Life's full of surprises and possibilities. If I die now I'll miss all kinds of things.

What prevents me from suicide?

Well suicide would be pretty detrimental to my survival. Also, why would I kill myself to begin with? I love my life.

too much of a pussy to do it, but I'm getting there ;)

>>Feel suicidal because I'm lonely
>>In relationship
>>Feel better for a few months
>>Back to feeling suicidal

I don't know what to do... I'm making progress with my life but I am still so fucking sad... I need help.. never any good suicide prevention chats with actual people in them,

She does. The hope that someday she'll love me as I love her.
Also, God says suicide isnt ok

I haven't kill anyone yet, and I don't know how long or how much murder I could get away with.

That's it. I don't give a fuck about myself or anyone else I've ever met, and violence is the only thing that really interests me. I've been resorting to alcohol lately to keep me too tired to do anything. My life is nothing anyone would want if they had my mind.

Gonna wait till I finish College.

>>11086295

Why do you love your life?

A constant feeling that I'm meant for something big. Real big.

Suicide is usually a waste. I want to die, but only in a way that's exciting and worthwhile

You only die once folks, make it fun

I tell you what.
Being afraid not knowing what comes after what we call life. Might as well.

Everybody who says something different is a liar.

I enjoy life. Don't feel like missing out.

>>11086359
You faggot. Some of us honestly don't give a damn.

I don't want to make my mom feel like she wasn't good enough or take the chance of somehow psychologically damaging my brothers. ...and my dogs. I don't want to leave them.

The consolation of philosophy.

My belief that history is a wheel. "Inconsistency is my very essence." says the wheel: "Rise up on my spokes, if you like, but don't complain when you are cast back down into the depths."

Good times pass away, but then so do the bad. Mutability is our tragedy, but it is also our hope. The worst of times, like the best, are always passing away.

>>11086260
ill probably kill myself by 22-25, if i dont get at least a glimmer of happiness by then, and i seriously dont see it coming

Two reasons. Actually the only two reasons not to commit suicide I can think of.
One, I don't want to make others feel bad because of my death.
Two, I enjoy living.

It used to just be fear of death, then I met someone who made me actually want to get out of bed.

hurting my family

>>11086343

Use up the faulty education system and just say fuck it? Wouldn't you feel like you've wasted your life away in a shitty institution?

This song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2yeNzL7rTU

I won't have a chance to play Skyward Sword and Pokemon White.

What keeps me from an hero?
I've come up with a better solution.

I have decided when I finally cant take anymore of this life im just going to get up and leave it.
Not die but just leave everything from my life behind severe all ties and walk the earth.
Whatever happens after that happens, maybe i'll have an adventure and find meaning in my life maybe I'll be raped and killed by truckers 10 blocks from my house, whatever.

A promise I made.
That's what kept me from taking my own life, but now I feel kind of different about many things. I learned to appreciate some things (before I was pretty much apathetic about it), am currently looking forward to what my university will be like (but am kind of nervous at the same time, many new people and I hope to befriend them)...I don't think about suicide that much anymore. And when I do, I always remind myself of this promise.

V-day keeps me going.
The day i win will be so epic i just dont want to miss out being there. .

My best friend and my potential boyfriend.

I'm too much of a coward, plus I'm a little scared of death.

Little things like
"her" maybe just maybe it could work out
Music
writing
If my desire of writing disappeared, I became musically numb and if me and her stopped doing whatever we're doing I would seriously consider it.

My dogs. I honestly don't know what they would do without me. One of them has epilepsy and I don't trust anyone else to take great care of him like I do. And my other dog is rather old and fragile. No serious health problems, but old nonetheless.

inb4 hurting my family or some stupid bullshit excuse

I'm alive because I like having fun(duh) and I see no reason to end my only life. If there is ever a time where I can see no positive future or escape from my problems, I'd probably end it.

I have a sense of humor and can usually joke about anything in my life, so I don't see a future totally void of happiness ever coming my way.

I don't particularly want to live, but dying is too much of a fucking hassle.

Music and opiates.

I'm entering a bad bout with depression right now. Went to a concert last night and had a massive argument with friends. Very cold and feel like I'm in a hole I can't climb out of. I just want to put a bullet through my head right now.

I'm going to rail some oxy right now. I usually wait till night because they make me sleepy, but I feel terrible.

Well, as long as I have somewhere to go, I won't ever feel the need to die.

