I have autism and clinical depression, is that good enough for you?

>OP thinks crackerhouses are like the ones in the movies

Just go to the house with the guy yelling and singing to himself.

Crazy guys are usually ugly as hell. I mean, it's not like they can really take care of themselves.
Aesthetics aside, this may still be the worst idea I've ever heard.

>>1519690

That depends? Do you have a picture?

Just jump right to the suicide.

I've spent my time in mental hospitals and you will not find anyone like that there. Anyone. It's nothing but fat middle-aged men and batshit-crazy old ladies. That's it. You'll sit in your room terrified of all the genuinely insane people there and will walk out pumped with so many pills you won't be able to take a piss on your own anymore.

This is the most retarded idea I've ever heard come out of someone's keyboard.

Going on soc and hooking up with the closest gut to you, Will generate the exact same result, without giving you a history of mental illness.

>>1519706

Some nutty fucks are hotttt.

>>1519706
This

OP is probably one of those "I don't believe a normal guy will love me" chicks. Or wants a psycho so she can mother him and feel useful.

>>1519698
It's kind of a funny story. LOL

>>1519721
Posting your image on 4chan is one of the most retarded things you could ever do, and the only picture I have of myself is from before I lost weight.

Somehow I feel this is someone's attempt at insulting some chick over the internet.

I suppose I could be considered to have mood swings, am sort of kind of suicidal, and might have "dark emotions" and be mentally tortured depending on what the fuck you mean by that.

opie watches too many movies

>>1519698
agree
OP is dumb whore
>>1519721
I suggest photos of you first so he doesn't find out you're some 15 year old fat emo who thinks 'crazy' people are all cool and edgy.

>>1519737
>>1519690
Oh, wait, I forgot, contact info. If you want genuine crazy you might as well message me.

AIM: jozeffranczak

>>1519726

I've met teens in mental institutions. Finding young people there isn't too rare. There was one girl who was a college dropout and seemed normal, until you found out she was there for talking to herself and self-injuring (she had a whole grid of self-inflicted scars on her breasts) because she "couldn't take the stress" of being in college.

>>1519753

op here, i think i talked with you on a meet up thread once. Sorry you are not what I am looking for. :/

>>1519766
As usual I am too crazy.

i meet those criteria, but in part because i am an alcohol

oh yeah. because mentail institutions are so much fucking fun.

ok they'd put you in the ward of a hospital not a full-blown mental hospital for starters.

secondly I've been in a ward for a suicide attempt and no one there was actually crazy except for a woman who has lived there almost all her life.

you're talking basic severe anxiety cases, some guys who committed an assault, some depressed people, MAYBE a schizo or two but nothing too crazy.

here's a better idea: why don't you do a lot of drugs to get your daily dose of crazy?

This is funny because I actually wanted to devise a similar plan to OP to find a crazy as fuck female fuckbuddy. The kind who would hurt me, torture my genitals, and have insane, unbelievable moods. Maybe a girl I can comfort when she starts muttering to herself and punching things without being able to explain why. That is my dream girl. =)

Post a pic OP.

Then we'll see if you're worthy of my disassociative identity tainted mind.

Nah. It's cool.

Eventually, you'll just prove Darwin right, so I'm not even mad.

>>1519781

>i am an alcohol

So am I. I used to be Catholic, then I converted to Mormonism, then I was an atheist, and then I became an alcoholic. It was the only religion I could ever really get behind.

more then likely if you are really thinking this you should probably already be in a "mental hospital" of some sorts...

many of those people are beyond human connections and cant love you.

in some what related new i would be more then happy to by your crazy mother fucker. i really hope you enjoy years of pent up sexual frustrations.

If OP wants to experience insanity, she needs a shit ton of DPH (Benadryl).

Tried posting. Freaked out both times. Still not sure if my computer is even on, or if its even a computer. Then how the fuck am I typing? Ill fucking kill you OP. I'm sorry, that's not nice.. Now I feel bad, let me make you some brownies. No, fuck you! You're taking advantage of me! I hate you! Don't ever speak to me again! Dammit the voices, make them stop!!

^^What OP is looking for.

