift, security, gun licenses. All that kind of stuff.

>>2101418
Doesn't sound bad at all. I wish I had your interests and skills.

>four years out of high school
>tried out framing, landscaping, painting, cleaning, and other shit
>terrible at it all
>tfw shit work at shit pay for life

not sure why all of you are so egar to get into the military.

>>2126502

because it's all we've got if we ever want to get paid.

>>2106702

at least you actually have skills in those areas.

>>2130985

Not enough to get me to land a job in those careers.

use to have a lot of opportunities to get into a career and college, i'm just lazy.

> dropped out of two colleges
> occasional jobs
> friendless neet

i want to go back with a different major and pursue my passions again but i feel like worthless and bound to fail again.
like some other anon, i have supportive parents (who don't believe in me) and a fast metabolism so all i'm doing is eating and wasting time online

>What are your goals and aspirations?
Don't have any. At all.

>>2126502
I'm the German dude that wrote the first reply in this thread
I think the military is an opportunity. Ill be respected by some people. I will become fitter and have some life experience. In training ill be teached to keep my stuff tidy, learn to take responsibility. Ill have to work in a team with the others to complete our goal and in the worst case we need to fight for our lives. Ill be forced to expand my social skills, and i will have a few years away from all the shit i experience everyday. And my family will finally realize what its like when im not there, only home on the weekends. Maybe theyll learn to love me. The only one who protested when i said I wanna be a soldier was my little sister, my parents didn't care.

how many of you think if you'd go to college it wont be no different than high school?

>Get comfy low paid job
>live alone in one bedroom flat
>use all my free time to play games, watch movies/tv shows on the internet and get wasted at bars and pubs.

That's my whole life, really. I don't anticipate marriage.

>>2135605
What am I doing right now?

>>2133957

what do you plan to do with your life then? etc

As many here, I too needed a new start after working some factory jobs post-highschool. I was moved is the right direction by observing the individuals at a workspace such a "the factory floor". Most of them have no real glow left and almost a kind of "soulessness" in their eyes.

People need stimulus in order to grow, like a tree needs water. People feel like shit when their growth is hindered - and today most doesn't know that this is what's happeing to them. The remedy to this, the way out, is something that you yourself need to figure out. As for myself it was to start studying physics and math (scifi always gave me a proper feeling and investigating these subjects is real fun), sometimes hard but this resistance is the stimulus I was talking about (at least for me). Not only academic stimulus was encountered; moved to a new city, new people, etc, etc. Best choice I've ever fucking done.

Don't pussy out.

>>1787082

>multimedia design

>Implying you couldn't host a server and offer EVERY company where you live a better design for their website and maintenance of the site for a good price.

Also if you know about site positioning in google and google ads, you can offer a complete online marketing service that few small companies would refuse.

Bam, you just created yourself a job.

Geez people, go open companies! offer new services! don't become mindless lemmings that work in a corporation.

never knew until now actually.

how many of you don't even use social networking?

heh, at least we're all in the same boat.

What am I doing?

Self-employed actor / voice actor who also owns a tiny Youtube channel with one video.
I work in a corner shop on the weekend.

It's... an experience.

nnot doing any of that nonsense. bl

>>2154891
>social networking?
u wot m8?