I'm going to college. So far, it hasn't been too toughm I'm pretty sure I'll get my degree without falling down all these stairs.
I don't have a girlfriend yet, but I'm doing what I can to get her. She rarely comes online, though...

There's nothing once you kill yourself, so you might as well do all the stuff you want to while you are still alive.

Also, the 2 year suicide exclusion period on my life insurance isn't up yet

>>11086351

Why wouldn't I?

I had a great childhood, an awesome high school career and now I'm really enjoying the college life. Also, weed helps. Weed helps a lot.

Not much. I really don't know why I haven't already done it. I guess the only thing stopping me is that I usually don't have something to use to kill myself when I'm in the mood to do it.

>>11086580

That was the original answer I was looking for, thanks for adding yourself to my database, robot.

I have various health issues, I'm single, live at home, have no job, and no savings.

Except I wake up every day hoping to live a long life.

Fuck emo suicide-threatening faggots.

This a question Camus interprets in the Myth of Sisyphus. It's fascinating.

Because I don't have a gun, but I'm not gonna go out and look for a gun, but if a loaded gun comes into my possession, I probably would.

I'm not depressed or anything, my life's actually pretty awesome. it's just I'm lazy. Life is too much work. If I off myself, then I'll just have nothing. No worry, no drama, no work. Just the sweet relief of death.

The intrinsic will to survive that all organic life possesses. There is no reason for any life on this planet or any other to exist, yet it does and will continue to exist because organic chemicals are very clingy and mate for as long as they possibly can. :/

I have to graduate.
I have to marry.
I'm supposed to procreate, but the idea of a baby puts me off.
I'm supposed to have a job.
I'm supposed to retire.
After that, then I'll go.

>>11086669

Have to, and supposed to.

That's no life to live.

My mother. I know that if I were to commit suicide, it would just break her heart. I'd worry that she's just totally break down, maybe even kill herself. I think if I wasn't worried about her I might just commit suicide, but I could never bring myself to do it because it would hurt her too much. She always told me if something happened to me she wouldn't know what to do with herself.

>>11086684
Well, I live for 4chan, too.
That one's not a "have to" or "supposed to"

The question is what would drive me to suicide, not what drives me to not do it.

Maybe it is just a positive outlook on life.

I believe in what is called Eternal Reccurance. It means I believe I will live the same exact life over and over and over again forever. So if I am forced into existing forever, I might as well stretch it out as long as possible so I can observe how things change.

>>11086742

Did you just stand up one day and say "FUCK SCIENCE"

>>11086708

4chan is not a reason to live. It is nothing. It is a phantom, you can put your hand through. It has no substance. Life evokes emotions. That's a reason to live. To be happy, to be sad, to feel completely torn up inside, but at the same time, alive. The only emotion 4chan evokes is laughter, and that laughter is hollow and cold.

>>11086260
My parents mostly. I don't want to hurt them. I love them deeply. I actually want to earn a lot of money so I can buy my mother a nice new BMW 7 series that she's been dreaming about and maybe buy my dad a new Mercedes. I want my parents to be proud of their son.

cause living kicks ass

>>11086787
It makes me happy, though.
And that's all that matters.

My antidepressant medication. Durp

>>11086802


But unfortunately you will find out that happiness is nothing. But I understand, friend. Drugs make me happy. Opiates make me happy. I'm >>11086548
But when your vice, 4chan, becomes an addiction, and is the only thing that can make you happy, you need to cut away from it, and find you next 4chan. A string of synthetic happiness awaits that lifestyle.

My husband. He's changed my life for the better, and I've yet to encounter the worse. Knowing that he'll walk through that door and hug/kiss me everyday keeps me going. Knowing there's a man that enjoys my cooking and believes that I can be a good person make me feel good about myself. Knowing that there is someone there for me that wouldn't hurt me for the world keeps me from putting a bullet in my brain.

Social Commitment. nothing more nothing else, besides suicide is ilegal in my country (I lol'd too when I heard of it), hurting those who are supposed to love me, maybe some random friend sheds a tear if I'm gone, maybe someone is in love with me and even though he/she would never tell me, he/she would feel bad about it.

Yeah taht's about it, don't really care about me at all... in fact if I could just erase me from everyone else's memory and be gone like if I never existed, I would. I couldn't care less about myself. I wasn't asked if I wanted to live, I don't know why am I here nor what my purpose is, if there is any. Life itself has no meaning.

