• I frequently alternate between believing I am the shit and a piece of shit• I try to walk the path of peace and kindness and have an extreme aversion to hurting anyone, but seemingly possess no qualms about stealing, cheating, or lying to make my life a little bit easier.• It seems to be difficult to determine when I am determined and when I am apathetic.• I seem to be apathetic about life because whenever I have developed excitement it ends in disappointment.• I blame my parents for what others perceive as my "lack of self confidence" (I perceive it as being humble) as they always brought me down a notch. I am not entirely sure if they are the ones to blame though.• I only have ever truly hated one person so far in my life.• I truly believe all people who join the military of their own free will are morons.• Fighting and lifting weights give me much determination, because unlike things like academics and people, I can always see that my work has paid off and that I have improved, even a little.• I often have dreams about the girl I lost my virginity to. I should let them go and I know this, but it is hard for some reason. As much as she screwed me over, given the opportunity, I'd do everything again in a heartbeat.• I have changed and improved myself so much over the years from what I used to be, and yet I am continuously discontent with myself.
ITT: Introspection.Post all the strange things you've learned about yourself
>>379888804Congrats, you sound borderline.
>>379888804Know that feelI've been like this for a couple of months now.
I alternate between extreme misogyny and empathy for women. I do not understand why.I miss going to different places around the world. Sitting in one place for so long has made me angsty and discontent.Religious people anger me because they just seem so content with their lives and act as if they have some sort of purpose. Same with people in a seemingly perpetual state of pure happiness.
>>379888804
HEY! STOP BEING ME!and dont post my/our issues on the net