Heh. That's a cool image, OP.

Do it.

OP I am an ex heroin junky. Ex hardcore cutter (not for attention, not a soul IRL knows). Also be depressed and have panic attacks. 3/4 grandparents are literally insane now.

And when I went to rehab holy shit. They made me look like a good little christian boy. You wanna find fucked up people, go to detox/rehab

>>1519932
Heh
asdyuhjkmolblocks

I'm on prozac
and xanax
I don't have any friends for a couple years
I have never been in a relationship (22)
I was starving myself to death
when my family forced me to see a doctor
I had removed all my body hair with tweezers

>I've always wanted a crazy boyfriend.
you don't need to go to a psyche ward for that
if you go there you will probably find mostly older people
age 30+
because they were forced there because of legal system

to be honest we are in normal society
as long as I take my drugs
I can fake being normal every day

how you find them?
I don't know
they will probably be alone

>>1519682

Hey OP, I'm a certified (not self diagnosed) sociopath and psychopath.

I actually beat another kid to death with my bare hands when I was 12 years old.

I really don't know if you're serious or a troll. I've had r-ships with women when I was released from the mental hospital. However, I had to pretty much end them all. I had visions of doing very bad things to them.

Strangely enough, this kind of thing seems to attract women. I guess they think they can "fix" me somehow. All I know, is that you may be playing with fire.

>>1519682
What you should do is hang out with a lot of practicing psychiatrists. A lot of them are crazy, and you don't need to be locked up, shocked & / or drugged.
Unless you like that sort of thing.

>>1520051

Calling BS on your post.

A real sociopath/psychopath would have invited her over.

>>1520095

That's not true at all. What do you think being in a mental hospital is for you fucking idiot?

Why do you think they let me out?

Because I actually fight my tendencies as best as I can.

However when I was with women, I recognized I was only feigning feelings for them and simply using them for my own needs/desires. I could not reciprocate their feelings of "love" for me. I could emulate it (but doing so was only for my own sexual gratification and being sexually promiscuous.

Also, as already mentioned I was having visions of doing bad things to them/harming them physically. At some points, it took all I had to fully restrain myself from doing such things.

I don't want to go to jail. So, it was best to just end things with them. Did I mention that I ended things with them by simply packing up and moving? As well as changing all numbers?

That's the other thing, I can't really stay in one place for too terribly long.

>>1520170
Holy shit, are you the male version of me?

Only I ended my relationships much more coldly or brutally, so I had to move for my own legal protection or strung them along afterward to suck them dry of their remaining resources before eliminating all forms of contact with them.

OP, you aren't going to find the kind of crazy you're looking for in a plain old hospital ward. You should try rehab for that. Even AA meetings would work- just prey on the guys who are the most quiet and look the most insecure. You can easily turn a shy, depressed guy into a suicidal nutjob with a little bit of pressure, too, if you're really committed to it.

>>1519786
...not sure if troll or just exploitable. Do you live anywhere near the east coast of the US?

>>1520343

Oh, I'm very exploitable. And east coaster here, though where I'm from we don't like to identify as east coasters so much as southerners.

>>1520425
Dammit all.

>You should come to VA and see just how much better it is when you're crazy
>thinking back to last relationship
>how easy it is to get someone tied up
>how hard it's been as of late for me to control myself
>how easy it would be to get you somewhere discrete, where no one would know where you went or what happened
>how hard I've been working in therapy

DAMMIT THIS IS WHY I STOPPED PARTICIPATING IN THE DOM SCENE

...God, you do sound perfect, though. Tell me, would you be smart enough to always have some form of accountability?

>>1520425
>claims that a violent, crazy fuckbuddy is his idea of a dream girl
>a wild, violent, crazy fuckbuddy within a reasonable distance appears
>runs for the hills

...wishy-washy normalfags. Face it, the last thing that you want is an abusive relationship with someone who's completely off their rocker. You're just bored and think you want to entertain your fetish, when in reality you're okay settling for more vanilla pursuits in the name of a healthy and functioning relationship. Even if there's a large chance you won't get that, you'll take abstinence over getting your dick wet from a toxic source.