>>11086885

Once everyone you've known dies, how do you know you existed in the first place?

>>11086945

By what you leave behind.

Vicodin and oxy.

>>11087028

Relative to his post, but that's the correct answer objectively.

Pretty much I've got a big family and I don't want to have to imagine the reactions from my mom especially, but my dad too. Also I've got two young sisters that I don't want have to have that kind of thought at such a young age. The only downside of atheism is that is gives me really little to live for. If I could somehow pretend that I'm going somewhere away to pursue life elsewhere, I'd probably kill myself. Don't want to have my family have to see my dead body when I kill myself.

At the moment, just basically waiting for my mom to finish having some things done to her house.

Once everything is finished up and all taken care of, I plan on reactivating the credit card, renting a car, and driving to the Golden Gate Bridge.

If everything goes well according to plan, I should be in a car heading North in about a couple of weeks or so.

I don't know what death will bring. That fact alone is enough to keep me living, despite how miserable I am all the time.

My mommy.

Because killing yourself is the ultimate beta move. When you kill yourself, the only memory people will have of you is "that kid that killed himself". You look BETA AS FUCK. What person is such a puss that they can't deal with fucking LIVING? Alpha up, get some bitches, play some video games, drink root beer.

YES

Lack of the balls needed to purchase a firing device and pull said trigger.

>>11086789

Proud?

For buying them a car?

>mfw

I want to play Duke Nukem Forever

The fact that my braces were free. I got that shit off and now my teeth are all straight and lovely. That was basically like being handed $2000 (albeit to be spent on orthodontistry.) Even after thinking about everything from a philosophical standpoint, it seems like a shame to waste all that money by offing myself.

...I've got to impregnate seven more women, Then I can laugh when I finally die of Blood Parasites, Only reason women have sex with me is because of my money. Revenge against Paternity Fraud and the Vengeance of millions of men around the world. It keeps me fighting the good fight. Plus, I've got it set up so my money will be completely useless to them because of the amount of children I have. They'll end up sueing each other for the remaining 1.7 million dollars in the bank. Hopefully one of my bastards will become successful and intelligent.

>>11087307
I'm looking forward to Civ5

I am trying to stay connected for as long as possible, with as many people as possible.
Then when i die off, maybe we can all create something beautiful.

>>11087440

This reminds me of that Japanese movie called Suicide Club for some reason.

I think a year ago or someone highly recommended that movie to me.

Perhaps it's time to finally try watching it.

Mix of cowardice and comfort(zone).
Basically my mother keeps me alive.

I am not to pleased about that to be honest.

I feel like I haven't full filled my goals yet.

My friends are still my friends and we haven't gone our own ways yet to finally become adults. I should be cherishing these moments. I also haven't been in love yet and I want to experience that. I want to experience my child being born. There's so much I haven't done, so I can't afford to kill myself yet.

I wanna overcome all this pain and feel relived.
I wanna die Happy, I don't wanna die in sorrow.

Lack of means to do it. I want to figure out how I can just disappear. I want to leave behind no corpse, and I don't want a funeral. I've considered planning a hiking/camping trip someplace remote and having a mysterious accident.

It's sad that this is the only thing stopping me.

cowardice. As ridiculous as it is I've got the suspicion that Hell is real and the only reason I've been tortured so much is to see if I can take it without cracking.

>>11086260

Nothing keeps me ticking. I've spent a lot of time thinking of what I live for, and I can never think of any reason for my existence. This depresses me, and I often think that suicide would be better than wasting my life taking shit from people I hate.

One thing that makes me hesitate is giving my parents the impression that they didn't raise me properly, which isn't right, because I'm incredibly thankful to them. My mother would be completely devastated if I killed myself.

I don't think it'd matter too much if I weren't around, humanity is doomed anyway, and I'm tired of hearing about all the horrible shit people do to eachother in the world.

Life is awesome, and I'm no longer a teenager?

I think those two things are related.

My writing.

Once I've found success I will end my own life.

>>11089143
youre a sick fuck. end

The last vestiges of my religious upbringing

That and both my uncle and one of my best friends killed themselves. It was baaaaaaaaad

Knowing it will hurt everyone around and be an extremely selfish thing to do.

>>11089143
What's the difference between a duck with a cold and you?

