Balamb Garden is a great track.

My experience is more along the lines of "everyone is watching me, silently judging my every action, waiting for the opportunity to exploit my mistakes." Depression is just a side effect of continually operating under those conditions.

'Fithos Lusec Wecos Vinosec' is an anagram of 'succession of witches' and 'love'.

>>7858342
That's paranoia. Completely different. Completely normal.

I wouldn't say I'm depressed so much as I just have critically low self-esteem at times.

>>7858328

No real solution. Got used to it and learned to live with that, alone here. Doesn't change the fact I'm depressed thought, but at least I'm not complaining or acting pathetically.

>>7858328
> I'm ugly, stupid
That's why I dropped from uni and covered my room's mirror with ducktape

I'm on /jp/ everyday but I rarely post, idk why

GID and depressions that follow.
No cure for it other than dealing with it, one way or another.

Never going the Balamb Garden route though, there are still alot of VN's i want to read and lewd stuff i want to do.

Sometimes when I have to go out in public I get really worried that people might notice me looking at girls. When that happens I have to leave otherwise I tend to start acting weird. That's mostly why I'm a hikki.

Only autists like ZUN!bar are depressed. The majority of /jp/ isn't depressed and doesn't live in their parent's basement.

Grow the hell up.

I don't want to work nor study, but it bores me to do nothing all day. I don't care about things like relationships and friends. I like being alone.

I don't have a "goal" or any plans in my life besides solving the problem immediately in front of me, nor I truly desire something.

I just want to die and see if the magic happy afterlife really exists, but I can't betray my family by committing suicide, so everyday I wish for the world to end, and as I cannot choose when I will die, I keep working and studying, waiting...

I really hope 2012 will be the end of the world.


Or maybe I just should try drugs.

What is it like to not have depression?

>I'm ugly
Why would you care? After you've reached 2D enlightenment, your looks no longer matter.

>>7858345
>time travel witch hunters
The best part was end of CD3, where they warp around and kill the primary witch in the past. I liked the whole lunatic pandora arc.

>>7858382
why not just remove mirror from room?

>>7858391
And how are you so sure of this?

>>7858342
Good god are you me ?
I suffer this shit as well every single fucking day, it's miserable.
Luckly in the army it goes away because everybody knows everybody so you gradually start to feel at ease and more relaxed.
I go around with a madoka magica skin plastered on my laptop, a cute animu character strap on my keyring and talk about videogames everyday and surprisingly no one really judges me about that or keeps me away because I'm weird.
Actually I wish I had joined sooner instead of wasting years doing nothing at an university but at least I've lived like a neet.

>My experience is more along the lines of "everyone is watching me, silently judging my every action, waiting for the opportunity to exploit my mistakes."

The worst is when this ends up forcing you to do inconvenient things instead of just feeling anxious. "Oh that bus looks pretty full, I don't want to get on it and have everyone look at me" *walks home instead, arrives 2 hours later, punches wall, grabs etc*

But I'm not depressed.
I don't always feel bad and I don't complain about anything in my life. It's more like I feel nothing in particular, neither happiness, nor sadness.
People tell me it's strange to live like this, but for me, it's nothing speciall.
One could compare it with gray: I don't see everything either black or white, because it's something in the middle of the two.
I also think that some people on /jp/ live like this. Or do you mostly feel really bad about your life?

I'm not really depressed anymore ever since I've been on stronger medication. There was a time where I didn't have any desire to keep living anymore and just wanted to be dead, and was like a zombie, but nowadays it's much better thankfully.

I still have lots of other mental problems, but at least I'm reasonably happy right now.

>>7858431

I agree.. I have done that.

>>7858465

Same bro, Im more of the "anyway the wind blows" + "Nothing Really Matters" (Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody_

>>7858472
>>7858486
Was me!


>>7858392
Seems like there is a lot of people here that I feel like I can relate to. Wow. I dnt want the world to end, I DONT want to die but I know its going to happen and don't care when it happens.

>>7858421
ZUN!bar?

>>7858556
no it's kog