>>11087307
this really is something i need to do before i die

>>11089143

You are fucked.
Enjoy your v&.

Well once you die you can't get old and shit and then you won't know what it's like. Gotta milk life dry.

As with everything in life, fear is my only motivating factor.

I'm afraid of a failed suicide attempt so I stay alive.

anti-depressants and other drugs, also life has been getting alot better lately so that's good.

Guilt of hurting my family and friends :(

my whole life.
my life is awesome
I have the person I love
I have my health
I have 2 awesome dogs
I have a fun loving and happy disposition and people like me
I live in a pretty awesome city thousands and thousands of the shitty one i was born in.
I have a love for knowledge and travel and wine and beer and music.
forrests, lakes, sunsets, mountains...
what's not to love about life?

>think about committing suicide
>dad commits suicide
>well I don't want to be like that asshole
>hmm. what now?

beating the living crap out of other people prevents me from killing myself

>>11089246
You, sir, sound like a well-adjusted human being. What the fuck happened to you?


Also, agreed. Except I don't have a dog or anyone to love. I live in a basement... still life is awesome.

I've never contemplated suicide. What's the point?

You feel like you're being a burden on your parents/nation? Well its their decision to do the shit they do for you. If they want to be socialist and give you free shit that's their problem.

>>11089201
How am I v&? Is it suddenly illegal to have a picture of a fully-clothed girl making a cute face? Shit man, you'd better call the thought police on me. I might think about kissing her and never act on it. Or something.

Hoping things will begin to get better next time I wake up.

>peculiar navinds

The funny thing is, I don't really care how people will react to my death. First off, I won't see it, I'll be dead. Also, everyone ignores me and treats me like shit in life, so it's a little too late to be sad after I'm dead.

I'd honestly like to know how long it would take some people to figure out I was dead. I've already run off without telling anyone and disappeared for weeks, up to a month, at a time without noticing. No calls, no messages, nothing. I'd be lucky if I had one person notice in a timely manner.

Guilt of causing my parents/colleauges pain.
Fear that it could cause me tremendous pain.

I just ate a delicious sammich. If I was dead, I couldn't even do that much. Even if life sucks, at least I have sammiches.

My band... I'd like to release a few albums... Also would like to at least try sex...

That's it, after I accomplish those goals, i'm fuckin outta here

I'm afraid....
..of the people performing my autopsy will laugh at my tiny dick

Because that would be a dick thing to do to my friends and loved ones.

Also it would make me a quitter. Nuh uh, i'm in this for the long haul. Life is never so terrible that you should throw it all away just cause you're feeling crappy.

>>11086260
Fear of hurting my parents and girlfriend. If all of them go I'm pulling the bang switch on my gun ASAP.

>>11089295
Lame.

Maybe people treat you like shit because you don't try? Don't be a quitter. You can be much better.

Besides, dieing as an experiment is a pretty stupid thing to do. You won't get to see the result. Bad experiment.

There's tons of awesome stuff out there. If you're seriously so down on everything it's probably a chemical imbalance, anyway. Either that or you were raised by shitheads. Move out, and don't be like them.

>>11089349
ah man, i love you

To be honest... brain damage. A lot of people fuck up and I'd hate to be a vegetable or a retard the rest of my life. I nearly escaped brain damage several times in my life, I have a genetic disorder that can cause it if untreated, I've had two fevers of 108 degrees in my life (my lazy ass parents refused to take me to the hospital.) I also have a brain tumor and a seizure disorder. I'm thinking I've pushed my luck enough already, at least neurologically speaking.

>>11089458
Um... are you my ex-gf?

>>11089349
>>11089349
>>11089349
oh wow that made me laugh so hard
+1 internets to you good sir

If I kill myself my father will kill himself, I feel I have to stay alive for his sake. And I couldn't even imagine the things beyond here.
Otherwise I would've been dead already.

>>11089262
>>11089262
who the fuck knows, my parents were a grab bag of of psychological issues, been through a gamut of step parents, and probably don't have the best genes when it comes to mental health.

but they both did their best
and then I fell in love
so meh
maybe thats all it takes.

>>11089458
Doubt it. I've only had two boyfriends my entire life and I'm married, but my name starts with an M and so does my maiden name.

knowing that when you die there isn't some magical afterlife waiting for you

>>11089417
I do try. In fact I probably try too hard and care too much. I was a doormat for years. I've been used and abused. Now that I stand up for myself, everyone left. So far I haven't found one genuine person.

Everyone is in it for themselves and often for shallow reasons. Nobody ever thinks of sharing or treating another person nicely... unless there's reason to.

>>11089573
That sounded identical to my ex-gf up until the M part. ;D

Also I'm pretty sure she wouldn't be lurkan.

>>11089607
Oh wow that's pretty cool, I didn't think statistically speaking someone else would have the same exact problems. It's nice to know I'm not alone though. :-)

Effexor, and Amphetamine

>>11089606
Well duh. I'm glad you've figured out the basics of life.

Now start being a nice, worthwhile person by enjoying whatever it is you enjoy a lot and putting your energy into that.

Everyone needs attention but you won't get the right kind of attention easily. You need to be a nice interesting person for people to want to do nice things for you.

That's pretty much how it goes, and it's also the basis that most religions or moral codes use if you think about it.

If you only ever baww about how life sucks and aren't really ever into anything then people will become bored with you. They won't want to talk to you. Depression is boring.

If you're seriously that depressed about things you need to see someone about it. Seriously, go get help/drugs.

Nothing in life is free. That's not just a saying.

Also, trust me life can be awesome. But you only get out of it what you put in. Also a cliche that exists for a reason.

>>11089643
Her initials are NM.

She's an awesome person and so very nice. I'm glad she's with a nice guy now and they're trying to make something of themselves and enjoy life.

well when you're one good looking mother fucker it's hard to have any suicidal thoughts.

>>11089678
I'm generally a nice, interesting person. I hide my suicidal/depressed thoughts from everyone I know.

I guess it's just that I'm not good enough, nice enough, or interesting enough. I don't know how to improve myself if I can't get into anything anywhere. I literally have no friends anymore.

>>11089739
It's easy to feel that way, but you're probably just in a transitional point in your life.

I feel like that sometimes too. Just pour yourself into your hobbies but at the same time take breaks to go do something at a different locale with different people than you usually do.

The people who have been your friends are probably still your friends. They're just doing other things right now.

I like to remember that my mind lies to me all the time about how bad life really is. If I don't eat properly or take care of myself, I notice my blood sugar goes weird and my mood is a rollercoaster.

This is not a valid reflection of reality, only my brain chemistry.

Realising that is the first step to feeling better about things in general and having hope for the future.

By the same token, if you make one of your hobbies eating right and exercise, both of those things will improve your health and thus your brain chemistry in general, even if it is out of whack by default.

This will improve your outlook on life and thus your social interactions.

Easy peasy.

>>11089787
I know I'm at a transitional point, there's just no way to continue on. With the shitty economy I can't change jobs or afford to move. Part of the reason I lost several friends is because they could never afford to do anything, and they constantly whined about having no money.

I have been exercising, jogging about 3 miles for 3-4 days per week or more. I've gained weight, and clothes don't fit any better. It's probably because I don't eat right, but my job doesn't usually allow much time to eat properly.

I can make friends, but the issue again is nobody is genuine. I'm tired of wasting my time with fake, lying people who just use me and ditch me.

>>11089848
Think you're meeting the wrong people then.

Try taking out a student loan and going back to school as a mature student. The fresh environment and new people will make life exciting again.

Also, even when life is bad, enjoying the little things helps.

To follow that, taking the suggestions of others when you say that things are bad is typically good too. I do like the sound of my own voice (typing?) yes... but I do it because I want you to be happy too.

I like life so much I want everyone to love life as much as I do. Basically...

Funny thing is I seem to go bi-polar from time to time, so I'm not perfect. Nobody is.

Want something out of life. Figure out what you want, even something simple like... cake. And love the shit out of it.

I guess that won't do well for your figure but that shit is overrated anyway. Just love yourself for who you are. Other people will follow.

Because my dad offed himself. I have a strong conviction to live.

>>11086776
No, science supports Eternal Recurrence, at least The Big Bounce does. They are compatible.

My brother.

And all the potential ahead of me. i've only been around for 17 years and i want to find out what i can be.

I don't want to make my parents sad.

As soon as they're dead, I'm outta here.

Natural law. That is all.

>>11090010
I like you.

(My comment wasn't original enough apparently... stupid flood protection)

>>11090010
poliscifag?

Don't feel like living, don't feel like dying. I'm neutral mayng. Maybe in the future I'll off myself but for now I'm coping.

I want to get fucked up and fuck people up. I want to be better at what I do and show people what's up.
I'm fucking drunk and what keeps me alive is my want.

My friends, working out, the fact that I still have a lot of shit to do. Honestly, besides the amount of deaths I've had to deal with, my problems aren't that terrible or unique. I actually just recently lost my great aunt. I didn't really know her, so it didn't hurt, but still, it sort of kept me level in my emotions rather than slowly continuing up like I have been.

Life is great. Why would I kill myself?

>>11089895
Trying to go back to school. Again, the economy is kind of putting a hold on everything I want to do. I don't want to spend more money on school (currently about $30k+ in debt from college) and not get a job at the end of it.

And then also I have to consider the fact that I may have to step down from my 45-50 hour a week job in order to be able to go to school. That means a smaller paycheck, meaning I then really can't move out, and would make affording college even harder.

I know nothing is easy, but this feels impossible.

I still have some hope that I can fix my personal problem.

But if I do ever kill myself I'll try to do it on cam for all you guys to see. I know some of you want to see some shit like that.

>>11090038
>mayng
I have a friend that says this all the time. It's fucking stupid. Stop.

People claim I'm suicidally reckless. But my reason for not doing something like suicide is a series of crazy and borderline schizo views I have about my life. When you genuinely think Death can take tangible form and he spared you so that you could determine something in the future it gets pretty hard to off yourself no matter how bad shit gets, I mean he would be pissed.

Because I don't feel like I have a big enough reason to do it. Life isn't going so well, but things could be much worse.

>>11090077
What was your major?

original comment fuck you spam filter

Right now it's two promising careers. Maybe in the future it will be more.

Because I'm obssessed with making people happy.
And I'm not going out with out a bang, man.

the fact i'm a beta as fuck pussy faggot and dont have balls to an hero.

>>11090077
I work close to 70 a week and go to school full-time. The trick is to not have a social life and you'll do fine in school with money. You'll just be fucked up physically, mentally, and emotionally; I hope to fix those later on if I can.

>>11090217
French. I went to school to be a teacher, and hated it so much. Plus it doesn't pay well.

Fuck if I know. Family, I guess. I don't really have any friends anymore.

>>11090406
nope you'll just take out your stress on your wife and kids

Lotto
I'm going to win it I'm sure and then everything will change for me I'll party everyday and do everything I'd ever want to.

and if I don;t... murder suicide maybe

death is boring

I don't know any more. Tomorrow I might just grab a handkerchief, shove it in my gas tank, light it on fire and blow up with the car.

Suicide is for pussies

I would welcome death if it came to me naturally, but I'm not going to take my own life

>>11090497
Well I hope to be in a better career position after I complete college, and I won't have to work ridiculous hours after college since I'm doing a pretty good job at keeping debt to an absolute minimum. If I get a wife and kids I'll consider myself successful, since I've been somewhat successful in all aspects of my life with the exception of anything social or dealing with relationships. In those areas, I've been a complete failure and have shown no signs of improvement since I was like 8.

>>11090536
you would put it in the gas tank and THEN light it on fire? Boy, you just went full retard.

the fact that i dont understand it.

if i ever got to the point where i felt i just couldnt take it, id just throw some belongings in a backpack, put together whatever money i had, and hop on a train to the other side of the country.

then again, i hate everyone else infinitely more than i hate myself.

nothing. i try to kill myself 2-3 times a month.

That small glimmer of hope that maybe just maybe something, anything will work out better than it is now and maybe one day I could live some semblance of a happy life.

Nothing does, besides my own stubbornness.

being engaged and not a lonely kissless neckbeard 25 year old virgin

My friends. My family. My responsibilities and my girlfriend.

If I didn't have any of those, I wouldn't be here right now.

The thought of how sad my parents would be if something were to happen to me, or I were to become a bad person.

The fear that if I tried to suicide; I would fail and mangle myself for the rest of my life.

>Jump off bridge, live and become paraplegic.
>Hang self, rope snaps, neck snaps, asphixiate partly and get brain damage as well as being paralyzed.
>overdose on something, don't die but instead get fucked up organs for the rest of my life.
>try to shoot self, miss the spot, live with half a brain or half a face (plus guns aren't legal here)

But mostly, there's still more I want to do with my life.

>>11090460
What did you hate and what did you like about it?

I am a sore fucking loser.

>>11091172

You're huge fucking ignorant retard is what you are, you dumb faggot. Get over yourself and watch it happen.

I believe in quantum immortality. Basically, I believe two worlds are created when I commit suicide - one where I survive and one where I don't. I think my consciousness continues with the reality where my suicide fails.

Therefore, if I commit suicide, I'll survive and be even more miserable than when I started.

The story that I'm starting to write.
The hope of making it into professional photography.
Not knowing what happens when I die.
I may be incredibly depressed, but I don't want to put my friends and family through loss and suffering. Especially not my mom, best friend or my nephews and niece.

My love for life.
my desperation to prove everyone wrong.
My family, my friends.
I'm happy.
I want to see what happens later on.
My boyfriend.
My life is pretty good, anon. I like it.
Don't want to end it just yet. I'm not done with it yet.

I've never been particularly emotional, so when I do feel extreme sadness, despair, or whatever, I revel in it.
I doubt I'll ever be happy. But I'm gonna give it my best shot.

Also a bit of this
>>11091038

The moose. The moose is what keeps me happy.

Cowardliness, false hope, and wishful thinking.

all the things in life i have yet to accomplish

>>11091435
Hey bro I hate to rain on your grand parade but.. that's not a moose.

>>11091476

IT'S A REDHEAD

A neverending parade of idiots who like to talk a lot.

Well seeing you only have to live once why not give it your best. then you can be dead when you die.

My family, my closest friends, and my dog, Buffy the Puppy Chow Slayer.

I gotta be her Angel.

Although it would be cool to troll this one girl who friendzoned me hardcore. Definitely not a good enough reason though.

Nothing really, might do it soon.

I think I'm just too much of a coward to end my life and too much of an idiot to enjoy mine so I'm kinda trapped in the middle of a really long miserable life.

I probably think this happens to a lot of people here, just sayin'

Because my parents would be sad and love me unconditionally, even though I've done nothing to deserve being loved other than being born.

I'm also too much of a pussy to do it/

I lack the transport to get me somewhere far off into the wilderness.
Once I work that whole thing out, it's go time!

I know there are things that bring me joy. But when I think about the future it just seems so bleak and hopeless. I just can't do it. I'm just living in dream world all the time. None of this stuff will ever happen. I am of no value to society.

my ego forces me to believe that when I get my PhD I will be a great value to the human race and hopefully to the preservation of humanity through space colonization, plus I'm the cutest fat guy in existance

Still got shit to do, brobots.

Rulin' the worlds and all that.

Also to the OP you should have saved that image as a .gif you dumb cunt.

i have already planned out how i'm going to die
it's not by suicide

I have bottles to lick.

The thought that there must someone who'll love me for who I am.

;_;

I've yet to attain Enlightenment, once I've achieved that and guaranteed that I won't becoming back to this existence I'll off myself immediately. I don't really want to live any longer than I have to, this place sucks.

If I kill myself, I'd relieve a lot of pressure from myself, but put tons of it on others: my friends, my family, those I love. I could never do that to them.

uhhh i'm happy

mah frends.

Considering it today. No joke.

Suicide is the ultimate full retard move. Anything is better than being dead, moron.

The knowledge that I can kill myself anytime, but I won't get to live again whenever I want.

A sense of duty, a desire to accomplish something, an unwillingness to burden my friends and relatives, to experience more things, a fear of death, a desire to outlast some of the SOB's I've met in life.

Suicide is retarded. I'm a depressed ronery virgin yet I'd never kill myself. I mean, when you're at the point of not giving a fuck about your life you can do anything. Fuck bitches, get money, do drugs, whatever.

I had a close friend who killed himself, and it fucking hurt like crazy. I could never do that to anybody.

Also, I pretty much love my life. Good boyfriend, good cat, good friends, good family, good prospects.

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idk probably the idea that someday things will get better and im just young

My suicide would make less of an impact than what I hope my life eventually will. Adding to that, I like to think my life will make a positive impact, where my suicide would create a negative one.

My best friend made me promise to not kill myself until I turned 18. If I didn't promise her, she would have told my parents. I had to, to protect myself. Now, I have decided to play the waiting game. It all makes sense, really. She's going through some tough emotional issues right now, and I think that my suicide could affect her terribly. I love her so much, and would not wish to burden such a beautiful person. Right now, I am basically a child. I can't transport myself, or support myself, or even go to a bar after hours. When I finally do it, right after my 18th birthday, it will be done right. I'll drive as far away as possible, find somewhere incredibly remote, and take some pills.

Because I have not yet figured out if my theories on death and the afterlife have any basis in reality. Unfortunately, I seem to have been born in an era that doesn't allow for observation of such things beyond the realm of the metaphorical or 'spiritual', for the crocks of shit they both are. Unfortunately, I will likely leave this body unfulfilled, no matter if I take the initiative or allow this body to burn itself out. My only hope lies in me taking the initiative I've BEEN taking for the past several years in an attempt to come to the truth by any means possible - even if that truth ends up being "lol we're all worm food!", I could die content knowing it was the truth.

A desire to understand why I want to commit suicide and how to overcome it, a realization of God, and a promise I made to myself that I wouldn't do that to my family. It's still hard though.

awesome job, shit loads of money, spanking hot gf, dirve a mercedes, have my own house, in no debts

life is good

Rationalized answer: I'm not sure how to judge things. I don't trust the human perception. I may think my life is not worth living. Others may think my life is not worth living. But that doesn't mean it actually isn't.

Actual answer: It might hurt.

It'd hurt her too much. I can't do that to her.

I think about ending it every fucking day...


Though I then remember I must spread my hate and suffering through strong structure before I leave this cosmic shithole

By simple comparisonbetween life and death

The fact that there are so many subhuman lowlives who don't deserve to walk this planet. I can't die with the thought of them being alive while I'm not.
Also, would make at least one or two persons sad. I hate making people I like sad.

I won't be able to listen to my favourite music anymore.
My relatives care about me, so do my friends.
I have hobbies which I love.
I'm scared of death.

Then again when I feel like shit I don't think about any of this except for friends and the last one.

My parents, they keep telling me i'm the only one that's doing well, when they die (and i don't have a family of my own) i'll wait for some time, maybe a year or so, and do it.

Fear of death
Working at becoming a stand-up
I believe in an afterlife

Music. Music that I find inspiring is what makes me continue on this beaten path.

Also, I got a real shakeup putting me off suicide recently. A coworker and friend of mind recently decided to throw herself in front of a train (on my birthday, even), and seeing all the sadness that my coworkers felt was palpable. But what really got to me was how quickly they all recovered. In a week it's like they've pretty much forgotten about her.

That's another reason why I am still here. I don't want to be forgotten by what little peers I have, and I definitely need to expand my horizons to leave my mark on this awful planet.

>essock same

mead

In my life the issue is kinda twisted around ... I want to live but could be forced to take my life soon. shits reatrded sometimes ... :-/

My life is shit now...
But in 10 years, I'll be one of the richest guys on Earth.
So I keep going.

experiencing the datastream. purpose of Life is consciousness. dead matter is not conscious, therefore. stay alive.

My brother's foster mother has yet to sever all my connections with him, and while I still have him, I still have a reason to live.

Once she eventually manages to turn him against me, I'll be left with no friends, no family, and that'll probably be the time for suicide.

>>11100553
no you wont asswhole.

>>11086260
I'm an atheist. I don't believe in an afterlife. IOW this is the only life I'll ever have. Every good experience I'll ever have will happen to me in this life. If I kill myself, I might miss out on something.
I should add: I have good experiences just about every day, and every year is better than the previous year.
WTH would I want to kill myself anyway?

>>11086460
>I have decided when I finally cant take anymore of this life im just going to get up and leave it.
Not die but just leave everything from my life behind severe all ties and walk the earth.

Interesting idea. If it ever comes to that, write a book about it.

Don't stress ending your life, you'll have plenty of time to be dead!

>>11100624
>I should add: I have good experiences just about every day, and every year is better than the previous year.

I'm guessing this isn't the experience of the typical person who commits suicide.

the grand delusion that i have a greater purpose.

I usually only think of suicide in a 'what if' manner, but the conclusion is always that it would be terribly stupid to kill myself. Sure i'm sad for a bad social life, but i make it so myself. And offing myself without even trying to improve would be sheer stupidity.

a) like hammelet, fearthat there may be somehting lurking after death that could be worse
b) feel like i have unfinished business on earth.

for example, have lots of hot sex.

The fact that I may be getting some professional help/medication soon is a real cheerup!

And I guess it'd make people sad. That would kinda suck, 'cause I dont wanna make people sad.